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@lothtor
I have so many feels over this angsty boy. Jiang Cheng holds my heart

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Day 19 - meteor
āYou who swallowed a falling star...ā
Reasons why people write fanfictions
5% just wanna write and have an idea
10% canon did WHAT!? Iām sorry(Iām not) to disagree BUT *write intensely*
15% wanna write something with these characters specifically
70% didnāt find the very specific and precise fanfic theyāve been searching for hours and came to the inevitable conclusion that they have to provide it themselfĀ *mutters* āĀ fuckĀ ā
I couldnāt find the official art of Dragon Lan Wanji so I took it upon myself to draw it. Inspired by a couple dragon AU MDZS fan fictions!

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I give you a undercity Corusant racer. Where theyāve got flashy outfits and fast speeders. Iām actually really happy how the speeder turned out
This AU takes up so much space in my brain yet PAYS NO RENT
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Inspired by talking to my friend over Sith Obi Wan fanfics (and arguing over the definition of auburn hair)
New avi pic!!Ā
@jadeisluck tagged me and I finally have time to answer! (sorry for how long this took)
You have to answer 20 questions then tag 20 some people who you wanna get to know.
Name: Lothtor
Nickname: B
Zodiac: Aquarius beyotch (jk i love you all)
Language: English, very little spanish, but currently learning Japanese
Favorite Season: Winter bc snow and JACKETS
Favorite Flowers: Lotus
Favorite Scent: Literally anything to do with sugar. Vanilla, caramel, or sugar cookie scents make me so comfy
Favorite Color: Green as a simple answer, but sometimes blue depending on my fancy
Animal: Fictional animal is most def a dragon while real life animal is a precious lil kitteh
Favorite Fictional Character: Ā oh god I love too many I physically canāt answer this question. honestly changes with my current fandom obsession
Coffee/Tea/Hot Chocolate: Hot Chocolate all the way
Average Sleep: any where from 4-10
Dogs/Cats: Cats
Blankets: Favorite blanket is a faux mink turkish blanket with mickey mouse on it. Its long and warm and my dad got it for me when he was deployed
Dream Trip: I want to backpack every LotR and Hobbit trail in New Zealand and end the trip staying at the hobbit hotel.Ā
Blog Established: uh Iām not sure? I started a tumblr back in high school and i think this one was an offshoot of that. so maybe 2017? idk i lurked on here for a bit before posting anything
Random Fact: currently redoing an old original story to create it into a comic. created it back in middle school Fun fact - it was a comic turned book now back to comic
Tag list: @frostybluefox @murderlight @gffa @cybrid @orientalld @zakurarain @ikimaru @evaan-verlaine
I donāt know many people on here. If you find this post please tag some awesome creators so I can find their blogs! It doesnāt have to be fandom related bc I love all art!!

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Chapter 13 is up!!
Chapter 13
Getting Back
The summer is finally over and our hero finds himself riding the train back to Hogwarts. We meet some new faces as well as run into some that have become rather familiar. Harry suffers from the effects of the bleeding effect while he worries his friends. Maybe it wasn't so smart to accept a duel when his own mind can't keep the timelines straight.
Whelp guess who fell into the Yu-Gi-Oh! VRAINS pit during Quarantine
Revolver is a such a pretty man and i couldnāt help myself. I HAD to draw him
Remember that Star Wars Sith AU?
Well it never left my brain and now hereās one of those celebrity magazines (you know what Iām talking about) of Anakin as the Chancellorās adopted son.
