I Burn with a Thing I Still Have No Name For

Last week was awful cuz of, you know.

And that weekend I spent with my mom and family and you know, listening to her and trying to help and make things easier.

And then this week was so busy at work and then my cousin's high school graduation (so proud) but so I'm tired and then work and then dinner after work with that cousin and another cousin and fuck my other cousin, closer to my age but getting on my nerves cuz I'm tired and want love and chill but no they wanted to talk heavy shit and omfg.

And I'm home and I just want someone to be light with me? And fuck, no, feels like no one will do that? It's like no breaks, just one thing after another and I'm so on edge and burnt out and tired and?????

Idk, lots and lots of not easy or fun emotions and idk.