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mercy so bright it burns
It’s ok Essek, she does it to everyone, it’s why we call it the Lavorre effect

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Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: The Pitt (TV) Rating: Teen And Up Audiences Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Jack Abbot/Michael "Robby" Robinavitch/Dennis Whitaker, Jack Abbot/Michael "Robby" Robinavitch, Michael "Robby" Robinavitch/Dennis Whitaker Characters: Jack Abbot (The Pitt), Dennis Whitaker, Michael "Robby" Robinavitch, Trinity Santos, Perlah (The Pitt) Additional Tags: Mpreg | Male Pregnancy, discussed death of a spouse and child, Jack Abbot Has PTSD (The Pitt), Jack Abbot is Down Bad (The Pitt), Jack Abbot has a little OCD, Michael "Robby" Robinavitch is Down Bad, Jack Abbot Needs a Hug (The Pitt), Established Relationship, Trans Male Character, Trans Mpreg | Trans Male Pregnancy, Trans Dennis Whitaker, no AI was used in the making of this fic, this is all my own garbage, except grammarly, i suck at grammar, Jack Abbot goes a little crazy, But He Gets Better Summary:
Dennis is pregnant, and Jack’s overprotective instincts come out in force. It isn’t until Dennis snaps at him, that he learns the horrible truth behind how Jack’s wife died.
this and also there’s something very beautiful about watching in progress fics grow. shout out to in progress fics <3
Not what I literally did to @xria-rose lol
A new fanfic
A preview for a new fanfic I'm working on:
August 29th, 2005
The storm didn’t feel like weather anymore—it felt like something that had decided to break their world—their beautiful city. It broke Robby’s heart to know New Orleans would never be the same after this.
He’d brought Trinity to the hospital two days ago when the original calls came in, the girl clung to their three-year-old cat, Murphy, he seemed to comprehend they were in danger, letting her grip him close. They’d moved everyone up to the third floor of the hospital from ER, turning the Pediatric unit into the emergency room, having shipped out as many of the children and adults as they could to other further away hospitals before the worst of the weather had come.
Charity Hospital groaned under it. The building had stood for over two centuries, brick and bone stubborn against time, but Katrina found every weakness. Wind battered the upper floors in relentless waves, screaming through broken seals in the windows, rattling glass until some of it shattered outright. Rain forced its way through cracks and seams, dripping from ceilings, seeping down walls, pooling on tile floors that nurses tried in vain to keep dry.
Inside, the lights flickered. Then flickered again. Then steadied, but dimmer.
“Generator’s holding,” someone called somewhere down the corridor, though the words didn’t sound like reassurance.
Robby stood in a pediatric ward that no longer felt sterile or safe. It smelled wrong—metal, dampness, something faintly electrical. He had Trinity pressed against him, one arm wrapped tight around his neck, the other clinging to Murphy, her face buried against his shoulder to block out the noise. He gently gripped both her and Murphy in his arms. “Shh, we’re okay, I know.”
Each gust of wind made her flinch.
“Daddy…” she whispered, voice trembling.
“I’ve got you,” he said, even as the building seemed to shudder again. He tightened his hold on them, the two most important things in his life, instinctively angling his body between her and the nearest window. “It’s just loud, that’s all. Walls are strong.”
Everyone had decided to hunker down today, as far from windows as they could, they lined the halls, doors to the actual rooms closed, no patients in them, but rather safely stacked in the halls. It was the definition of a fire hazard, but at this point they were all far more concerned about flooding.
o0o0o February 2006
Ellis reached in with both her hands, grimacing as she found his little body and slowly lifted his body out, everyone instantly noticed how blue he was.
“Robby?” Jack whispered, voice choked from where he still sat at Sarah’s head, Lena’s hands on his shoulders.
“Okay, he’s out, blue and flaccid.” They brought him over to the baby warmer. Setting him down, Shen and McKay immediately got to work.
Shen began wiping away the usual birthing juices, “Poor tone, no movement. Keep the blow-by closer.”
“She seems really blue?” McKay whispered.
Robby nodded, “Some blue is normal, this is too much.”
“Do we intubate?”
Shen shook his head, “Not yet, no. They usually pink up with stimulation and blow-by.” The little limp body made a grimace and small noise. “McKay, bag him.”
“I’ve got a pulse ox of 42%.” Shen called out.
“It's not as bad as it sounds. I'm more worried about the heart rate. McKay, get ready with an IO in case we need epi.” Robby ordered. “Heart rate's up to 104.”