JESUS CHRIST IāM DYING HOW ARE THE JEDI SO AMAZING AND YET SO FUCKING EXTRA? JUST LEAPING INTO GIANT WAREHOUSES NO JETPACKS OR ANYTHING NOPE JUST CRASHING RIGHT THROUGH THE GLASS WITH ONLY THEIR LIGHTSABERS RIGHT IN THE MIDDLE OF A MILLION BATTLE DROIDS
AND THEN TĀ HĀ IĀ SĀ MOTHERFUCKER IS LIKE OKAY SURE WEāRE IN THE MIDDLE OF ENEMY TERRITORY BUT YOU KNOW WHAT WE SHOULD DO? GIVE THE DROIDS A CHANCE TO MAKE A BETTER CHOICE
*CLUTCHES HEART* THEYāRE SO FUCKING EXTRA AND YET THEYāRE THE BEST MACE WINDU IS THE BEST BUT WHERE I LOST MY FUCKING SHIT WAS OBI-WAN KENOBI OBI-WAN KENOBIĀ WHO DARESĀ TO LOOK AT MACE WINDU LIKEĀ āARE YOU SHITTING ME WITH THIS?ā FOR BEING THAT EXTRA THAT MOTHERFUCKER WHO I SAW YOU OBI-WAN AND YOUR EXTRANESS IN THE CLONE WARS MOVIEĀ THAT TIME WITH WORM LOTHSOME AND A MILLION OTHER TIMES AND YET HE STILL HAS THE BALLS TO BE LIKE
āREALLY?Ā YOU WANT TO DO THIS NOW?ā THE SHEER FUCKING TITANTIUM BALLS ON THIS GUY AFTER WHAT HE DID TO LUMINARA AND THE BRAIN WORMS ON GEONOSIS,Ā āCOME NOW, DO YOU THINK ITāLL ENTER THROUGH THE NOSE OR THE EAR?ā IĀ Ā Ā LĀ OĀ VĀ EĀ Ā Ā HĀ IĀ M AND I LOVE MACE WINDU THEYāRE THE FUCKING BEST AND I AM NEVER GOING TO STOP LAUGHING
Hondo, referring to Obi-Wan: Tough but fair. I can see why you have such intense daddy-stuff with him.
Anakin: Oh yeah, the guy without a daddy is the one with daddy issues. Explain that logic.

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Obikin Snippet
Just a short little snippet of something Iām working on (curse you Sheebee for putting this in my HEAD)
"You never know you don't like something unless you try it." Obi-wan was quiet for a while before he chuckled. Anakin furrowed his brows staring at the Jedi who was leaning against his counter.
"Who knew you could be so wise."
"I can be wise." Anakin lifted his chin and raised his fork in the air. "For instance, I know its wise to turn off a droid before taking it apart."
Obi-wan pointedly looked at his badly wrapped palm. "A recent lesson I'm sure." Anakin was confused until he looked at his hand a flush dusting his cheeks.
The warmer beeped and Obi-wan took the container out balancing it, a utensil, and two drinks on his way to the couch. He walked around the table Anakin had his feet propped on. Obi-wan sunk down into the plush couch placing the two glasses by Anakin's feet. He had opened the container and was about to eat when he noticed Anakin staring him down.
"What?"
"You're just gonna come over here, eat my food, and wear your boots and cloak like you're going to leave any second now. What am I? Just your good food supplier?" There was a deeper meaning to those words but Obi-wan didn't want to get into it now. He was still feeling guilty over slamming an injured man to the ground possibly opening his wounds. He sighed.
"You're wrong. That would imply that you have good food." Obi-wan smiled at him as Anakin grabbed the closest pillow to hit him with.
"Alright smart ass. Leave me and my horrible food alone." Anakin reached for the container in Obi-wan's lap but he just picked it up and held it further away. A smug smile pulling at his lips.
From a piece Iām working on about a Sith raised Anakin meeting the Orderās most eligible Jedi Knight. However, it can be taken as a cute little scene between the two
details on the AU under the cutĀ
I LOVED THIS MOMENT SO MUCH. I love it because of courseĀ Obi-Wan knows about Anakin and Padme and heās not being subtle that he knows, that itās something thatās been woven into the story since Revenge of the Sith.
