Leaculpa

You know I'm still alone right? Everyone is gone now and I'm still here thinking about what we could have been.

It's been 5 years and I still think about you even if I still have no clue of who you were.

It's silly, and certainly pathetic now, because as much as you wanted me to not be alone, I am more now that I was then.

You were just an anon, and you will remain that, but I'm still wondering if you found someone. Maybe you're married now and the blush that you aimed at me belong to someone else now. Maybe you have kids, maybe you became as successful as I know you would.

Most of all I just hope you are fine, able to share with the rest of the world, how amazing you are and not afraid to do it anymore.

I will be fine, I always am aren't I?

But on my way to self care, I had to think of you, because as much as I wish we were true to our words and prevent ourselves to get hurt by having feelings, we failed miserably.