My God, I keep forgetting that advertising for your fic might be a good idea, so here is a belated; I got really into A Knight of the Seven Kingdoms, and that apparently manifested by writing another fic where one of my fav guys gets turned into a creature.Â
Dunk is a dragon, because I wanna explore his changing relationship to the crown, his hero worship in opposition to his small folk upbringing that have felt the repercussions of when nobility start wars.Â
This fic is also about Egg and Dunk. A precocious child who’s first true person they could call theirs, might be taken from them by circumstance and the machinations of their own family. And then a good man trying to do right by his oath, and ideal but coming to learn that the world is not that simple, and it will eat him alive if he does not decide what he deems important.
It also contains fluff. Like boat loads of it, because how can there not be when it’s about a boy, and his dragon.Â
A Thing Called Devotion
Chapter count: 8/?
Rating: Teen and Up
RESUME:
"A great growl reverberates from the hollow. The men Baelor brought with him take a step back. Murmuring breaks out that he silences with a fist in the air. Something beyond pride roots him in place. The animal part of his brain understands that the thing down there is a predator larger than himself. It takes a moment to remember how the sounds are supposed to feel in his mouth, it takes a couple of tries before he dares to sound out the vowels, but the “Ser Duncan?” does in the end ring out clearly in the clearing. The rustling sound from the creature in the hollow stops. Slowly, it reveals itself.
He should be surprised, but he’s not. This feels like it was always meant to be, and he had just unknowingly been waiting around for the time to come.
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Head low and shoulders hunched. Great wings are held tightly to its body as it slowly crawls out. It’s drenched so extensively in mud that the color of its hide is unextinguishable, but its eyes are a clear blue. A dragon is standing before him.
AKA:
Dunk works some blood magic by accident that saves Baelor's life, and intricately ties himself to the Targaryen family. He’s turning into what he assumes the family would want the most. A dragon."
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“My brother's mace, most like,” Baelor replies, eyes still closed. But then he leans in toward Raymun and opens them again so he can look at the lad with a pride that sits familiarly on his face, mouth tipping up into an amiable smile as he continues, as if sharing an open secret, “He’s strong.” And he chuckles, too.
There’s a simple delight there—a brightness in his mismatched eyes where they meet Raymun’s from under the cracked visor of his borrowed helm. It’s the expression of a loving older brother that has definitely bragged about this before, to their parents and other brothers, to nobles in a tourney’s royal box, to sparring knights in several training yards, to soldiers around a campfire after a day of fighting a war. My brother is strong. An inarguable truth, personally experienced; an honest smile to accompany the out-of-pocket boast. Countless memories of reveling in their ability to meet one another physically, to harm as much as to hold. To leave wounds and scars, to manhandle one another. The fun that comes with it, and the joy of being moved so literally—the deep pleasure of having a brother like Maekar, who can move him.
Baelor is playful in this moment, the helm still tight on his head, talking about his baby brother to the young Ser Fossoway. And he radiates the plain happiness of knowing his Maekar grew up so demonstrably, undeniably, wonderfully strong.
sometimes a character has been forcefully dog coded and so it is not sexy or romantic it is something that grates at him that he must overcome. proving no i am not a dog i am a man who has been turned into an animal but wants to be a man again. max rockatansky comes to mind. fury road max the guard dog slash beast of burden who's found a newer wiser kinder master in furiosa but rails against the idea of having a master at all. and must leave his master to become a man again. devotion as a chain but not in a sexy way. an interesting dimension of dog-coding i think we should all explore
"why can't they just be friends?" not in the homophobic sense, but in the "in your need to center romance in everything you are missing the whole point of the media in question" sense
I Executed The Demon Lord With One Flawless Strike And After A Brief Power Struggle The New Demon Government Is Substantially More Committed To The War Because Of Some Reason I Don't Know
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Peter Claffey makes a great point in his S1 BTS that Ser Arlan remained a hedge knight bc Ser Arlan refused to be tied to the corrupting influence of a lord. On the road he was destitute, but he had the freedom to fully live out his vows of protecting and helping ppl. Dunk’s dream is to distinguish himself at the tourney and maybe—maybe!—even the royal family will notice him and take him on as a knight. But he quickly realizes “oh, so this is why Ser Arlan stayed as far away from courts and lords as possible”. Targs are the most egregious example but old man Ser Arlan was right. He had many vices but what makes him so foundational and admirable was his refusal to have his integrity corrupted. He would rather die drunk and homeless like a dog than be ordered to ignore the plea of an innocent victimized by his sworn lord.
