it just hurts that my closest friend cancelled plans on me twice and the first time it was like ok this is fine i don’t feel all that great but the second time i was like wow ok and your moving away soon… then only to see her hanging out with other people on instagram like WOW lmao… i know she cares about me but she def doesn’t prioritize our friendship very much and it just gets to a point where i don’t rlly feel important to anyone ? i tried to make plans with a coworker friend and when I texted him day of he just didn’t respond until later that night like “SORRY ended up doing something else” it just makes me not want to try anymore and ik I should just go out by myself but that also feels scary but i just might soon if nobody wants to hangout w me lmao

trying to not get angry abt ppl reblogging personal posts