:ā)
I guess I can say that Iām pretty good at distracting myself? You know...
I spend a lot of time finding a good book to read with the plushie me and my best friend got together.
I can go through a good session of just fantasizing and romanticizing shit.
Iāve watched every Buzzfeed Unsolved Supernatural and True Crime episode and thatās a good thing to get back into again.
I donāt know...Can I say Iām losing to myself?
Itās crazy cuz I catch myself just dozing off and staring into nothing.
Itās the worst feeling, I know, this I know.
Because who wants to even think about something that just makes them feel so enraged but small at the same time.