Ser Arlan, whether intentionally or unintentionally, instilled that “don’t think, just do” sense of justice that led to Dunk striking Aerion. It was noble of Dunk for him to do so, without question. The issue is that the law is built to shield the powerful from consequence. Ser Arlan didn’t want to live every day in such a world. Bandits, rogues, highwaymen, back alley bastards are everyday villains that pale in comparison to the tyranny of a lord, but at least he is making a difference in someone’s life by cutting them down to save another. inb4 he who saves one life saves the world. That is what Ser Arlan wanted to impart to Dunk, I think. Better to live humbly by your code than to live decadently as a blight.
Ser Arlan, and eventually Dunk, both believed Baelor Targaryen was "the heart of chivalry and the soul of wisdom", and at the end of the day, they were right. The only thing is, they had no idea what it is like to be a nobleman. Especially a prince and heir to the Iron Throne. Especially the first half Targaryen, half Martell prince ever. Especially the prince who had fought in a civil war against certain members of his own family about a decade earlier. And the list goes on.
Dunk's point of view and the way he sees Baelor is a beautiful simplification for the sake of the story, but can be dangerous in the sense that it can lead to oversimplifications and black-and-white thinking. Like, Baelor could do no wrong, or Maekar was a villain, or Baelor cared about Dunk only, etc., etc. It can be far too easy to ignore the reality of Baelor being a good, but complicated man, whose judgment was not always perfect. They are only human, and they are flawed, just like everyone else, and this is sort of the point here as well.
I like the idea that no one is pure goodness, just like no one is pure evil, even though this, too, can be a slippery slope in terms of the extent and the good old moral ambiguity. Namely, what, exactly, are the lengths that this good man can go to, when he feels he has to, or simply wants to? In Baelor's case, this question remains largely unanswered.
The thing is (I believe) that this whole affair was not just about "Dunk and Baelor's goodness versus Aerion's wickedness". It was also "a small man versus the royals", "the royals versus public opinion", and "the royals versus gods". There were so many ways this could go catastrophically wrong for the Targaryens, and Baelor was trying to prevent that by putting himself on the line, as the man who held most of the power and responsibility. And of course he could have used his power in so many other ways. He could have put Dunk back in prison and taken his time. He could have put Aerion and Daeron in prison as well, if they still insisted on their games involving "high treason". He could have found, or appointed, or hired a fighter, or two, or three for Dunk, and then he could have sat back and watched the show.
However, the fighters turn up themselves (thanks to Aegon and the fact that Aerion has an impressive ability to make enemies). But Steffon Fossoway gets bought to Aerion's side, and by this point the game has become so rigged it's unbelievable. And Baelor, as a Targaryen prince, a nobleman in the best sense of the word, a man of honor, and one of the best fighters in the realm, cannot remain neutral, because he cares for the truth. "Goodness is as goodness does", as we know. I believe he is capable of deep empathy, just like Dunk, who seems to empathize with every living creature he encounters. And on top of it all, he can see the injustice being done to Dunk by the Targaryens more clearly than anyone else, what with the trial of seven being basically a trap, and the alternative for Dunk being essentially a slow death, had they actually chopped off his hand and his foot. But the fact that Baelor had to ride into the arena at all should give you an idea of just how dire the situation was. Publicly. Politically. Personally. It was awful both for Baelor and for Maekar.
In fact, Baelor was so desperate to fix the situation (while making it much, much worse within his own family, though), that he actually went into a serious fight without being armored up properly. He wasn't wearing a proper helmet, of all things, which is an incredibly reckless thing to do, if you think about it, no matter how experienced, perhaps, even practically unbeatable you are as a fighter. It's just something you're strongly advised not to do, no matter how confident you feel.
And he knew exactly what he was doing, and to what extent his son's armor didn't fit him. The grand toss of his head when he takes off the helmet in front of Dunk and the crowd is because the helmet is too tight. All it essentially did was give him, and others as well, a false sense of security. And I'd love to see if Maekar had tried to pull off something like this, especially in their younger years. Baelor would have told him — absolutely not, you are not doing this, and only over my dead body, I imagine. But this, of course, was different.
