#thoughts dump

Freakshow happens! maddie and Jack find out about danny! but they don't accept him, they are convinced that he is being possessed by a ghost, or that the ectoplasm corrupted and they need to fix their baby!

luckily for danny,he beats freakshow and everything goes back to normal, and his parents.. forget about it, and are back to their loving selfs

except danny doesn't feel as safe anymore, he has always been so sure, so confident that his parents would love him no matter what, but not anymore

it put a strain on their relationship.

unbeknownst to anyone, a certain future evil version of himself takes advantage of the reality being unbalanced, sneaking from his ghost zone timeline to dannys own

Dans plan is to defeat Pariah dark before the danny of this timeline, so he can be the only Ghost king

Dans entering through the ghost zone to the timeline put a strain on the magic that put the reality together, effecting maddies memories, she has forgotten something important, she can tell

she start building the dream catcher, she doesn't know why she feels so strongly about it, why she's so nervous, so in pain, so attached to danny suddenly, but her guts never lied to her before, so she listens

vlad is here(for some reason) and takes Jack somewhere, without dannys knowledge, it puts danny on edge when he finds out later, but maddy won't let him go cuz he has school, she has her eyes on him.

Jazz is busy, she is in her senior year!

the GIW and ghosts are much more active for some reason (pspsps Dan is riling them up), sam and tucker struggle to defend against the GIW, Danny has to deal with all the ghosts.

Maddy is onto danny

Danny has a breakdown (oop- no one saw that coming!)

Maddie doesn't know why she's on edge, or why she's so worried about her son, so she decides to go on a trip with him! bonding!

Danny can't leave amity park! not now! he uses the dreamcatcher

danny and maddie are alone, in the train, human danny, that can't go wrong, right?

Dan stirss more chaos in the realms, CW is injured, Pariah is free, the whole place is flipped upside down, the timeline is in danger.

Phantoms anxiety is through the roof, no support system, ghosts are overwhelming him, the ghosts are acting weird, he feels weird, his parents hates him and his human half is alone and defensless, he is freaking out. his ice powers are trying to freeze him over, the giw almost catch him, his powers are acting up, he doesn't feel human, his look is changing, he now has bluish skin and pointy ears, and fangs, he freaks out and run to the portal

Jazz is freaking out, she can't find her brother, where is phantom??!!

She goes down to the ghost portal, the zone is in a full disaster mode, a full storm is wrecking the place, she takes her gear and run inside to safe her brother (it's very important to mention that her running scene is with "And if I only couldI'd make a deal with GodAnd I'd get Him to swap our places")

maddie remembers freakshow, she remembers everything, she confronts danny, but is relieved because her equipments are telling her he's fully human

human half danny is PISSED

something something danny and maddie has a fight on top of a moving train where danny fights her with the marital arts SHE taught him, they are arguing and yelling at eachother, she thinks he's being unreasonable

but then she trips and almost falls off the train, but danny of course saves her, something something a long speech with danny ending it with something about how his mom taught him real warriors only use their powers to protect blablabla maddie is proud, she hugs him while he looks far into the destines on the train knowing something wrong is happening with phantom, because he can feel it but now they are too far away from helping his other half, so maddie is like "nuh uh" and turns out she was taking him to her old college, where a portal to the realms is there! she just need to rebuild it, easy peasy, danny&maddie bonding montage, they work together to go save phantom

the barrier between the zone and the real world is breaking, the government is freaking out, the only defense amity park has against the GIW is a class of highschool kids, the red huntress and local ghosts

phantom is being treated(hiding) at the far frozen,he needs his other half, no time to go looking, CW tells him he needs to get the crown before Dan does

Dan tells pariah about how CW says that a human child is going to defeat him, and then he go look for phantom.

something something Pariah finds human danny and maddie in the zone and almost kills them, jazz saves the day, what the hell is jack and vlad doing in outer space?, jazz, maddie, danny and phantom meet in the far frozen, phantom tries to defeat Dan on his own and fails , danny and phantom get separated from jazz and maddie, phantom is insecure and upset about his defeat, convinced that he's turning evil and that danny should leave him, danny is pissed, again, and beats phantom, they give eachother energy just from proximity

