We're All Just Chalk Lines On The Concrete

Yes, I got the first surgery in April, and I am getting the second part in January next year. The healing was intense, and I’ve been unable to use it for sex. BUT, I’m so fucking happy, and the euphoria is incredible. I have an actual penis. Like one that’s attached to me. The next few surgeries will hopefully allow me to have sex, but honestly, I’ve been perfectly content without it, which for me is really weird! I love sex.

Ok, wow. So, I was 18 when we started dating, which makes me an adult. Also, there’s only a FOUR year difference! If it were the other way round no one would give a shit.

Don’t you ever accuse Henri as a CM again you fucking sicko.

It’s been a year now, and I asked her if she’s ok with it being public now and she said it was fine, so, I guess so?

I was supposed to have the first surgery last year but covid fucked up those plans. I do have my first surgery booked for April this year and am hoping it doesn’t get cancelled again.

Ah, no. It takes 3 to 4 years to become a commercial pilot.

Eh, it’s fucked up a lot of my school plans. It’s been difficult studying aviation online, and a lot of my flight training has been postponed. But ah, apart from that it hasn’t been that bad. As said last year we are staying with my parents in South Park since Denver was way too risky. So being in a small town has been a lot safer. Michael and Pete have been out of work for a while now. Michael still does some marketing stuff online, and runs an Etsy store, so they have an income, and they also had a lot of savings, too. Oliver was already homeschooled anyway, so nothing’s really different for him. Henrietta is also out of work right now, and had to put a hold on her studies. Luckily my parents aren’t assholes and are letting them all stay with no cost, but Pete insists on cooking us all meals, which gets no complaints from anyone. I’m helping Henrietta out with any costs, like her phone bill, female shit, etc, and so are Michael and Pete. So she’s good and doesn’t have to stress too much either.

My fucking god 🙄 I wish people would get over that.

What makes you think I want kids? No thanks.

In saying that though, if I did want kids, some guys choose to stop hormone therapy and get pregnant. I wouldn’t do it, but it’s something that can be done. Or you know, adoption?

Like I said, I don’t want kids. I’m good.

Oh god! There’s soooo many. Ah, I guess my absolute favorite is the “Gift Wrapped” position. I’ve only recently tried that position with my girlfriend and it’s incredible. I thought it looked boring, but nope.

They’re both really punk rock, and chilled out. They were never strict, but would discipline me in a kind of calm and relaxed sorta way. Like they never yelled at me, but they knew how to keep me from doing stupid shit.

They knew that I skipped classes, but didn’t care as long as my grades didn’t slip, which they didn’t. They’re also super chilled out about pot and drinking, but weren’t so keen on me smoking. My Grandad on my Moms side died of lung cancer, so my Mom is a bit weird with smoking, but doesn’t nag me. They didn’t know I smoked when I was young, and when they found out they were a bit disappointed, and worried, but eh.

Both of them have very good jobs, and make a lot of money, so I grew up extremely well off. I don’t like to call my family “rich”, but they kinda are. When I started showing signs of gender confusion, they were really supportive. They never pushed anything on me and let me discover myself on my own. When I decided to present as male at around 5, they were 100% on board. My legal name was Goergina, so they changed it legally to Goergie, which is still my legal name now, but I go by Firkle because it’s a nickname that I prefer. I always had the best, and although I was probably a little shit, I am very grateful to have them.