On here but not on here
That's the thing with me and most platforms nowadays, I have an account and I am looking at stuff but I don't really engage anymore. I see stuff but liking and reblogging/retweeting? Doesn't really happen and I think it's a bit sad, because it opens opportunities in most ways. It would only be fair to give creators feedback with doing such things but I think plattforms, where quick scrolling while consuming, are the reason I kinda forgot how to engage. It's a thing I hope I can change again, because I had good times being active. What I like about being quiet for some time is getting back some of the anonymity of being online, if you're putting stuff out there's always the risk of getting seen, which can lead to a big thing and it's not something I strife for at the moment. I just want to be able to get thoughts out, safely and free. There's just one place I do it, my private Twitter account, I really like it being private, but sometimes I wish other people could see and maybe connect. Still I don't want that particular account being out in the open because with things I wrote there it's also a safe space, so I thought about opening another one, fresh and new, although there's no mailadress left to be used and i would have to create another one. Should I? I mean I coukd post here, but I don't know, I like the simplicity on Twitter to get a thought out, here it just feels bigger, because the ulimate cause is a blog and not just a small account. I am unsure how to continue, it's just the time of the year, where I feel being inside, the light situation outside and weather are being perfect to be the creative craving aesthetic girl I have in me but don't unleash often enough....