I could also go on a tangent about the "how dare he love his flawed brother, when he's so perfect" thing. Well, maybe it's because they are brothers? And neither is perfect? And the love was earned? You can say what you want about the brothers' relationship and their traits. But saying that Baelor's love for Maekar, which he displayed literally until his final moments, was hollow and meaningless, a "delusion", or maybe even an "act" (especially when there was literally no reason for him to put up an act in front of Fossoway), is an insult to Baelor's obvious intelligence. It essentially destroys Baelor's character — which some people, somehow, seem to believe they are uplifting by degrading Maekar. Any relationship that is not superficial is complicated, and we are talking about insanely complicated men, circumstances and lives here.
But let's just say they grew up, and learned, and made mistakes, and laughed, and cried, and loved, and hated, and fought together. They were the two warriors of their family, so they were bonded from a young age, they were naturally close, especially in their younger years. There was a strong bond there, and while a lot of different things can be said about its nature, its presence is undeniable, I think. In George R. R. Martin's works it goes to curious lengths — they even die in a similar manner. You don't even have to look for certain symbolism and an intricate, painfully pronounced connection here, because it was there in the first place.
And maybe, just maybe (most probably, actually), Baelor had also held the little, innocent Aerion in his arms and he remembered it, even while looking at the monster that Aerion finally became. And even more than that. If Baelor played a more or less constant, integral part in the life of Maekar's family — and apparently, he did — then, at least to a degree, Aerion is his creation as well. I mean, Baelor trained him, shouted at him, humiliated him and encouraged him in the yard just like Maekar did? You bet. Taught Aerion a trick or two that he would later use on Dunk, because Uncle Baelor had taught him what to do if things got nasty indeed? Absolutely. An ultimate Baelor-ish thing to do, if you ask me, when it comes to his sons or nephews.
And could Baelor have — inadvertently — planted in Aerion the idea that you can do whatever you want, if you're a Targaryen prince, as long as you stay, or at least pretend to stay within certain boundaries, which, again, are rather vague, because you're a Targaryen prince? I really don't know. Perhaps? But if there was one person within Baelor and Maekar's inner circle who could have guessed and believed that there was more to his father and uncle's past than they were letting on, and collected all the possible information and gossip on the subject — I bet you anything, it would be Aerion. (This is a fanon-ish tangent, but I just think it weaves into the story quite nicely.)
And he was comfortable as hell in Baelor’s presence literally until the very end, which tells you a lot not only about his impertinent nature, but also about the family dynamics there. Still, nobody is born a villain and nobody becomes a villain or a selfish monster overnight. It had to be a long process and it took years (as Daeron later pointed out to Dunk). So Baelor and Aerion were simply used to each other, just like everyone else in the family.
And another curious thing about Baelor and Aerion. "Aerion is your brother. And the septons say we must love our brothers" — excuse me, but you don't talk like this about someone you believe is completely irredeemable, you just don't. Even if it's your nephew whom you've known since birth and probably even helped raise to a degree — and still, most likely, you cannot know everything about him, simply because he's not your own son and your brother's family will obviously have its own boundaries — and secrets — regardless of how close you are, it's only natural. But this very well may also have something to do with "anger not being his default" (as Bertie Carvel put it). He is, obviously, terribly angry with Aerion at the moment, and disgusted by his actions — he might have even wanted to kick Aerion himself — but it looks like if they were not at Ashford, it would be just another damn evening in the Targaryen household. The main problem being — they are not at home, and they are under the scrutiny of commoners and nobles alike.
But back to Baelor — I don't think all of this affected his decisions, at least on the conscious level. He had to keep at least some semblance of peace between himself and Maekar, who sided with Aerion — as long as it was still possible, and even while deeply disagreeing with Maekar. He couldn't afford any further damage to their public image in any form. (Lord Leo Tyrell was also sitting there, by the way, representing the high nobility and hanging on every word.) And he wouldn't position himself or any of his relatives above the law. But still, it was his family. And let's not forget about Aegon, who can still turn out to be either good Aegon, or bad Aegon, and is watching things unravel. So Baelor feels obliged to set a good example.
A Knight of the Seven Kingdoms is also about legacy, among other things. And here it's not just in the noble deed itself, it's in the immense guilt and regret of those left behind, when this very deed turns out to be the one that kills Baelor. The gods are unknown, fates are cruel, good men make mistakes and die, no matter how wise or brave. The best you can do is to pass on the values you believed in, even if everything else fails. Baelor believed in justice and in chivalry. We cannot know what might have been had he lived, but at the very least, Aegon lives on. Aegon remembers. And Aegon becomes a good king.
