Petite Epiphanies

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let me be thin

let me be smaller

than all of my friends

let me begin

with coffee and cigs

I’ll walk 15 miles

when the cravings sink in

beautiful girls

they float by on

water and tippy toe twirls

beautiful girls

they reach their nirvana

with bones and pale pearls

if you could see

the things that I see

when I look into the mirror,

you’d wanna be free

I’m taking up space

I don’t want to eat

the fat on my body,

I wish to delete

let me be petite

let me be a rose

I want to be beautiful

and gentle and cold

let me be hungry

and let me be tired

at least my figure

gets thinner in time

if I can push boundaries,

I can be build walls

I’ll set up restrictions

cheek bones and sharp jaws

if I can be tiny,

it was worth the wait

consuming only air on

every dinner date

the girl that’s within me,

she’s finally coming through

soon I will be happy