a regular decorated emergency

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"who said that" is a powerful spell that casts a defensive bubble around your most vulnerable thoughts

i can't even begin to be articulate about it right now but the way in the last scene tanrak is hiding from barth because he (and by extension the audience) knows he has been found out only for barth to turn around and reveal just how much he's also suffering and scared and struggling with his 'you know everything, don't you? [...] that i'm not god's favourite son.' and the way he sounds like he's almost on the verge of tears when he says that he likes men, and that he likes tanrak, and the way, after he kisses tanrak, he asks 'are you mad at me?' of all things..... like he's just a boy. sent away by his own father because he likes boys. abandoned and lonely and frightened. feeling like he's let down his Father too.... bartholomew you have ruined me so profoundly

The first rule of fandom is have fun. The second rule of fandom is find an enabler and become an enabler. Yes you should write that fic. What if it was even hornier? What if it was angstier? What if you wrote it just for me?

having many trinkets and books is so cool and fun until you realize you have to dust them

and what i really really really love about ticket to heaven is that it’s highlighting both how sweet barth and tanrak are to one another and also how horny they are for one another. because it’s not an and or situation. queer love isn’t just innocent when it’s cute and playful and sweet, it’s innocent even when it’s dirty and sweaty and sexual. they’re not doing anything wrong! they’re just boys with crushes who want to kiss each other and have sex!!! they’re human!!!

playing X&O on someone's leg instead of just ripping a rough page from the middle of your exercise book is another one on the pile of teenage me has done this for non-gay reasons, but I know for certain you two aren't

just finished the new ticket to heaven episode. whatever awards for tv shows exist they should all go to one address