The identity of Dunk's father is left a mystery. Some have speculated that he is a high lord's bastard like Umber, due to his size. I think him having noble lineage misses the point of his character. He is a bastard born in Flea Bottom from two parents with possibly a prostitute for a mother, the lowest of the low, and he proved to be the greatest knight of his time.
The only father he needed was Ser Arlan of Pennytree. That is the lineage he descends from, not in blood, but in spirit. Dunk passed or at least tried to pass that down to Egg. Dunk was special not because of his blood or lineage, but because he was Dunk.
Dunk the hedge knight who challenged a prince to defend a smallfolk woman, cut his own cheek in an attempt to stop a fight between Webber and Osgrey, inspired a future king and likely put his life on the line and tested his Kingsguard vows by taking a stand against his own king to save the life of an infant.
His greatness came not from his pedigree, but the choices he made and his steadfast dedication to his ideals and principles even when it was difficult.
Sleepers Peace
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I’ve just realized that I like Dunk bc he’s the kind of character you can put in Situations™️ but he’ll still try to be good
EXACTLY!!
You can't make Dunk without making him a good man because being good is the most fundamental part of him. If you remove that you no longer have Dunk you just have some other giant man. You can make him older, bitter, and tired, but you can never make him evil or cruel because that is not who he is. Our last accounts of him are as an old Kings Guard going back into Summerhall to try and save more people from a fire. He is pure good.
You can make Baelor evil because his biggest thing is being perceived as honorable. You can still be evil, cruel, and manipulative while being perceived as honorable. At the end of the day he is a politician, a prince, his duty is to what he perceives to be the best for the realm. Joining Dunk's side was the honorable thing, but also the best thing politically for the Targaryens. If Dunk had lost the realm would riot, if he had won with no Targaryen helped they'd be presumed as weak.
Lyonel is complicated because we see him as chaotic and wanting. His most important character trait is his presence. You know looking at him that he is a Lord, a Storm King (I know its Storm Lord but they used to be kings and it fits.) He joined for the ability to kick heads, his allyship with Dunk is because he finds him interesting. He is the easiest to make straight up evil or cruel because it is already there blatantly. Storms can be kind and cruel. I live where tornados happen, they are beautiful disasters.
Raymun is the only person I think I'd have a difficult time making cruel but an easy time making selfish. At the end of the day he did join Dunk because it was right but he benefited heavily from it. His family line still exists and thrives in "modern" asoiaf time.
AKOTSK is a story about a good *poor* man in the face of impossible odds and still choosing to be good because of it. It is why I unironically call it anti-manosphere content, it is a tale of what men should be in odds where things are hard and difficult. Good.
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ANYWAY, i'm glad Baelor loves Maekar so much. I'm glad Maekar was the last thing on Baelor's mind before he died. I'm glad that Baelor sent his own maester to Maekar before he even thought of sending his maester to Dunk or even himself. I'm glad that he turned a blind eyes to his brother's son and even joked about it with at the expense of their other brothers, it adds a lot more depth and complexity to him outside of being a plain toast goody-two shoes that people love to project when talking about him. It makes him multifaceted.
I'm glad Baelor would die for Maekar and vice versa, I'm glad that the two are canonically close and that he loves and cherishes Maekar and Maekar loves and cherishes him. I'm glad that Maekar gets to be a decent king that Baelor never got to be, adding to the guilt he feels, and fashions his crown to remind him of baelor, I'm glad that Maekar dies in a similar way to the brother who loved him unconditionally, almost symbolizing that it is Baelor calling him home, even metaphorically giving him the final blow so they can be together for eternity. I'm glad they are more tethered and paralleled to one another despite one being living and the other being dead for years, and that Baelor haunts Maekar. People can be as angry as they want but Baelor will love Maekar.
There's something about Lyonel being locked up after Dunk forces him to yield and he's expecting to either be sent to the Wall or executed for his rebellion. He's fine with it, he's accepted it. He fought for his children (Ormund is his son from his first marriage in my head) and he's ready for death. His sweet and furious girl manages to barge in so she can say goodbye, and he asks her to not be there when the decision is made in the morning. He does not want his Lya to see his head fall off of the block or witness him being stuffed into a freezing wheelhouse to be sent off like a common criminal. He will not have that be the last image his girl has in her mind. Her older half brother will be there to see him off, whichever ending the gods choose for him.
