I'm Mab! Trans, Neurospicy, Multi-Shipper, fic writer, Queenie_Mab on Ao3. Obsessions include: BSD, PJO, MCGA and more - I reblog shiny things - sideblogs: Jercyjuice, absintheapollo, pjo-rarepairs - Header is Will Solace by Mori, Avatar is me as Nico
Relationship/Chosen Family: I’m married. I have kids.
Fandom: I started out in the HP fandom back in 2001. (I am trans and no longer partake in it because of ‘you know who’.) I wrote my first fic in 2004, though prior to that I had been writing poetry and original short-stories. I’ve written fic in HP, SPN, Hikaru No Go, Death Note, PJO/HoO, MCGA, and BSD. I seldom write fic for fandoms unless I find something problematic about the canon. My muse thrives on fix-it fic.
Cosplay: I cosplay at conventions and sometimes just for the hell of it. My style of doing a con is incredibly low-key. I don’t participate in contests or panels. I prefer randomly walking around, talking to people, looking at the stuff for sale and generally people-watching.
Writing Support: Occasionally I will beta read for other people, but I don’t volunteer to do it often as my free time is short. I prefer Alpha reading - where a writer who has gotten stuck will bounce ideas off my brain. Then I’ll toss back at them all the associations my brain makes in response until something sparks the key they needed to get unstuck. I also love Cheer reading where I read your WiP fic and tell you the parts I like and the areas that are going well. Positive feedback motivates far more than criticism. (especially for new and hobby writers)
Other Fannish Things: Sometimes I mess around with art. Sometimes I record podfic. I enjoy making fanfic available for people who prefer audiobooks. (I need to finish my basement and get my audio foam back out of storage - probably another year or two.)
Shipping: I believe and promote the concept that all ships and kinks, preferences and squicks are valid, and that there is enough room in fandom for all of us to play. I am anti-hate. anti-shaming. These are fictional characters and what people want to do to them/with them in fanworks hurts nobody (and actually may be cathartic to the creator). Link ^^ to my views on this matter.
Communication Things: My ask box is always open. I’m an introvert who does enjoy socializing though too much drains me. When I go a long time without socializing, I tend to list back into agoraphobia. I do not want to lose myself to that ever again. So please, do poke me on occasion if we are familiar and you notice me going quiet for an extended period.
I love meeting new people, geeking out, and making new friends, talking about writing, head canons, actual canon (I am seriously a hell of a canon nerd. I study the shit out of canon for every fandom I write in as I tend to write canon-complementary/divergent fic). That said, I enjoy reading AU fic when other people write it.
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You know when there's like, a straight show and everyone's like "it's full of queer subtext between the main straight dudes, and this character is obviously autistic and they really meant to say trans rights"? And then there's a queer show and all of a sudden it's "no but they weren't sensitive about this character's trauma and the queer sex scenes are too short and they're all problematic as fuck, i can't even watch"? And then our shit doesn't get renewed, and we hated on it the whole way for not embodying the perfection we'd never dream of demanding from the straight show?
unfortunately i dont think its queerbaiting if the creator is just so terminally heterosexual that they never remotely considered the same gender relationship their show is centered around could be read as romantic. it is deeply painful however.
By definition you can't accidentally queerbait. Queerbaiting is specifically using a same sex pair from the show to market the show to queer audiences with no intention of ever following through on a romantic relationship.
There is officially licensed Destiel merch signed off on by Kripke. Teen Wolf had a commercial with the actors for Derek and Stiles draped over each other talking about being "on a ship." Both shows actively used scenes between them as marketing while actively mocking fans for wanting them together. Sherlock has multiple characters refer to Johnlock as a couple, including characters we're supposed to believe are never wrong about human behavior and pushed those scenes in marketing. Then they acted insulted when fans saw them as a couple.
That's queerbaiting.
Done on accident it would just be queer subtext. Done because they had no other choice due to censorship is queer coding.
The specific meaning of the word is really starting to get lost and it's a pretty important one to keep accurate. It describes a very specific phenomenon that was done repeatedly and maliciously for decades and is meant to examine that specifically.
Doing it on accident sucks, but it isn't a tactic of capitalism intentionally intended to suppress queer representation while making money from queer fans.
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sometimes u headcanon a character as a sexuality but then also ship things that contradict that. sometimes you ship things you would NEVER EVER want in canon. this is because these things are fun and silly and not legally binding.
hi wonderful! you asked for rarepair prompts recently and I have a million if you're cool with that. ❤️ in no specific order:
Frank/Jason, learning how to live simple lives
Will/Percy, anything/everything lol! but I especially love the idea of them having sexual firsts together, figuring stuff out.
Grover/Nico, idk just feels right?
any and everyone polyamorous! just feeling through all of the confusion
Hazel/Rachel, I have this vision of Hazel getting access to Rachel's studio and learning how to sculpt and making the most breathtaking and horrific statues
Percy/Lit/Jason, all sharp teeth and ringing swords that fade into soft pillows and brisk mornings
that's some! hope you like them 💕💕
Thank you so much for the prompts!