Shen spoke again, “We’re at one minute. He’s 0 for color, 2 for heart rate, 1 for reflex, tone, breathing. APGAR of 5.”
Robby shook his head, “5 out of 10. Not great. Any change over there, Ellis?” He called glancing over at the med student who shook her head. “No brain activity. There’s nothing.”
Behind them, Jack made a sound—sharp, strangled. “No—what do you mean no—she was just—she was talking five minutes ago, we were—” He stopped, voice collapsing under itself.
There was a small, sharp cry, as tiny fists and feet began fidgeting. Robby felt a rush of utter relief, “Oh thank god,” he choked, his own face damp with tears. “Good boy,” he whispered, as he continued to wipe him clean, before finally they wrapped him in the blanket. Swaddling him, finally sure the little boy would survive, he lifted him up and moved to Jack who was still crying over his wife’s body. “Jack,” he choked.
Jack shook his head, face still buried in Sarah’s shoulder. “Please,” he cried.
“Jack,” Robby said again, harder this time.
Heartbroken hazel green eyes turned towards him and widened slightly at the sight of baby in Robby’s arms. “Your son is still here,” he offered.
Jack stood, looking down at the beautiful newborn in Robby’s arms. “She’s brain dead, right?”
“She is, probably dead-on impact, I’m so sorry. But he needs you. I still need you.”
Chapters: 15/17 Fandom: The Pitt (TV) Rating: Teen And Up Audiences Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Jack Abbot/Michael "Robby" Robinavitch, Michael "Robby" Robinavitch & Dennis Whitaker Characters: Jack Abbot (The Pitt), Michael "Robby" Robinavitch, Dennis Whitaker, Dana Evans, Montgomery Adamson Additional Tags: Alternate Universe, Child Dennis Whitaker, Married Jack Abbot/Michael "Robby" Robinavitch, Dennis Whitaker Needs a Hug, Trans Dennis Whitaker, Hurt Dennis Whitaker, Emotional Hurt/Comfort, Child Abuse, Emotional/Psychological Abuse, Physical Abuse, Physical Disability, Established Jack Abbot/Michael "Robby" Robinavitch, Amputee Jack Abbot (The Pitt), Parent Jack Abbot (The Pitt), Parent Michael "Robby" Robinavitch, Dennis Whitaker Has Religious Trauma, conversion camp, Alternate Universe - Foster Family, Adoption, Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder - PTSD, Panic Attacks, Homophobic Language, Internalized Homophobia, Implied/Referenced Homophobia, Medical Inaccuracies, Medical Procedures, Fuck AI Summary:
When a twelve year old child is brought into the Pitt beaten within an inch of her life, it becomes a desperate attempt to locate the parents of the child, only to learn from the child that he’s in fact a trans child who goes by Dennis, they learn that his parents sent him to a conversion camp because of his “condition” and that he’s no longer welcome in their home nor do they care what happens to the child anymore. Jack and Michael decide to foster then adopt the boy.

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Chapters: 7/17 Fandom: The Pitt (TV) Rating: Explicit Warnings: Rape/Non-Con Relationships: Jack Abbot/Michael "Robby" Robinavitch/Dennis Whitaker, Dennis Whitaker/Original Male Character(s), Yolanda Garcia/Trinity Santos, Trinity Santos & Dennis Whitaker Characters: Dennis Whitaker, Jack Abbot (The Pitt), Michael "Robby" Robinavitch, Dana Evans, Original Male Character, Brendon "The Shark" Park, Trinity Santos Additional Tags: Blackmail, Dennis Whitaker Needs a Hug, Michael "Robby" Robinavitch Needs a Hug, Protective Michael "Robby" Robinavitch, Established Jack Abbot/Michael "Robby" Robinavitch, Jack Abbot is Down Bad (The Pitt), Protective Jack Abbot (The Pitt), Trans Dennis Whitaker, Hurt Dennis Whitaker, Dennis Whitaker-centric, Sexual Abuse, Angst and Hurt/Comfort, Sexual Assault, disassociation as a tool to survive, Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder - PTSD, Unreliable Narrator Dennis Whitaker, Sexual Coercion, Figging Summary:
Not long after Dennis begins a relationship with his attendings, someone finds out and decides to use it to his advantage for some petty revenge and blackmail. As the situation quickly develops, it becomes a race to save Whitaker from himself and from his aggressor. What will Dennis do to protect Jack and Robby? How will they react when they learn the truth? Can their new relationship survive the horrific things Dennis is put through? How do you survive something so awful and move forward?
