I need to fight with someone for real
I need to bleed
I need to make them bleed
I need to bruise and make them bruise
I need my head slammed against the wall as i fight against them
I need to choke their uvula as they squeeze mine
I need a battle with knives and fists
I need to kick someone while theyre down and be kicked after being beat
I need to puke blood and be told im so beautiful jagiya as im fighting for my life
I need to be spat on after spitting in their face
I need to be driven insane and gaslit into being so violent so they dont have to hold back anymore
I need to be shown just how powerful they rly are and yet they still dont give 100% until im beat down enough to nearly passing out and pain felt all over my body
I need to be held so tenderly and soothed but still under control of them, the stronger one always being victorious
I need to stab and be stabbed so lovingly
I need to stare into their soul as they do mine, our eyes having their own battle
I need to maniacally laugh with them as we enjoy beating the shit out of each other
I need to be molded into their perfect violent lil toy
I need to fucking hurt and be hurt






















