how it could be

If you need something silly, fluffy and light, this is it. And gosh, this is so good.

I drew Neil again cuz I feel the last(+first) drawing I did of him didn’t catch how I imagine him

But at the same time, fanfiction is about all of those holes and jagged edges and wounds left unhealed, about what happens when the war is over and everyone who’s left needs to go back home. It’s about the fact that surviving is usually the hardest part, and we rarely get to choose what’s done to us but we do get to choose how we survive afterwards. It’s about the child soldiers who no longer have a war, and about the trauma of getting past the trauma you’ve survived. It’s about injury and depression and PTSD. It’s about recovery, yes, but also about those things that do not recover, those things that will never recover. It is a reminder that we live in a world where many people don’t get white picket fences and 2.5 kids and a happily ever after, but also a reminder that there is life beyond that, survival, yes, but also life. It is a reminder that characters’ lives don’t end with the last page and nor too do people’s lives end with their trauma, but that after that hurt comes comfort and healing and putting one foot in front of another because the best way to get through hell is to keep going.

i spent the past few days working on something that im excited for you guys to see!! dont know when i will be able to show you guys so heres some andreil doodles :0

Andrew Minyard hours

Mr Minyard, his bed hair, and his disgusting boyfriend 

“Forget the stadium. Forget the Foxes and your useless high school team and your family. See it the only way it really matters, where Exy is the only road to take. What do you see?”

This drives Aaron Minyard up the fucking wall. Andrew is delighted.

pourquoi as-tu choisi les renards?

sometimes he needs to be brought back