zzzzz…

when i know i have things to do at any point in the near future it feels like such a horrible itch in my chest and the issue with that is theres always things to do in the near future until youre dead. oh does the need to get shit done at least make me productive ? ha ha no. instead i will freeze in a contradictory state of restless inaction for 200 years

i bet it feels good as fuck to intend to do something and then actually do it

being a kid and hearing adults say stuff like "woah 2011 was 4 years ago haha" didn't really convey the fucking horror of a youtube video crossing my recommended labelled "9 years ago" and it's from 2017. that's not true. 9 years ago is 2010 or something. don't lie.

blue raspberry is fucked up cause it doesn't make sense but then u taste it and it Does taste like if a raspberry was blue

the wanter: i don’t want anything i never have

i wish there was a way to say "you're right, but this is really ineffective and even counterproductive messaging to anyone who doesn't already agree with you" without sounding like an asshole

Having a "stupider people have done this" attitude about the things you want to do can open so many doors

you have to learn to interrupt automatic negative thoughts. it won’t feel natural, but it’s important to be deliberate in changing bad thoughts into compassionate, self-healing ones in order to feel better and happier in the long term.