The one where sheās sick
Warnings: smut, third person
Conrad hadnāt planned on anything more than taking care of her today. He really hadnāt. Heād spent the last twelve hours making sure she was eating and had water, holding her hair back, rubbing her back while she cried through cramps, and keeping her from stubbornly pushing him away when she wanted to be alone. That was enough for himājust being there.
But now, with her suddenly straddling his lap, warm thighs shifting against his hips, the shirt sheād stolen from him hanging loose over her bare skin, heās not sure whatās happening to his self-control.
āYouāre supposed to be resting,ā he whispers, even as his hands slide up the back of her thighs, fingers tracing little circles there.
āI am,ā she teases, dipping down to kiss him. āResting on you.ā
Itās a lazy, sweet kiss at first, until she shifts her hips just slightly, pressing down against him in a way that makes his whole body stiffen. A ragged breath escapes his throat before he can stop it.
āBabyā¦ā He tries again, eyes squeezing shut when she rocks against him once more, deliberately slow. āYou justāhours ago you were so sick.ā
āAnd now Iām not.ā She presses another kiss to the corner of his mouth, her hands tugging at the hem of his shirt. āTake this off.ā
He canāt help it, he lets her pull it over his head, the fabric hitting the floor in a careless heap. The second itās gone, she leans back to take him in, lips parted, eyes flickering down his chest and stomach like sheās memorizing him all over again.
Conrad feels himself flush under the way she looks at him, but God, it lights something deep in his chest too. He cups her face, forcing her eyes back to his.
āYouāre gonna kill me,ā he murmurs, brushing his thumb along her bottom lip.
But then she kisses him again,hungry this time, her tongue sliding against his, her body pressing harder to his, and all the careful restraint he was clinging to disintegrates.
His hands grip her waist, sliding under the fabric of her shorts, tugging her closer until there isnāt a breath of space left between them. She starts moving with intent now, slow circles of her hips that drag soft, desperate sounds from his throat.
āYou feel so good,ā she whispers against his mouth, breathless, and thatās it. Heās gone.
He lets his head fall back against the pillows, letting her take control, his eyes dark and glassy as he watches her move above him. His hands are everywhereāher waist, her thighs, her back, like he canāt get enough, like heās terrified sheāll vanish if he stops touching her.
āYou donāt know what you do to me,ā he groans, voice breaking as she sinks down harder. āBeen in love with you since we were kids, and nowāfuckālook at you.ā
She smiles through her own shiver, leaning down to kiss him again, slow and deep, while her body moves with steady rhythm. And every time she whispers his name, every time she bites her lip and looks down at him like heās the only boy in the world, he swears he could die right there and be happy.
By the time sheās really riding himāmessy, breathless, absolutely his, Conradās hands are gripping her like a lifeline, his voice cracking on her name, telling her over and over how much he loves her.
And when she finally falls against him, trembling and laughing softly into his neck, he wraps his arms tight around her, still gasping for breath but whispering the same thing heād drunkenly confessed the night before:
āIām gonna marry you. I swear to God, baby, Iām gonna marry you.ā
Iāve missed writing so so much for this man lmfao š send it request!!