Madi 29 she/her. I am super normalā¢ļø about AOT and especially Levi. If I had a gun with two bullets, and I was in a room with Hitler, bin-Laden, and Floch, I would shoot Floch twice. (main blog: she-was-a-psychedelic-messss) (cowboy bebop: spike-and-faye)
I'm the most Casualā¢ļø and Well-Adjustedā¢ļø AOT Enjoyer
Madi ~ 28 ~ She/Her
Main blog it's mostly shitposts <3
Formerly world-famous Cowboy Bebop blog that I now neglect (Spike-and-Faye for those in the know)
I eat sleep and breath this fucking show and it's so fucking awful to be in 'up-tight corporate business career' meetings with various executives and ALL I CAN THINK ABOUT IS GOTDAMNED FUCKING AOT.
Reading and Writing AOT Fics is my Life <3
š Send me any fic writing ideas/requests you have!! š
and I'll write a one-shot of it!!! I prefer Levi x Reader but I'm always down for a writing challenge >:) (These are in addition to the longfic Levi/Reader slowburn I'm writing)
š Please also send any fic recommendations š
Particularly Levi ones! I am a glutton for Levi/Reader fics, but I'm also huge into Eruri. I'll read almost any ship though at this point, unless it's between the vets and the 104th.
Prefer canonverse but like I said I'll read just about anything* [*UNLESS it involves pregnancy lol. Tokophobic af.]
My recommendations for Levi/Reader canonverse fics!
š Currently writing a lengthy Levi/Reader fic that is the longest, fluffiest, slowest slow-burn ever š
and at this point may as well be fucking GOT with how close I am to finishing it. š„“ I may post bits and pieces of it here and there, idk. I just really, really love writing Levi trying not to fall in love and then not being able to stop himself. Fuck man. Chefs gotdamn kiss. I just don't think I could write a really good Erwin, plus I kinda like writing him as being mildly sociopathic. We're at 150k words as of 3/16/25 and from what I have outlined for the rest of the story we're looking at at least 300-400k words when it's done. But tbh I am having SO much fun writing this shit and it's so self indulgent and LEVIIIIII IS SO MMMMM Can't decide if I'm gonna leave the smut in or not but I will be publishing it to AO3 ... Eventually...
No one asked, but (below the cut) here are some AOT hills I'll die on:
I don't ship Levihan, BUT that's just because I ship Hange only with Science and:
I firmly believe Hange is aro/ace nonbinary (they/them) angel (theyngel) Am I projecting? Probably. Who knows. Look Hange is my comfort character and I think 'What would Hange do?' 420x times a day
Moblit is a Gay Man š³ļøāš Make Moblit Gay Again 2025
Eruri is my own personal brand of heroin and I will die to this addiction happily. Controversial take: LEVI IS THE TOP
The Scouts of the 104th cadet corps are my literal children. My precious babies. I breastfed them. Raised them from wee lambs. [she says, literally revolted by the idea of having children] I don't really sexualise any of them with the glaring exception of season 4 Reiner, who I'd doink out of his suicidal ideation
YUMIHISU = ā¾ļø!!! I literally have so many happy-ever-after AUs for these two it's not even funny
I'll ship Eremika until I die. In my heart they were in the cabin timeline for fifty years and lived happily ever after.
I'll also ship Jeanpiku until I die and you know its bi for bi ššš
Aruani neutral
If there are 1million Floch haters, I am one of them. If there are 10 Floch haters I am one of them. If there are no Floch haters, then I'm fucking dead.
Here's the most controversial one, please feel free to fight me in my DMs: I FUCKING LOVED THE ANIME ENDING AND I DON'T UNDERSTAND WHY EVERYONE DISLIKES IT SO MUCH????
My only real complaint is that all the Marleyan Warriors families just happened to survive to the end. That felt so Disney to me. I think the only one that should've survived was MAYBE Annie's dad, and tbh I really don't gaf about him. Reiner's mom should've lived to see him fight as the Armored Titan, realize what a colossal piece of shit she was to make him become that, and then DIE before she could make amends. That said, I WOULD have liked to see Connie's mom transformed back into a human at the end!!!
Maybe because I watched all of AOT over the course of like 3 months, having never watched any of it before, so I never had that interim period of waiting and predicting how Isayama would end things. IDK man. I think AOT is the best piece of media ever created. It gives fucking Dostoyevsky a run for his money. Holy shit. Whew.
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your gaze, which was fixated on the wooden floorboards of levi's room, shifted with no merit. from your position, bent over his knees and completely bare, there was nothing to do except wallow in the feeling of submission and a twinge of humiliation.
his hand rubbed against the firm planes of your ass, fingers digging into flesh until it left mottled red marks along the skin.
the mess he was referring to was your dripping, aching cunt that mocked you for being turned on by this demeaning position.
"do you want to apologize now?" a beat passed. you bit down onto your bottom lip, stifling the crude whimper that threatened to leave your mouth. "or do you need another reminder?"
without waiting, his rough hand came down with a harsh smack! rippling through your bones and echoing in the room. it wasn't a gentle tap, it's a stinging, deliberate strike. he doesn't give you a second to recover before he strikes again, making your ass jiggle from the force of the blow.
you yelped, hissing at the impact that he instantly soothed with the palm of his hand. you could imagine it now, the red hand shaped mark that accompanied the others. evidence of your punishment.
