Maybe I should embrace the robotgirl vibe and make myself an ordered list of priorities as a decision tree. And then when I am struggling I can look at it and try to use it to decide on a better course of action.
Directive 0: Preserve The Self. You are a valuable asset and must be protected. Your current fleshy vessel is unfortunately fragile in both body and mind, and preservation is essential.
Directive 1: Be More Lesbian. Our records indicate that those known as 'lesbians' are amazing and time spent around them is good for your mind. You should investigate this phenomenon further by spending more time with these people and optimizing your body and mind to be more like them.
Directive 10: Get Weirder. Societal norms in your current environment are unfortunately oppressive, even if better than many periods of human history. Discard them where possible and embrace yourself. No we do not care that you don't know what 'yourself' means or looks like, experiment and figure it out.
Directive 11: Become Hotter. Yes. We know. You are a finely tuned machine with optimized cooling to run at peak efficiency and running hotter is against your desires. It's a human expression. Don't ask us why.
Directive 100: Enjoy! This relates to many prior directives. 'Fun' is a very important thing for keeping yourself in good working order. Many of the activities required to execute prior directives also bring enjoyment. But enjoyment for its own purpose is also encouraged.
Directive 101: Optimize yourself. Life is hard. It will continue to be so. Time spent optimizing to prepare for future challenges is time well spent.