All these Caroline divorce mods and you're only allowed to go after Caroline, why not Pierre too? like make a mod that allows you to get them divorced, and go after the both of them

the Caroline wanters get their Caroline and the 5 Pierre wanters out there can get their Pierre

its a win-win! the idea is rather complicated, but a man can dream

Shahara, Iris, Karl, Alfred, and Henry all go along to take Esther and Jawad out trick-or-treating mostly just so Shahara can show them all what Halloween is

Alfred is very happy to be able to wear his whole Victorian suit gettup without being stared at weird (he feels naked in just one layer of clothes)

Him and Henry go as Sherlock and Watson

Henry takes his old-timey camera partially as a prop, partially to take photos of everyone

He loves seeing all the costume, while he's developing them he tells Alfred something about the costumes people choose to dress up as being reflections of their inner selves finally brought out

Esther becomes obsessed with being able to get the most candy possible

She forces Karl to wear a matching costume in hopes it'll get people to give them more

Karl has to stop her from swiping more candy from little kids passing by

She hasn't seen this much candy since the rationing started

Iris isn't as into all the halloween decorating and stuff but she decides it would be fun to dress up like Defoe's body (except clothed of course) so she watched a bunch of sfx makeup tutorials to make it look like her eye was shot out

whenever anyone asks her about her costume she tells them the full ghost story of no exit hole, no bullet found, no one heard a gun go off, "some say the body will keep appearing until his murderer has been brought to justice"

She tells some of the little kids "do you want to know a secret... I shot him"

Shahara always has to calm to the kid down after that but Iris keeps on doing it

Shahara is exhausted by the end of the night taking care of the whole group

Karl lets her go to bed early and babysits Jawad

When Jawad gets upset about how much more candy Esther got than him Karl forces her to share some but it turns into a big argument

"there's not rationing anymore, we can get you more treats later" "but I earned this fair and square"

I strive for a life that makes me want to live it more. Death remains my good friend, calling me into her embrace. She feels like a hug, a hug we crave after a long day, a dark and beautiful mystery, a misunderstood beauty.

I want to unfriend her, make her repulsive while I'm being embraced by the light of life. I want her to be the only fear that I have left, a soft and gentle fear that tells me I am okay right now and that I don't want it to end. An innocent fear that would represent my love for life.

I don't want to be frighten by my new old friend, I simply want to be scared to go back to hearing her quiet call. But here I am, hearing her in the midst of my every hour.

Can you leave me, abandon me like humans do ? I usually fear abandonment but from you, I wish it. I'm only trying to survive with hope that one day I'll be fine. Can you release me ? We will find each other again one day , a day I wish to be far from now. That's like I want to believe at least, that I wish it.

I will still admire your mysterious beauty, I hope you'll be gentle when I comeback to you after a long time, but please stop calling me, for now. Stop feeding on me. Let me breathe.

Locked in an eternal waltz.

Always facing each other, never looking away.

Pluto however has its heart hidden, looking away from Charon.

Even thought they have always been and will forever be together.

Locked in an eternal waltz.

I want to be 50 years into a marriage with a man who still looks at me like he couldn’t of chosen better. A man who genuinely, to his core, say’s I was and would always be worth every situation, every argument, every hard time.

I want a man who is facsinated by my mind and interested in knowing me. Even when asking him to understand is an impossible task to achieve, someone who decides to still try knowing he might never succeed.

I want a man that I can love loudly, proudly. Who doesn’t make me feel like all my love, all the time is too much or something he could get bored of.

I want a man that appreciates being appreciated. Who wants to be cared for and lets me take care of him.

I want a man to go to his deathbed proud of the partner he chose in his life.

I want something so fleeting and temporary, as this life, to be everlasting in the soul. I want to feed the soul of a man and have my spirit nourished in return.