I have written Percy/Will a number of times Polyamory included! Will Solace and The Sons of the Big Three – Kinky Snapshots and Upgrading the System: Percy 2.0 (These are rated E)
I am intrigued by the Hazel/Rachel prompt and have that on my docket. Will get to it one of these days. Grover/Nico and Percy/Lityerses/Jason - I'm kinda thinking I'll tuck those away for potential Kinktober ships.
The one that captured my muse straight off the back is Frank/Jason. I tend to like writing canon adjacent fics/headcanons - so this is what I ended up with. It began as a headcanon and turned into a fic.
Godly Blessings - link goes to Ao3
Comments and Con-Crit are most welcome. You feed me, I feed you.
Rated T - Words 1391
Summary: When Frank goes to find Jason, he accidentally stumbles into a temple dedication that blows his expectations.
~*~
New Rome - Temple Hill
Jason is dedicating a new temple.
Frank approaches from behind him, knocking at the open door.
"Am I interrupting?"
Jason turns, splashing oil from the ceremonial flask over the back of his hand.
The scent rises thickly in the small windowless room, a gust of wind slams the door behind Frank.
"I'm sorry, I'm sorry," he says, bumbling.
Jason smiles kindly as he sets the oil on the altar and gets to his feet. He reaches out and clasps his hand on Frank's forearm, sending an electric sensation racing up Frank's arm. "Not to worry, big guy …" His eyes dilate. He squeezes. "Wow. You really got some muscle going on there."
Frank shivers as Jason drags his oily palm up Frank's forearm and grabs his bicep, squeezing it too.
"Err …" Frank stammers, trying to suppress a shudder. It feels super hot in the room all of a sudden.
Jason seems to realize he's being weird and lets go, then steps back and clears his throat.
"Sorry, man. It just caught me off guard." He shakes his head, squinting behind his glasses like he's trying to see clearly. "Were you looking for me? Need me for something?"
Frank blinks, shaking his head as well. It's like a fog has gathered in his mind making it hard to put his words in the right order.
"Yeah. I wanted to talk to you about …" What was it again? He looks back down at the his arm muscles now shining with oil under the warm glow from a wall torch. Was it about his muscles? "I remembered you talking to Percy back on the Argo II, about how your dad's blessing like … drop-kicked you through puberty."
Jason rubs his forehead, wiping the sweat back through his hair, his slightly overgrown bangs standing up in spiky points. With the torch light behind him it makes it look like his blond hair is made of fire. Frank bites his lip, suppressing a shudder.
Jason gives a nervous chuckle, his cheeks pinking up. "Yeah. That was kinda embarrassing."
Frank nods emphatically, stepping closer. "I know, right? Mars did it to me too. It's why, you know, I got so big after that time in Venice."
Jason, nods along, bantering with Frank like they're best buddies. It's an odd feeling, but not unpleasant. Frank has always wanted to get to know Jason better.
"That makes sense. You grew like four inches all at once. I remember you complaining –" he pauses, snapping his fingers like he's trying to find his words. They seem to have that in common as well. "– something about your clothes not fitting. But, honestly, they were baggy before. You look real good with more form-fitting cuts."
He wrinkles his forehead, brows furrowing.
Frank isn't sure how to respond to that. Jason thinks he looks good? Like, Jason Grace with the most perfect, athletic, ideal body for a Roman soldier and he likes Frank's body? How does one accept a compliment like that?
Jason doesn't seem to find Frank's silence awkward. He keeps talking like they're old friends.
"It was pretty similar for me – with Jupiter's blessing, I mean. I shot up about four inches." His cheeks color even more as he drops his eyes, leaning in and lowering his voice like he's sharing a secret. "My dick too. Seriously it went from average to … well …" He trails off, instead demonstrating the length with his hands.
Frank's eyebrows shoot up. "Yes! Exactly! I mean, what the hell, Dad. I don't get a say in this? You just change me up without asking."
Jason shakes his head, clapping Frank's shoulder with his hand. It's really nice to be able to commiserate with somebody who understands.
Then Jason wraps his arm around Frank's back, the heat pouring off him through the pontifex robes. Frank can't help thinking that this half-hug ought to feel weird, but it really doesn't. It feels good, like they're really bonding.
"My dad didn't buff me up quite like yours though," Jason prattles on. "Or maybe it's just that natural animal magnetism you've got going on. Whatever it is, it's super hot."
Frank blinks several more times, processing those words. He's confused, but flattered, his heart beating fast.
Jason wipes his forehead again, his breathing getting heavy.
"Are you alright?" Frank asks, shrugging out from under Jason's arm and then grabbing his waist as Jason catches his balance grabbing Frank's arm. Again, that electric sensation rushes up Frank's arm, into his chest, and then settles warmly behind his naval. A throb of pleasure. "Maybe we should sit down," he offers, sliding his arm around Jason's back and guiding him to sit on the low wooden altar.