Anakin can sense Obi-Wanās presence (because theyāre so close, which is how the Force works, the closer you are to someone, the more you can pick up on their presence, which I think is part of whatās driving Anakin here, that itās not just the visions heās having of Obi-Wan being there for Padmeās pregnancy, but that heās hurt and angry because he also feels betrayed that Obi-Wan is seeking someone else out, someone thatās not him) and Padme points out:Ā He came by because of you. Itās swept aside quickly because Anakin confesses that he feels lost, that nobody trusts him (again, he wants Obi-Wanās trust, even when heās been lying to Obi-Wan for ages, even when itās AnakinĀ who always turns away from the conversations Obi-Wan tries to have with him), and Padme points out that they trust him with their very lives. But if you step back to look at thisāwhy would Obi-Wan go to Padme to talk about Anakin, unless he knowsĀ that Anakin would go to her for someone to talk to and confide in? Yeah, the original script had the conversation between Obi-Wan and Padme in it, where he revealed to her that he knew about them, but even without it, thatās still in the script.Ā Even as early as when they crash landed half of the Invisible HandĀ on Coruscant, Obi-Wan was telling Anakin to go off and have hisĀ āglorious day with the politiciansā because he knew. And still yet more clearly, Obi-Wan knows.Ā Not just that Anakin cares deeply about his friend, but that itās put into the context of romantic feelings:
So, yeah, Obi-Wan knows how Anakin feels about Padme.Ā He knows the context. But thatās what makes the tie back toĀ āThe Rise of Clovisā or Attack of the ClonesĀ or even Revenge of the Sith, that itās not that they have feelings thatās the problem, itās exactly whatās highlighted in this episode with Anakin and Rex:
AnakināTHE SHEER IRONY OF ANAKIN SKYWALKERĀ DELIVERING THIS SPEECH IS BEAUTIFUL AND SO POINTEDātells Rex that he has to prepare himself for the possibility that Echo is dead and this is all just a trick. Ultimately, Rex knows that, if heās wrong, then heāll face that.Ā But right now, he believes in his friend. This is such an incredibly pointed parallel and contrast to Revenge of the SithĀ where the problem wasnāt that Anakin had feelings for Padme or that he wanted to save her, but that he let his fears override him because he couldnāt face the possibility that she might die and there was nothing he could do about it, he couldnāt face it at all. And it wasĀ a trick by an evil agent out to get him, deliberately designed to draw Anakin over to the dark side! This is why it makes perfect sense that Obi-Wan knows, not just because itās been laid out already in previous movies and episodes, but because Obi-Wan knows Anakin isnātĀ getting a grip on himself.Ā Oh, he believes that Anakin will, thatās Obi-Wanās biggest blind spot, he cannot see the possibility of Anakinās failure, because he believes so stronglyĀ in Anakin, he loves him so much and thinks the world of him, but that doesnāt mean heās not aware that Anakin has a deep rage just by Obi-Wan saying Clovisā name, it doesnāt mean heās not aware that Anakin is still sneaking around to holo Padme, it doesnāt mean that heās not going to keep tryingĀ to talk to Anakin and help him. Yet, by continuing to hide it and refusing to face his deeper feelings, his fears and his growing attachment (as the Jedi use it, the definition where he cannot let her go when itās time, that heāll turn obsessive and possessive over her, heāll prioritize his feelings for her over everything else to such an extent that heāll literally murder children for it), Anakin is falling away from what he knowsĀ is right. Anakin knowsĀ that itās the right thing to do to prepare yourself for the possibility that youāll lose someone.Ā He has that wisdom and heās imparted it on to Rex, someone he cares about very much, and wants to do right by.Ā Anakin had the training and wisdom to make better choices in ROTS, we see that right here, that he knows you can work to save people, believe in them, but understand that sometimes you can do everything right, you can do everything you can think of, and still lose.Ā He can even hear Obi-Wan say that he understands the feelings, knows that Obi-Wan will talk with him, that Obi-Wan is listening. But he doesnāt want to make a choice, he doesnāt want to face his own growing internal darkness, he doesnāt want to turn to his friends for help. Despite that he had the wisdom to know better.
