You Are Beautiful

personally im so fucking tired

feelin like a dying tamagotchi rn

overthinking overthinking overthinking overthinking overthinking overthinking overthinking overthinking overthinking overthinking overthinking overthinking overthinking overthinking overthinking overthinking overthinking overthinking overthinking overthinking overthinking overthinking overthinking overthinking overthinking overthinking overthinking overthinking overthinking overthinking overthinking overthinking overthinking overthinking overthinking overthinking overthinking overthinking overthinking overthinking overthinking overthinking overthinking overthinking overthinking overthinking overthinking overthinking overthinking overthinking overthinking

god help me I'm having thoughts again

It’s weird when you realize the person you once told everything to now has no idea what’s going on in your life

no energy to argue. i just disappear.

my thing

when you want to be heartless but you know that’s not how you are

im gonna kill myself [remembers that suicide jokes make people uncomfortable] uhh [in valley girl voice] im like soooo totally gonna blow my brains out... [waiting for polite laughter that never comes] sorry [remembering that i apologise too much and i need to work on that] No im not

Are you normal or have you browsed some painless ways to die

always thinking of that “i couldn’t stop wasting time” quote

I get to be more free as an adult than I ever did as a child and I think more kids need to know that. as a high schooler part of what made my depression so bad was being told over and over again that it was the most carefree time of my life. while I was trapped in an abusive home + amongst bullies at school + in a body that wasn’t right for me. opportunities to be carefree don’t end when you turn 18. you can be more you than ever as an adult and that’s such a gift. I know ‘it can get better’ is an annoying thing to see over and over when you’re as trapped as I was back then. and I know that if you’re still a kid you deserve to be free right this second. but it can and will get better and this is not where life stops being interesting. promise

@balllsboy

my mom would like this one. i know this because she has a cat balls seatbelt accessory