"Yeah," Jason says, grabbing at his pontifex robes. "Is it just me? It's hot in here, right?" He shrugs them off and then, still not comfortable, pulls his t-shirt off over his head.
Frank feels it too, like that first spark under his skin has caught on fire and is finally burning bright, consuming him. He vaguely wonders if he should be concerned, but it doesn't feel like when he'd lit his firewood to free Thanatos. The stick was safely stowed in its fire-safe pouch.
He notices Jason staring at him, at his shirt. He looks down. It's totally soaked with sweat, his nipples standing erect and obvious through the thin fabric. It's too much, too hot. He pulls it off and drops it on the pile of clothes Jason has left on the floor.
"Can this altar hold us both? I'm kinda heavy …"
Jason doesn't answer, his eyes devouring Frank's chest even more than before, his hands reaching out, though he seems to realize he shouldn't touch without asking. He holds them still, seemingly not able to put them down.
"You're perfect," he says, his voice low and growly. He meets Frank's eyes and he's got that wolfish gleam in them Frank has heard people talking about ever since he'd first heard Jason's name. "I mean, gods … your body. That's the epitome of a warrior's build. I uh …" He swallows hard, his eyes softening. It reminds Frank of how he'd felt with Mars and Ares constantly battling in his head, the struggle to focus with his attention split two ways. "I don't know what's gotten into me," Jason finishes, licking his lips, his pupils going huge and dark as more trails of sweat track the sides of his face from his temples.
Frank is right there too. The draw, the compulsion.
One minute they're staring, enraptured in each other's gaze and the next Jason has straddled Frank's lap and is kissing him within an inch of his life, his tongue invading Frank's mouth, his breaths hot and fast in his nostrils. Frank kisses back just as fervently, his hands on Jason's ass, and then running them up and down his back, gliding with sweat, or oil?
And then Jason moves his kisses along the line of Frank's jaw, down his neck, pushing against Frank's shoulders until Frank gathers him in his arms, dragging him down on top of himself on the altar. Jason attaches himself like a leech, biting the juncture where Frank's neck and shoulder meet and sucking hard …
*A Few Hours Later*
Frank is the first to wake. The temple is warm and toasty, the torch still burning on the wall and sending a rosy glow flickering across their very naked and glistening bodies. The ceremonial oil flask lies empty on its side and Frank rubs his hair, sending droplets of sweat flying. Jason lifts his head from where it was resting on Frank's shoulder. They both turn to look at the goddess leaning against the temple door, her arms lazily crossed. She's wearing a simple chiton, a wry smile playing on her lips.
"Pontifex, I admire your attention to detail. I have not been so thoroughly honored in centuries, millennia. A perfect dedication ceremony to consecrate my temple."
Jason sits up, his eyes going wide as understanding dawns on him. Frank wants to ask what he wants to say, but the goddess doesn't give either of them a chance to speak.
"And for your stunning performances, I, the goddess Volumptus, bestow on each of you my blessing."
Jason and Frank sit bolt upright, their hands extended … "Wait!"
i don’t post much anymore about proship/anti harassment bc i feel i’ve made my stance very clear in past posts But. being in my YA lit class it’s wild how much stuff is in YA that is frowned upon or straight up prohibited in anti circles. cursing. by minors. abuse of every kind. drug abuse and alcoholism. sex. loads of it. not explicitly, but talked about with explicit urges that teens have. hell, my most recent read, bright red fruit, is about a 16 year old girl groomed by a 25 year old man featuring sexual assault. it was written for teens ages 13-18. if that was on ao3 with some names changed for fandom characters, theres a chance the author would have at least one anon in their inbox calling them a child predator. but they don’t. because it’s a published work.
i say all this to say in my interpretation anti-shippers tend to have this massive circle of things that are bad, including things in books intended for 13 year olds, potentially because they haven’t read a published book in years and forget what kind of content kids (and adults) can actually handle.
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actually I think you should be normal about ordinary citizens of authoritarian countries and yes that applies even to that country you're thinking of right now
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[ID: Video. A trio of sheep walk past a church. The trio is made up of Lily, a Shetland sheep, Sebastian, a black Castlemilk Moorit sheep, and Mopple, a Merino sheep. The conversation between them is as follows:
Lily, looking at the church: What is this?
Sebastian: This is the church where someone named God lives.
Lily: Who's God?
Sebastian: It's a bit confusing. God is a shepherd.
Mopple: So he could be our shepherd.
Sebastian: No, because he's also a lamb.
Lily: What?
Sebastian: And he's also invisible. And he's made of bread. And he damns things.
Lily: Dams things? Like a beaver?
Sebastian: Yes.
Lily: So God is a big, invisible lamb-beaver made of bread?
Sebastian: Yes. And they eat him on Sundays.
Mopple: Poor God. /end ID]
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