We Back On The Same Shit From Last Decade

HIIII another one of my asks i left sitting for far too long 😅

but ough okay. ill be honest, at first i wasn't too taken with this idea but. it kinda kept growing on me. and growing. and now I'm kinda insane about it

like, stan that talks a big game and flirts but is actually?? pretty nervous if its returned? ESPECIALLY if its ford??? and like, once they get past expressing that they both have feelings for each other, tough. stan being nervous at the idea of their first time??

like, yeah, its everything hes dreamed of but what if it sucks for ford? he doesn't know what he's doing anyways and he's worried it'll be so bad for ford.

but oughhhhhhh god. what if ford only somehow finds out like. in the middle?? or at least once he's inside stan?

"Relax," Ford practically coos at him, which Stan would find patronizing if it didn't actually help soothe him. "Relax, Stanley. I got you."

thankie you 🥺🥺🥺 big brother ford au my beloved... i thinks stan gets kicked out from the house sometime when he turns 18 and he makes a trip to oregon :3

also this means mystery trio with the codependent brothers... (my fren gave me the idea of ford being like a parent figure to stan at a young age so hes even MORE clingy to ford than regular stan hehehee)

I feel like a younger Ford would have fantasied about having financial power over Stan for his sexual fantasies. Making Stan his sugar baby, treating him right, getting all the perks and benefits of having someone on his arm like that. The fact that it would take him forever to climax while thinking about that dynamic was irrelevant. He just believed he was a perfectionist and if the scenario wasn't right in his head than he couldn't cum.

Cut to the present where Ford has no income and all of their adventures are being funded out of Stan's pocket. He had a substantial amount of money saved from penny pitching, stealing, dealing, and every other shortcut he could find to make and save money. At first, Ford didn't recognize it. Their purchases were for their benefit. The boat, the supplies, food, first aid, navigational equipment. Ford would note what needed to be bought and Stan was there ready to take care of it.

But then Ford realizes he wants something. Not need, want.

And for the first time in a long time, he realizes he can't just steal and run. He's not dimension hopping anymore. He's not an outlaw anymore. He's not an innocent but he knows that his choices here, as a permanent fixture, are different. He has to ask Stan for the money to buy it.

He dreads it. The very idea of groveling and asking for money from his brother. But he does because he really wants this item. He steals himself for the humiliation, the taunting, the jokes. But they don't come. Stan hands him the money and tells him to get him a pack of smokes on the way back.

Ford leaves there shook. He goes and buys himself his thing and gets Stan pack of smokes. When he comes back, he gives Stan the change and without looking, Stan gives him a kiss to the cheek.

"Thanks, baby. Did you get what you wanted?"

And oh does it do something to him.

Him? Baby? Not only did he get want he wanted, he got what he didn't know he needed.

That night, Ford rides him to the moon and back, cumming twice just remembering Stan's words, the control, the ease of Stan taking care of him, the little command at the end. It's everything.

Then events unfold like in the canon. Stan gets kicked out of home. And after ten years, Ford calls Stan to come to him and asks for his help (not to take the diary far away, but something else... mb dealing with Bill?). A long time ago, Ford bought warm earmuffs, thinking of Stanley  

It's absolutely gorgeous. Seriously. It's so good. I can hear it, and i can feel how they're moving in it. So so good. Let this be 0% pressure or anything like that, but you could draw that level of tender bangin a thousand times and i'd lose my mind over it every single time. It would never get old.

So good.

(selfish brain wants more of this. Like, more than air)

Hey, anon, thank you for your words. I'm glad you liked it. And wow, you described it so beautifully... It really touched me

Honestly, the last picture was not planned, it was added only because I thought two pictures were too empty and I would have to "fill them with something else-"

But apparently it liked it more than all the others, ahaha :D And basically I thought, why not? I enjoyed drawing them, I'll draw some more. I hope you'll like it too.

(and please breathe)

猫の日 Cat day with the Pines family 🐱