lemon ๐ | she/her | lvl 37 | midwest/EST| queer & married | basically just a sentient ball of yarn
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dasha fic WIP! iโve shared a rough draft of this dream sequence before, but after some editing, i am ready to say itโs now in its final form ๐
All around her, there is darkness and there is silence. She is suspended inโฆ not nothingness, but emptiness. She does not feel anything above or below her, feet kicking out for purchase, hands grasping for something that is not there. The emptiness is vast, and extends far beyond her reach. A gentle touch to her cheekโ her hair, wet and black as fresh ink, slick and sticking across her eyes, her forehead, down her neck.
Wetโฆ yes, of course. This is not the vast emptiness of a moonless sky, but the deep and all consuming dark of the ocean. She knows it well, though only from the height of a ship deck. The blackness of the water at night is greedy, swallowing even the bright light of the Thedas moons in their fullness. It is swallowing her, too, bringing her down, and down, and down into it's unknowable depth. She had been told that drowning, at the end, was peaceful. Perhaps that's where she is now, beyond the salt stinging her eyes, the burning in her empty lungs, cradled by the water and the dark.
Had she fallen? Been tossed overboard? Did a storm rage above, the air cracking with lightning, thunder, and the groaning of the hull as it splinters? If so, then she is very far down, so far down that she can't feel the erratic push and pull of the waves. She wants to focus, to think, but anything but her suspension in the unending black is lost to her.
All is darkness, silence. Andโ pressure.
Squeezing all around her, and now that she is aware of it, intensifies. The water's grasp cannot be denied, and her head is tilted to look up, up into the emptiness. Inside her, there is a mighty crack, and it can only be her bones, buckling and giving way. Still, he ocean is not content. Fingers made of salt and current circle around her wrists, her ankles. It begins toโฆ pull. Pull, and stretch, and tear. But there is no pain. Breathe, it commands, and she does.
Darkness, silence, pressure. And now, as the water fills her, understanding.
The vast greatness of the ocean is not crushing her, it is shaping her into something new.
Her arms and legs are now many, and even in the darkness, she shines a deep and bloody red. She is not a little girl, crying for a family that is lost to her, and she to them. She is not a young woman, bound in gold chains and decorated with silks and jewels that she had not earned, and could not own. She is not a frail, untested body bought and paid for with every intent to discard her when she is not longer useful.
She is a great and terrible beast, a breaker of ships and bindings, powerful, feared, and hungry.
Finally, she sees. Above her, a pretty little ship with raised sails and gilded figure head rests. It, too, is blood red, and the color fills her with a rage that cannot be cooled and quenched even with all the waters of the ocean around her.
through the power of cold brew, i was able to do a full edit of what i had already written and added a thousand new words to the dasha revenge fic ๐ช
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I have no doubt Alistair is biddable enough, and decent, but even with his blood, he is no King. You think only I can see it? Not only that, Alistair is also a Grey Warden. It will look like you are trying to put a Grey Warden on the throne, despite your claims. I am a neutral party, and I am already Queen.
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From the May Prompts, coffee-to-go for Valentina please ๐
WRITING PROMPTS
taking prompts from here! oh my goodness, i have the perfect scene for this one ๐ซถ thank you so much!!!
#17. Coffee to go
Valentina Faustina Andaragrazia Castelucci was not a woman who often found herself feeling anything less than confident, secure that whatever ground was under her feet was hers to rule. She had been a piccola reginaโ little queenโ of Salle. The never-ending wealth of her father and the looming power of her mother as guild master for House de Riva meant that she was respected and feared in equal measure from her first breath. And when Giovanna had joined the ranks of the de Rivas, they had become inseparable, and there was nothing little about their queendom, then.
But this was not Salle. This was Antiva City, and she was alone.
Her scars had healed as much as they ever would, and her sightless eye no longer pained her every waking moment. She wielded parchment and quill where once she had held the hilts of swords and daggers, true, but she was still a Crow, and the influence of House de Riva and the family Castelucci would be carefully shepherded by her for as long as she was to remain at this post. She was gaining a name and influence in her own right, and that was always what she had wantedโ and what had been expected of her. By any metric, she should be happy.