After hugging her goodbye and sending her away, the guards come.
"A decision has been made quicker than I thought," he muses as the kingsguard guide him to the throne room. He isn't keen on being forced to plead for mercy, he'd rather his head be taken right there at the throne. But he isn't dragged, he walks in there with his head held high. The boy he had met at the tender age of eight sits upon the throne, his head surprisingly bare of a crown. The boy, no longer a boy but a man, looks tired and upset. Lyonel supposes that's to be expected.
"I will not have your head," Aegon V tells him. "I wanted too. My anger was quite like yours, my lord."
"What changed your mind?" Lyonel asks softly. "Would you rather I beg?"
Egg shakes his head. "Someone else already did."
"My children should not -"
"Not your children, Lyonel," Egg murmurs softly. He waves the guards away and waits until they are alone before he says it. "My lord commander did."
Ser Duncan? Dunk had begged for his life? Lyonel cannot believe it. He must already be dead, his head has to be in a basket and being carried off to be burned. Right?
"Ser Duncan has been my greatest council for as long as I can remember," Egg admits softly. The image of this king fades away, and is replaced by the bald headed boy that Lyonel had known. "He wished for mercy for you, so who am I to say no?"
"I would have killed him if I had been able," Lyonel blurts out without thinking.
To his surprise, Egg laughs. "No, you would not have."
Another attribute that King Aegon, Fifth of his Name, was always grand in. Knowing when someone else was a lying sack of barley.
I keep thinking about Maekar’s offer at the end of the last episode, and it would be a very good point to insert the question of “Is Dunk put to better use as a guard dog than a knight?”
Maekar looks at this hedge knight and thinks that he might have the potential to be an excellent one, but what he needs is someone to guard his son and keep him within sight and sate his need for companionship, and his son has gotten very attached to this man. So he offers him what he assumes he wants, training of the finest order and a place among one of the great houses, but with the agenda that Dunk will spend the rest of the time in hound shape to protect his charge(s?) Aka. Egg and what is left of his sibling horde. Â
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And Dunk will look at this offer with bittersweedness because three days ago this would be the dream, but after everything else? He very much has gotten enough of royals for a lifetime. I don’t know how forward Maekar was with the guard dog aspect of it, but either he just straight up brings it up, or Dunk will look at the offer, read the fine print, and give a very similar answer to canon. Â
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Leaning into his were side would secure him a spot under a house. A dog with the mind of a man is a useful beast. Especially one as powerful as Dunk, but does he want to be reduced to a beast as a living? Â
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Lyonel's offer is in a similar ballpark. He at least also wants him for the man aspect, and true, from Lyonel’s perspective, he does like Dunk for all the same reasons as canon, but if you have low self-esteem, and you heard his spiel, you would probably also think that he’s looking for a distraction, and he might discard you as soon as he loses interest. Dunk doesn’t see himself as special beyond the were thing, and what if that is the only thing Lyonel is interested in? For once, Dunk thinks about himself and says no.
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Dunk is also not a fan of the way you can almost hear the glee in the way Lyonel speaks of rebellion. He’s itching for a war, and Dunk wants no part in it. The guy scavenged battlefields for God's sake. He pulled teeth for gold. Dunk knows the face of war after the “glory” has been “earned” and all the important people have gone home to feast. Â
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No. Dunk wanted to be a knight to serve the innocent, and being a dog won't do that.
what’s your headcannons on what’s wrong with them? Their weak or sore spots? Their insecurities or trauma? Mainly interested in Prince perfect baelor Targaryen, Lyonel Baratheon and maeker, please!
Baelor aka Mr Prince Perfect Who Isn't So Perfect After All
Lets start with the obvious: this is a man who grew up knowing his very existence is political.
His mother is Dornish. His grandfather was Aegon the Unworthy. The realm whispers that Daemon Blackfyre (gold-haired, Valyrian, purple-eyed, pure) should have been the one to wear the crown after Daeron.
Baelor grew up listening to that whisper, watching men look at him and visibly rethink what they were going to say. Grew up hearing more Dornish than dragon said as an insult in courts that thought he couldn't hear. And what does a boy do with that? He becomes unassailable. He becomes so good, so restrained, so dutiful, so politically flawless that there is nothing left for anyone to criticise. If he's perfect, no one can say his blood is the problem.
That's Prince Perfect. It's not a compliment in his own head, it's a sentence he's serving.