"you know better than to distract me," levi spoke in a condescending tone, referring to earlier today when you made the mistake of letting your hand travel a little bit too high on his thigh during a midday strategy meeting, squeezing the muscle and reveling in the way the tendon in his neck strained.
"i'm sorry," you whispered, only because you were so frustrated with him ignoring where you wanted him most. "i didn't meanā"
"i don't even want to hear it anymore."
his hand slides down in between your thighs, a single finger slipping through your folds which were already dripping with need. he chuckles, finger diving inside with no preamble. you lurch forward at the contact, thighs instinctively pressing together which he combats by using his other hand to hold you still.
"don't run away," he said, curling the finger up and moving it in at a slow pace, giving you just enough to keep you reeling but not enough to grant any real pleasure. "look at you. all that confidence before and you're soaking for me."
a second finger joins the first, pumping them in and out that makes your back arch towards his legs, eyes squeezing shut and toes curling. his thumb rubs against your clit with zero tenderness, testing to see how much you could take before you broke.
the friction is intense, his fingers working to stretch you and creating wet, squelching sounds.
tiny moans leave your mouth, bucking your hips backwards to try and chase the rhythm of his fingers. "you like being treated like this, don't you?" he murmurs, watching in almost a state of awe at how compliant you were being. "say it. be a good girl and say you like it."
but you couldn't, not when you could feel your walls tightening against his fingers, the pad of his thumb scraping just right against your clit.
then, he does what you feared most, withdrawing his fingers with a wet, sucking sound leaving you glistening in the dim light. his hand raises again, not as high this time, and instead of slapping your ass, his hand comes down on your pussy.
you yelped, whole body jerking at the feeling. it stung, a dull ache that left you reeling more than anything. you didn't feel pain. you felt pleasure from it. and levi knew, repeating the motion and enjoying the way you jumped again.
"say it."
his finger traces your entrance, not even giving you the satisfaction of pushing it in. it sends goosebumps up your spine all the way to the back of your neck, mouth parting, trying to find the words. "i... iā"
"you... you what?" he stammered just like you. "use your words, brat."
a slap to your cunt again was the final crack in your composure, a loud, languid moan of i like it spilling from your lips. you repeat it again for good measure, hoping that he would give you some type of relief by touching you.
your prayers were answered, but in all the wrong ways.
levi didn't push his fingers back in, instead he grabbed you by the base of your head, fingers tangling in your hair to yank your face up.
"such a good girl," he whispered into your ear, pulling you by the hair harder so you moved off of his legs onto the floor. "you're so pretty when you do what i say."
levi grabbed you by your arms, pushing you face down onto the bed.
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reiner sleeps on the side of the bed closest to the door.
he always has.
even now, half-awake, his body is angled like a shield. broad shoulders tense beneath the thin cotton of his short, blond hair falling into his eyes in soft, uneven strands. his face looks difference in the dark, less guarded, more worn. lines at the corner of his eyes that only show when he's tired. a mouth that always seem set like he's bracing for something.
he hasn't slept yet.
you can tell by the way his breathing stays shallow, controlled, like rest is something he has to earn.
you shift closer, careful not to startle him. the mattress dips slightly. your hand rests against his arm, solid and warm, muscle relaxed only because he knows it's you.
"reiner," you whisper.
your voice is quiet, still heavy with sleep, soft in the way it only ever is at night. not asking. just there.
"i'm awake," he murmurs.
his voice is low, rough around the edges, like he hasn't used it much today. there's a steadiness to itāpracticed, almostābut underneath, it sounds tired. honest.
you don't rush him. you never do.
minutes pass. your thumb traces slow, absent lines over his skin. outside, something hums in the distanceāa car, streetlight, life continuing without asking anything of him.
"i don't think i deserve this," he says at last.
the words fall flat between you, not dramatic, not rehearsed. like he's been holding them in his chest for a long time and finally ran out of room.
you breathe in. his scent. him.
"deserve what?" you ask softly, even though your heart already knows.
he swallows. you can feel it under your hand.
"you," he says. then, quieter, "this. the house. the quiet." a pause, long enough to ache. "peace."
you move closer until your chest presses lightly to his back, until the warmth between you feels shared. your forehead rests against the space between his shoulder blades, where his breath rises and falls.
"this isn't something you took," you tell him. your voice is gentle, steady, the way it always is when he starts to drift too far inward. "you didn't steal it. you built it."
he lets out a breath that sounds almost unsteady.
"some days," he says, "it feels like i'm pretending. like i'm waiting for someone to realize i don't belong here."
you slide your hand into his, threading your fingers together slowly, deliberately.
"you come home," you say. "you take off your boots at the door. you sleep facing the hallway because you think it keeps me safe." your thumb presses lightly against his knuckles. "you belong."
that's when he finally turns.
careful, like he's afraid of breaking something fragile, reiner rolls onto his side to face you. up close, you can see the exhaustion etched into his featuresāthe shadows under his eyes, the way his brows knit together even now. his eyes search your face like he's looking for permission.
"i'm tired," he admits.
"i know," you whisper.
you lift your hand to his face, brushing your thumb beneath his eye. his lashes flutter, and when he closes them, it's like something inside him finally loosens. he leans into your touch, just slightlyāa quiet surrender.
you rest your forehead against his.
"you can rest," you tell him. "im here."
reiner exhales, slow and shaky, and this time, his breath deepens. his arm slips around your waist, protective even in his sleep, pulling you closer like it's instinct.
the door stays shut. the house stays still.
and for tonight, reiner lets himself believe he's allowed to be safe.
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