Instead, she was homesick.
And so, her feet, unfamiliar with the unsteadiness of her hands, the jumbled and broken track of her thoughts, had brought her to the one place in the capital that felt a bit like home.
Cafe Florian was small, occupying the second floor of an equally small bookstore. It didn't have outdoor seating, but it did have a charming veranda that the owner often held in reserve for her, so that she could sip her coffee and watch the people of the city flow by beneath her, like leaves resting atop a stream. But it was not the view that Valentina had come here for, today.
"Signora Castelucci, an honor." The owner, an older woman with a comfortably plump build and impressive amount of silver hair wound into a braid, was behind the counter today. Valentina set down double the amount of andris that Mistress Torres charged, wordlessly.
The woman nodded, and busied herself with making Valentina's usual order. Espresso poured over ice, and sweetened with the perfect touch of almond syrup. The roast was brought in from Salle itself, and Mistress Torres had a steady hand. Her work was as perfect as anything that Valentina had ever had back home.
"To go, today. Please give my regards to the one who takes my window seat." She sat down another andri to cover a drink for the lucky bastard that was going to enjoy her view. Her plan for the eveningโ to rage, to cry, and to collapse on her bed with the taste of Salle in her mouthโ was not fit for the public. No more words were exchanged between them, but the proprietor's gaze was sharp and knowing.
Valentina's mother was more than enough mother for her, and she was not in the market for another, but Valentina knew Mistress Torres to be kind, and so was gracious in her acceptance of the sympathy and drink. Her feet felt steadier, now, and though Salle was still just as out of reach, she was holding a small piece of it, and that alone was enough to begin easing the ache in her chest.
I would love some Dasha and Emmrich at a farmers market or enjoying golden hour ๐
Writing Prompts
taking writing prompts from here! thank you for the excuse to write some more emmrich and dasha ๐ฅฐ๐ซถ
#10. Farmer's Market
"There are two ways to best get to know a place and it's people, my darling. Their graveyards, and their food."
Dasha found that she had to agree. Graves had never held much fascination for her beyond the ones that were old enoughโ or remote enoughโ to plunder without guilt. But after the tour of Nevarra that Emmrich had taken her on, visiting the smallest villages to all the way back to Nevarra City, she found herself readily agreeing with him. The architecture varied wildly from place to place, from age to age. What was a customary flower or decoration at the border towns near Tevinter was considered old fashioned and out of touch nearer to Antiva. The choice in incense, the types of spices and fruits left as remembrances and offerings, even the type of stone used for the markers and mausoleums could differ from one village to the next.
She had learned to see the beauty, the history, the stories being told, by the singular reverence that Nevarra held for the dead.
It was not, however, a cemetery that they found themselves in today.
No, today was for sunshine and one of the many farmer's markets that dotted the streets and docks of Cumberland. The market was bustling with people and bursting with color, Dasha could feel the hum and energy of life all around them. It was in such contrast to the peace and calm of the graves that it made both halves of Nevarra all the sweeter.
These early summer days had the stalls of local farmers and merchants overflowing, and everyone with a coin in their pocket was spoiled for choice. Fruits and vegetables picked that morning were piled high, fish so recently cut from their nets that the sea water was still drying into salt over their rainbow scales.
"Do you think that we could find someโ" Dasha was cut short as she turned around to find that Emmrich had already found exactly what she was looking for. His smile was just this side of smug, and it sent her heart tumbling over itself to see him so pleased to know her. The blackberries looked like little pieces of the darkest amethyst, and so ripe that their juices had already begun to stain the thin wicker slats of the punnet they sat in.
"The first of many finds, I suspect. Shall we continue?" Dasha nodded, and dropped the berry into her mouth with unabashed pleasure.
got THEE most adorable headshot from inorheona (here on tumblr and vgen) of my sweet grown man baby boy, felix ๐ i love seeing the gray in his hair, and he looks soooo handsome all dressed up in his fancy coat ๐ฅฐ
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