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Hola Mario! 

Hey you. This is Michelle. I have a challenge, an entry here per day until I’m out of this horrible stage of my life. I’ve been feeling up and down for over almost 3 years. I don’t want to continue like that. I have a incredible family, I have awesome friends, I met this guy, I studied what I love and I came to live in the city of my teenager’s dreams. I can’t continue on this crazy rollercoaster. 

Some days ago we all heard about Anthony Bourdain’s death, and yes, I thought about that option. However, as I stated before, I’m sorrounded by all this incredible people, and thought sometimes I feel no energy or any kind of motivation to move on and continue, I wouldn’t in any way do something that could harm their souls.

So, here I am, deciding this is day 1. 

So, I’m going to bind myself (if this is something proper to say, hahaha.. I’m so bad at writing in english.. whateva). Everyday I will do something to fight this and to continue my life from the place I leave it.

So, here it is.

An advance on my portfolio as industrial designer, because I do want to work and get involve in awesome projects.

Hello! I am an Industrial Designer aspiring to become a Business Designer with a strong passion for complex projects and simple solutions. Over the last years, I worked on projects across Product Design, Service Design, Strategic Design and User Experience. I gained meaningful experiences in several stages of innovation process, from framing the design challenge in an ambiguous scenario to coming up with a business model and its implementation plan. In doing so, I have learned to create a common ground to work along with people from different disciplines, cultural backgrounds and personalities; to identify the suitable research and design tools for projects in diverse industries and contexts; but most important I have put a toe as service and business designer, a path I'm excited to build.

So far this is it.

Also, later I’m going to Colegio de México, a school mainly focused on social and political science. I do want to start a space in Mexico to design services for public sector.

y cada uno de mis fracasos

voy a enmarcarlos como quien exhibe el título de médico o el oro olímpico

voy a vivir buscando su encuentro cotidiano

los últimos dos años empecé la colección a consciencia, pero fue hasta hoy que caí en cuenta que gran necesidad tengo de enmarcarlos uno por uno, repasando cada una de sus especificaciones.. pero sobretodo que urgencia tengo de ir por otros cuantos

he tenido tanto miedo a enfrentarme a ellos que me he vuelto chiquita e inmóvil

chiquita e inmóvil no me reconozco, y eso.. eso si que me da pánico

lo malo de enmarcar las derrotas y los fracasos es que también se tienen que tocar las heridas que dejaron, pero con suerte esta vez las voy a tocar y las podre limpiar con antiséptico

lo malo de enmarcarlas es que tal vez llenaran la pared de mi cuarto e incluso el pasillo a la sala, y no sé muy bien cómo será cuando las vea de frente

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ojala como lo espero, al enmarcarlas se conviertan en orgullo y en motivación constante para ir por más

al final la vida me promete más paredes y más pasillos y si me lleno de suficientes derrotas y fracasos espero llenarme también de aprendizaje...