His core insecurity, the strongest beam of his entire psychology, is this: he believes wanting things is dangerous. Maekar puts it plainly in HW Eight: "Duty is all he knows. He doesn't believe he's allowed to want things for himself. He thinks that's selfish and dangerous for someone in his position."
Because his grandfather wanted. His grandfather wanted wives and whores and bastards and legitimised every mistake he ever sired, and the realm bled for decades because Aegon the Unworthy couldn't keep it in his pants.
So Baelor looked at that inheritance and decided: "I will never want. I will only serve."
His sore spot is being called selfish. Being told he wants too much. Because every time he reaches for anything that isn't duty, he hears his grandfather's laughter and the rattle of Daemon Blackfyre's voice in his head, and he flinches away from his own desire like it's a hot coal. Bloodraven reads him perfectly in HW Six: "You have spent your life putting the realm before itself so oft it has forgotten you have a self to put before it." That line alone should be tattooed on his ribs.
Secondary wound: he's a half-Dornish prince in a court that only half-accepts him, with a father who loves him but keeps choosing the realm over him, and a brother (Maekar) who adores him with a loyalty so fierce it almost hurts to witness. And Baelor can't receive love cleanly. He accepts it the way you would a tax report: with gratitude, with duty, with the assumption that he must earn it back tenfold or it was wrongly given.
Maekar, or, The Joys of Being the Forgotten Son
Boy where do I start? Ok. Maekar's wound is quite obvious in a sense. He's the fourth son of a king who has three better-loved older brothers, a beloved Dornish mother who blessed and caressed Baelor's golden head a thousand times with her hands, and a realm that has never once looked at him and said him. Him first.
He is the spare's spare's spare (sorry). Baelor is the heir. Aerys is the scholar Daeron's heart secretly loves best. Rhaegel is the sweet, fragile favourite you protect because he's so broken. Maekar is the one with the mace. The one you send to hold the line. And he has accepted this, or he has tried to, or he has built an entire personality around pretending he has.
His insecurity is not that he's unloved (his father is fair, his mother is warm, his brothers are good) it's that he has never once been anyone's first choice. Not for heir. Not for the crown. Not for prestige (no matter how renowned, he's forever in Baelor's shadow).
And he's watched, his whole life, as his older brothers were handed things (roles, wives, destinies) that were chosen for them in ways that assumed they mattered more. His marriage to Dyanna was not a grand political coup. It was a sensible match for a fourth son. And he loved her, gods he loved her, and she saw him but then she died, and the one person who had looked at Maekar and thought this one. This one first. was gone.
That's the wound under the wound. Dyanna's absence is load-bearing for him in a way he'll never articulate. He doesn't talk about her. He can barely hear the word wife without something behind his ribs contracting.
He's a widower raising six kids who remind him of her in unpredictable places (Daeron has her softness and it's drowning him, Aerion has her brilliance twisted into something sharp, Egg has her decency) and Maekar is terrified, absolutely terrified, of failing them the way he couldn't save her. But, really, this becomes its own kind of self-fulfilling prophecy because he does fail them just not out of lack of love.
His sore spot (and this one's sharp) is comparison to Baelor. Not because he hates Baelor. He worships Baelor in that gruff, inarticulate, youngest brother way that's the most loyal kind of love in Westeros. But every time someone says you're not your brother, it cuts, because he knows. He knows he's rougher, plainer, less everything. He knows he's the iron where Baelor is the gold.
In HW Eight when he tells Lady Stark, "I'm not my brother, it's true, but I'm not without influence." you can hear the entire shape of his self-concept in that one sentence alone. He leads with a disclaimer. He can't even offer help without first apologising for not being Baelor.
His deepest, most unsaid insecurity is this: he thinks he's not capable of being chosen. Dyanna died, he was duty to her. Women don't look at him and want. Lords don't look at him and admire. Realms don't look at him and see someone to admire outside his utility.
He's the reliable one. The useful one. The sword you pick up before a battle and set down after. That's it.
Lyonel, the (Not Always) Laughing Storm
Lyonel's whole problem is that he's very good at being watched.
He's the soul of every hall he walks into. He laughs loud enough to carry. He drinks with anyone who'll meet his pace. He wins melees with enthusiasm, he sings bawdy verses with the squires, he kisses the cook's wife on the cheek to make her shriek, he claps the back of a nervous young knight hard enough to stagger him and then roars there we go, lad until the boy grins.
