Lily´s Safe Space

Six months since I've began using a cane and been officially seen as disabled and I've never been filled with so much RAGE. EVERYTHING'S WRONG AND FUCKED AND NO ONE CARES ABOUT IT. FUCK.

Just found out you can see which email address was used to write a word doc and I want to die. Thankfully I used my safe fake name and not my FAKE fake name, or else my friend could find my tumblr and my ao3 account and all of my internet personality and I don't wanna think about what I would have to do if that happened.

Apparently the Venn diagram between tumblr users and aro/ace people is a fucking circle

Always thinking about how unloved 13-year-old me felt, not knowing her future version would hold so much love for that girl that she would wish to go back in time just to hold her closer.

Maybe the real accessibility was the kind staff we met along the way

A little detail I love about Past Shauna is how she bonds with Javi. It's so subtle, but she's always close to him, making sure he's alright. It shows a maternal instinct from the beginning, and only makes it worse that she was the one to cut him open in the end.

I'm so sick of healthy, abled-bodied people acting all surprised when they learn how strict my routine is. “Oh I could never do that, I don't have that much willpower haha.” It’s not willpower bitch, it’s fear!!!!! If you had real-life, painful, immediate consequences for your bad decision you would be running to get in line too!

Love the female rage bleeding through Yellowjackets. The anger, the magic, the messy hairs and ripped clothes, the violence, the dirt, the bruises, the fear, the devotion. I can't remember another piece of media that portrayed the agony and messiness of girls so perfectly.

Being aroace as a teenager feels like being the only sober person at a rave.