One of the the moments I had in mind while watching this episode is a conversation between Obi-Wan and Qui-Gonās ghost in From a Certain Point of ViewĀ -Ā āMaster and Apprenticeā, where theyāre talking about Anakin:
āAnakin became a Jedi Knight.Ā He served valiantly in the Clone Wars.Ā His fall to darkness was more his choice than anyone elseās failure.Ā Yes, I bear some responsibilityāand perhaps you do, tooābut Anakin had the training and wisdom to choose a better path.Ā He did not.ā This episode of TCW could not have better illustrated this had it actively been trying to.Ā Anakin has the wisdom, because we see him pass it on to Rex.Ā Heās done so before, like with Ahsoka in the Onderon arc, where he tells her to remember that purpose comes before feelings, but this arc straight up has Padme pointing out that Anakin does this kind of thing, that Rex quite possibly learned it from him, so maybe you should support him on this. Which is actually another beautifulĀ moment of characterization, that Padme is coming from a place where she knowsĀ what feelings do to Anakin.Ā She knowsĀ that he murdered the Tuskens after his mother died, including the women and children, that it was against what a Jedi should be, that feelings shouldnāt overwhelm what you know is the right thing to do. But she believes in Anakinās good heart, too.Ā She believes in passion and that Anakinās feelings couldnāt lead him down that road again.Ā So, she encourages him to lean into those feelings Rex has:
Anakin:Ā āIām worried heās letting his personal feelings drive him too much on this mission.ā Padme:Ā āI wonder where he learned that. Youāve known Rex a long time. When you throw caution to the wind and take chances, where is he?ā Right beside me.ā Padme:Ā āThen maybe thatās where you should be for him, Ani. Trust his instincts like he trusts yours.ā Anakin:Ā āIām just trying to look out for him.ā Padme trusting Anakinās instincts and his good heart is a straightĀ line to Obi-Wan telling her in Revenge of the SithĀ that Anakin has turned to the dark side and killed younglings, but she denies it.
Padme, despite the evidence she saw on Tatooine, Anakinās terrible confession of what heād done there, cannot believe that Anakin would fall into the dark. That his feelings couldnāt possibly lead him there. Itās similar with Obi-Wan, though, he has stronger evidence to believe that Anakin wouldnāt turn, because the point isnāt just to trust your instincts, itās to balance them with what you need to be prepared for the possibility of.Ā Hope for the best, keep trying, but you have to faceĀ that it might not be what you want.Ā It might be a trick, it might just not go your way, you might do what you can and it just wonāt work, thatās not giving up, itās understanding the truth and not falling to pieces when things go wrong. Obi-Wan believes in Anakin because of moments like the above.Ā Itās not that Anakin is saying Rex is wrong, because Anakin says that he may very well be right, thatās not the point.Ā The point is that Anakin understands having to tell someone that you have to accept the possibility. Heās come so farĀ from that young man who couldnāt accept even the ideaĀ of Ahsokaās death on Geonosis, where Luminara wasnāt saying she didnāt care, but that she was prepared if the worst did happen, she wouldnāt lose her shit if it did. Anakin has grown.Ā He has matured.Ā Yes, he stumbles here and there, but this is why Obi-Wan thinks Anakin has never let him down.Ā Because he keeps getting back up, he keeps learning and growing.
Hell, even the very last thing that Obi-Wan and Anakin talk about is another moment of wonderfulness from Anakin, that heās grown and matured enough to apologize for his bratty behavior earlier! Anakin:Ā āMaster. Iāve disappointed you. I havenāt been very appreciative of your training. Iāve been arrogant, and I apologize.ā
How can thisĀ person, the one who struggles with the dark, sure, but they all do, itās a lifelong challenge to overcome the dark, thatās how the Force works, how can thisĀ person who keeps getting up and growing and maturing, possibly truly fall? How can the person who tells Rex,Ā āI hate to say it, but you have to prepare yourself for the possibility that Echo is dead, and this is all a Separatist trick.ā truly fall? And Obi-Wan doesnāt see it because he loves Anakin so much, Padme doesnāt see it because she loves Anakin so much and believes that his feelings are fine, so she encourages them and, hell, maybe in a vaccuum she would have been right, that Anakin wouldnāt have gone off the deep end because of the fears that ate into his heart, that he would have eventually reached a realĀ place of balance, because he stopped listening to the person who was trying to poison him (Palpatine) and started listening to the people who were trying to help him (Obi-Wan, the Jedi) and gotten a grip on himself. But ultimately it shows whyĀ they believe in Anakin, because he doesĀ have the wisdom to know better.Ā HE KNOWS BETTER.Ā HE ABSOLUTELY KNOWS BETTER.Ā He tells Rex that he has to face the possibility, he tells Ahsoka that she has to keep her focus, he knows better. And he still made the wrong choice, on his own and despite knowing better. This episode just really nails all that down into place.