a writer’s struggle
things I won’t let ai take away from human writers
em dash
“not x, not y, but z”
short sentence stacking as a stylistic choice
none of these belong to ai. these are all what human writers have been writing since day one, way before ai was invented. ai was trained to mimic how human writers write — so em dash, not x not y but z and short sentence stacking would never have been used by ai at all if ai hadn’t learned and mimicked them from human writers.
no, you are not “fighting against ai” by accusing every work that has em dash, not x not y but z or short sentence stacking in it as ai-generated, you are helping ai harm the writing community by engaging in witch hunt and scaring human writers away from creating/sharing their works for fear of being wrongly accused of using ai.
speculations, accusations and ai witch hunt harm the writing community as much as ai does, if not more.
This tho!

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In the spirit of encouraging people to comment on fanfics while also making it easier to do so, I feel obliged to share a browser extension for ao3 that has quite literally revolutionized the comment game for me.
I present to you: the floating ao3 comment box!
From what I've seen, a big problem for many people is that once you reach the comments at the bottom of a fic, your memory of it miraculously disappears. Anything you wanted to say is stuck ten paragraphs ago, and you barely remember what you thought while reading. This fixes that!
I'll give a little explanation on the features and how it works, but if you want to skip all that, here's the link.
Edit: Yes, this also works on mobile!
The extension is visible as a small blue box in the upper left corner.
(Side note: The green colouring is not from the extension, that's me.)
If you click on it, you open a comment box window at the bottom of your screen but not at the bottom of the fic. I opened my own fic for demonstrative purposes.
The website also gives explanations on how exactly it functions, but I'll summarize regardless.
insert selection -> if you highlight a sentence in the fic it will be added in italics to the comment box
add to comment box -> once you're done writing your comment, you click this button and the entire thing will automatically copied to the ao3 comment box
delete -> self explanatory
on mulitchapter fics, you will be given the option to either add the comment to just the current chapter or the entire fic
The best part? You can simply close the window the same way you opened it and your progress will automatically be saved. So you can open it, comment on a paragraph, and then close it and keep reading without having the box in your face.
Comments are what keep writers going, and as both a writer and a reader, I think it's such an easy way of showing support and enthusiasm.
Rebooting to investigate
First world problems, I’ve got so many Pitt story ideas but none seem to want to actually be written *lays down and cries* send help
Anatomy of Survival
Chapter 6 has been posted! https://archiveofourown.org/works/82537521/chapters/225917031
Already Outs (or The Himbo, Huckleberry and their Problem
Part Three of the Where We Land Series is up!
https://archiveofourown.org/works/85457166
A Promise to Stay
New Chapter up: Summary: When a twelve year old child is brought into the Pitt beaten within an inch of her life, it becomes a desperate attempt to locate the parents of the child, only to learn from the child that he’s in fact a trans child who goes by Dennis, they learn that his parents sent him to a conversion camp because of his “condition” and that he’s no longer welcome in their home nor do they care what happens to the child anymore. Jack and Michael decide to foster then adopt the boy.
https://archiveofourown.org/works/80274226/chapters/225727376

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Angst, but it's Jack who wakes up one night, Robby's body pressed against his, Dennis behind him mumbling something: a prayer, a plea for forgiveness for his sins. He can almost hear the tears falling on the pillowcase and the sound of Dennis's throat closing.
Angst, but it's Robby who finds Jack under the table on the night of the Fourth of July, his hands pressed tightly to his ears, so tightly the marks will remain for hours. He keeps his eyes closed, knees to his chest, mutters incomprehensible words and cries long after the fireworks have stopped.
Angst, but it's Dennis who finds Robby on the roof, staring into space, an inch too far over the railing. The wind ruffles his short hair, he sees his hands clenching in his pockets, his teeth biting his cheek as if he's thinking this is the only way.
Anatomy of Survival
Summary: Not long after Dennis begins a relationship with his attendings, someone finds out and decides to use it to his advantage for some petty revenge and blackmail. As the situation quickly develops, it becomes a race to save Whitaker from himself and from his aggressor. What will Dennis do to protect Jack and Robby? How will they react when they learn the truth? Can their new relationship survive the horrific things Dennis is put through? How do you survive something so awful and move forward?
This fic has explicit non-con, please keep that in mind as you read it. However, it will have an ending and care/recovery.
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