Trying Something
One of my greatest insecurities in life is art.
Discussing art, finding art, approaching art, and creating art.
I've always deeply loved what we are capable of creating, it's still probably the focal point of my life even as I have less and less time for it these days.
And I've just never known how to find people who feel the way I do. I grew up around sporty people with PhD's, which is maybe the opposite of my moody, artsy whatever-the-hell...
Dunno how I ended up the way I did but it's lead to a lot of failed attempts at talking about the thing I long for the most.
Anyway, I didn't expect to be doing a resolution this year but I've had a rough 8 years. So, I'm going to try something.
Two things;
I want to dedicate myself to a project. I'm picking one and I'm going to pursue it's creation and I'm going to share it. I'm not saying it will be done by the end of the year, but I will be sharing it's progress on here and maybe somewhere else if I can be bothered.
I just wanna gush about the shit I care about. Locking it all up just makes me feel bad and there's a whole internet to scream at about it. Might as well make use of it.
So thank you for reading this, as stilted as it may be, and thank you for being at least kinda nearby something important to me.
See you in 2025, I guess?
