Watching Lyonel hold a room is kinda like watching a bonfire. You can't look away because you don't want to. Why would you? You laugh because he's laughing. You drink because he's drinking. And for a few hours the Seven Kingdoms feel less like a grim game of cyvasse and more like a feast you've been invited to.
But here's the thing about a bonfire: it burns itself through very fast, and when it goes out, the cold comes back sharper for having been held off.
Lyonel's insecurity is that he thinks the show is the point. That without it, he might not actually be interesting. He has spent so long being the Laughing Storm that he doesn't entirely know who Lyonel is when there's no one in the room.
Which is why he fills rooms. Storm's End in the quiet hours gnaws at him. He would rather be anywhere there are people to win over than sit in his own hall with his own thoughts.
It's also why he loves Dunk.
Because Dunk doesn't require a show. Dunk doesn't laugh out of politeness, doesn't flatter, doesn't match his pace because he's a lord. Dunk is seven feet of honest silence and a steady sword arm, and when Lyonel is around him he can just… be.
Lyonel helps Dunk because Lyonel likes him, full stop. He's not running a long game. He's not cultivating an asset the way others might.
Perhaps that's the Lyonel paradox in a way? He's the most performative man in Westeros, but he's drawn, magnetically, to people who don't perform at all. He likes simplicity in others because it gives him permission to just be. A plain cook, an awkward hedge knight, a gruff smith, a blunt northern she-wolf. That's the kind of people he likes. Lords with ambitions bore him. Ladies who flutter and preen bore him. Anyone playing a game bores him, because he sees clean through them.
His sore spots are shallower than he'd admit, which is itself one of them. He is vain, a dented helm ruins his day more than a bruised rib. He is petty, a slight from a rival in a melee will live rent-free in his head for seasons. He's impulsive, he has ridden off in a temper more than once, thrown a cup across a hall, literally joined the trial of seven for shits and giggles.
The Laughing Storm isn't always laughing because he's happy. Sometimes he's laughing simply because he's furious and can't think of a cleverer reply, and laughter closes the gap.
His deepest insecurity is that he suspects the best version of him is the performance. That the Lyonel who dances on a table is more beloved, more desired, more real to the world than the Lyonel who sits quietly by the fire thinking about the shape of his life.
And if that's true, then the moments he's not performing are the moments he's less of himself, not more. It's inverted, backwards. Most people feel most real alone. Lyonel feels most real with an audience, and the suspicion that this might be a symptom rather than a virtue is the one thing that can actually wound him.
The way to hurt him isn't to insult him. He'll just roar, throw an arm around you, buy you a drink, and hold the grudge in silence for a year. The way to hurt him is to ignore him. To be unmoved by the show, look through the Laughing Storm and see an ordinary man trying a little too hard.
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There's been a lot of talk about how losing Baelor is what motivated Dunk to turn down Lyonel's offer and choose life on the road, and yeah, I'm sure that the rose-colored pedestal on which he puts Baelor's memory compared to any other lord is part of it. (Lyonel’s disrespect toward Baelor certainly did him no favors, but Duncan had already said no before that.)
But another thing I haven’t seen discussed much that I think really contributed to the disillusionment that we see in the final episode is how it must have felt for Dunk to see the Kingsguard be ordered to fight for Aerion. He’s terrified to fight against them, of course, but he also canonically really idolizes the Kingsguard, in both the show and the book, and considers them the greatest and noblest knights in the land. He's dreamed of being one of them- every boy has, he says- and that dream gains a little fuel in the show when Donnel of Duskendale (dishonestly) claims to have risen from a similar class position to Dunk's.
Aerion is wrong, unequivocally- even if Baelor won't outright say that, which says something about his own precarious position as part of that family, but Dunk knows it in his bones- but it doesn’t matter. They are sworn to the royal family and at their command. For Dunk, it's one level of having his naivete shattered to realize that a knight, even a prince, can be dishonorable and cruel. But it's another level to see the Kingsguard knights, who may themselves be much better men than Aerion, have no choice but to fight, and potentially kill or give their own lives in defense of that cruelty.Â
There's only so much honor one can have- even those held to be the most honorable- when someone owns you.
And swearing yourself to a household is not just one person- lords die and are replaced by sons or cousins or brothers or nephews, and each may be a totally different kind of man. You could swear yourself to a great man like Baelor, and still find yourself laying down your life for a prick like Aerion. And once the shock passes and that has really had time to sink in, I can see why that would make him suddenly skittish of something he had previously wanted and sought out.
