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making aThis is why. Theres a reason for it all. My body is becoming perfect the more i forgo nature. I beat my machine. I beat my machine. I beat my machine. I best my macjine. I beat my bamschine ibeat my machine i beat mu macbine i beat my machine i beat my machine i beat my machine i beat my machine i beat my machine i beat mu machine ibeat my machine i beat my machine i beat my machine i beat my machine i beat my machineibeatmymachineibeatmymachineibestmymachineibeatmymachineibeatmymachineibeatmymachineibeatmymachineibeatmumachineibeatmymachineibeatmymachineibeatmymachineibeatmymachineibestmymachineibeatmymachineibeatmymachineibeatmymachineibeatmymachineibeatmumachineibeatmymachineibeatmymachineibeatmymachineibeatmymachineibestmymachineibeatmymachineibeatmymachineibeatmymachineibeatmymachineibeatmumachineibeatmymachineibeatmymachineibeatmymachineibeatmymachineibestmymachineibeatmymachineibeatmymachineibeatmymachineibeatmymachineibeatmumachineibeatmymachineibeatmymachineibeatmymachineibeatmymachineibestmymachineibeatmymachineibeatmymachineibeatmymachineibeatmymachineibeatmumachineibeatmymachineibeatmymachineibeatmymachineibeatmymachineibestmymachineibeatmymachineibeatmymachineibeatmymachineibeatmymachineibeatmumachineibeatmymachineibeatmymachineibeatmymachineibeatmymachineibestmymachineibeatmymachineibeatmymachineibeatmymachineibeatmymachineibeatmumachineibeatmymachineibeatmymachineibeatmymachineibeatmymachineibestmymachineibeatmymachineibeatmymachineibeatmymachineibeatmymachineibeatmumachineibeatmymachineibeatmymachineibeatmymachineibeatmymachineibestmymachineibeatmymachineibeatmymachineibeatmymachineibeatmymachineibeatmumachineibeatmymachineibeatmymachineibeatmymachineibeatmymachineibestmymachineibeatmymachineibeatmymachineibeatmymachineibeatmymachineibeatmumachineibeatmymachineibeatmymachineibeatmymachineibeatmymachineibestmymachineibeatmymachineibeatmymachineibeatmymachineibeatmymachineibeatmumachineibeatmymachineibeatmymachineibeatmymachineibeatmymachineibestmymachineibeatmymachineibeatmymachineibeatmymachineibeatmymachineibeatmumachineibeatmymachineibeatmymachineibeatmymachineibeatmymachineibestmymachineibeatmymachineibeatmymachineibeatmymachineibeatmymachineibeatmumachineibeatmymachineibeatmymachineibeatmymachineibeatmymachineibestmymachineibeatmymachineibeatmymachineibeatmymachineibeatmymachineibeatmumachineibeatmymachineibeatmymachine

one thing im good at is neuroinflammation

like im genuinely unable to navigate daily life anymore its bad. its rlly bad. this could be a dream and i wouldnt know anymore

i cant fight forever man. i dont wanna spend my entire life watching everyone leave me behind. i dont wanna be stuck in bed all alone. i wanna be with friends i wanna feel the sun again i want something to help distinguish reality from delusions and dreams. im only 24. i was getting better with people!! i was learning!!! i had so much!!! i cant take this

im rlly tired of empty “itll get better” bullshit from fully abled ppl who refuse to accept that no, it cant, because i physically cannot recover or improve. im not lazy. any attempts to “just get back in shape” cause damage to my body. yoga, bullshit supplements, and backhanded motivational instagram posts wont suddenly cure me. i have no strength or energy to get out of bed most days. ive dealt with this since i was a toddler. ive been stuck in bed for almost a decade. it wont get better, i cant be cured, i can only try to deal with it. dont patronize me. just believe me when i say im suffering.