Another day another what the fuck

something is always happening and there is no pause. i want to vomit

they need to make an app for the mentally ill …

this is the app we r on it rn babe

s/o to me for putting myself back together every time.

i haven’t been able to get over when noah kahan said so i dream each night of some version of you that i might not have but i did not lose…

when noah kahan said ‘i would leave if only i could find a reason’ and when he said ‘i thought that if i piled something good in all my bad i could cancel out the darkness i inherited from dad’ and when he said ‘im still angry with my parents for what their parents did to them’ and when he said ‘i am not scared of death, i’ve got dreams again’ and when he said ‘it’s half my fault but i just like to play the victim’ and when-

when noah kahan said, “and i divvied up my anger into thirty separate parts, keep the bad shit in my liver, and the rest around my heart; i’m still angry at my parents for what their parents did to them, but it’s a start” i felt that. i’m a sucker for a judas reference