Dunk is still a loyal person, that’s a core trait. He's still naive and at times oblivious and a little too trusting, though I would imagine that fades at least a little over the years. But he needs the choice to give or withhold that loyalty based on a person’s actions. The life of a hedge knight gives him a freedom that household knights- even the greatest of them- do not have. Even if he swears his sword to someone, it's temporary, and it can be revoked, as we see him do with Ser Eustace when it's revealed how much he had lied to them.Â
There are other factors too- he clearly considers the hardships of being a hedge knight to be character-building, which they definitely are for Egg. He seems to feel out of place in spaces too high for his station, maybe finds too much comfort to be uncomfortable. And the guilt is of course still there, the need to do something worthwhile with the life he’s been given. But I think the need for that freedom is still a major factor, and said hardships are the price he has to pay for that. Ultimately, I think Egg is the only one he would have ever sworn himself to after Ashford, because Egg is his family- he knows him as well as he knows himself (he thinks), and he basically raised him and imparted a lot of his own values onto him. He loves Egg, and he finally feels like he can give that loyalty to someone permanently.
And the tragedy there is that in the end, even Egg ends up making choices that Duncan might never have predicted or supported, but by then there’s nothing he can do. He’s made his vows.
I keep misreading the Dunk and Bae tags as drunk bae (as in the winder slang term), so anything that mixes those two would tickle me specifically. Especially if it tied in with the not-a-Grey's-Anatomy-AU. Or involved Peter/Nightingale, of you wanted a break from Targaryen shitshows.
The second time Dunk sleeps with Baelor, it's sort of an accident. And they do actually sleep.
"Not that I'm not absolutely gagging for it," Baelor informs him with the very considered speech of the well and truly pissed. They're riding up the lift to Duncan's flat, Baelor more or less tucked under Dunk's arm and fiddling determinedly if ineffectively with the buttons on Dunk's shirt.
"Gagging for it, really," Dunk says, biting his tongue to stop from smiling. Dr. Targaryen is a prissy little shit who hardly bothers to look his patients in the eye and makes faces at their charts where they'll see him and get upset that that means they're going to die, which sometimes it does, and it drives Dunk absolutely mental and is bad healthcare no matter what anyone says about it. Dr. Targaryen can fuck off into the sunset as far as Dunk's concerned.
But Baelor — who only seems to emerge after three drinks or more, which fortunately was the minimum requirement at Egg's Fellowship Acceptance Party ("No one has a party for themselves when they get a Fellowship." "Well, maybe they should.") that was held tonight — Baelor is funny, and wry, and knows all the lyrics to "Let It Go" because apparently his youngest son is obsessed with Frozen. He has lots of thoughts on Emily Wilson's new translation of the Iliad but also lots of thoughts on the Odyssey film that's coming out in a few months. He laughs at Dunk's jokes and asks after Arlan and has good advice for the looks-like-it'll-have-to-happen nurses' strike that will probably come for them in the next month. He keeps looking at Dunk's mouth and then away, like he's still tempted, even now.
"Were you really gagging for it?" he asks innocently as the lift doors open with an anemic ding! and he step-drags the two of them out into the hallway. Dunk's door is just a few steps down so he's got little trouble maneuvering Baelor into a corner and fishing out his keys.
Baelor squints at him. "I fear this may be an effect of being of different generational cohorts, Mr. Pennytree," he says with admirable lack of slurring around the word "generational." "I was under the impression I was being rather obvious."
"No," Dunk disagreed, then immediately amended it with, "Yes. Whatever's the one where I say that you were not obvious in the least." He managed to get the door open, and in the sudden light from inside Baelor looked washed-out, a shadowy copy of himself. Hardly real at all. "I thought you hated me, tell the truth."
"With observational skills like that, I ought to register my concerns that you are the chief nurse of our emergency department," Baelor said, and pushed himself up to kiss Dunk.
At least it was an attempt at one; he was still spectacularly pissed and Dunk was able to duck him in plenty of time. "I don't make a habit of taking advantage of drunks," he said, dragging Baelor into his flat and nudging the door closed with his hip. "You'll get a big enough shock when you wake up tomorrow and find out what neighborhood you're in."
Baelor's frown was comically disapproving. "It's not Flea Bottom, is it?"
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