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This is my vent blog, my posts may not make sense often due to severe psychosis, dereality, etc. I am very mentally unwell. Do not follow me if not okay with this blog being mainly vents.

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MTF transgender, chrono 21+ yrs old, she/it, severely delusional, sh’s, ed haver, aroace lesbian, mostly nonverbal, poc, Eng/Ger, polyam, yellow-blue colour blind, married + polyam (pursuing welcome).

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Blog : edblr, shblr, ventblr, landmine, jiraiblr, yanblr, yandere, disability pride, sysblr, etc.

Fandom : pokemon, monster high, MLP, Sanrio, tloz, dnd, dbd, tcc, everafter high, LPS, carebears, rainbow brite, winx, bnha, jjk, kakegurui, tshd, kpop ggs, csm, Harry Potter, dispatch, 2020 era mcyt, apothecary diaries, the glory, W, boys over flowers, my coffee prince, more kdramas and anime, pho/hoo/etc., warrior cats, 5sos, sleep token, bad omens, magic school bus, Wednesday/the Adam’s family, visual novels (horror and nsfw mainly), many more

Misc : learning more abt my disabilities, systemhood/plurality, online history (90-early 2000’s), my cultural history (North American Indian, filo/nihonjin/thai/veit, etc.)

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I am Intellectually disabled and physically disabled. I use mobility aids, aac devices, among other things due to this. I am extremely mentally unstable, and am diagnosed with multiple severe mental health issues not limited to personality disorders, ASD, OCD, PTSD, DID, and more. I will vent about these topics frequently (that’s what the blog is for).

Due to my intellectual disability I am considered irrational, easily irritable, immature, etc. I am working towards understanding social functions/interactions more and more every day but am prone to emotional outbursts. I may be intellectually disabled but I am not a child, do not treat me/my system as children.

I become parasocial and obsess easy. I will post about my parasocial others, both as vents and sometimes rambles. I am not a healthy person, I do not love normally. I am working on it, and have an amazingly beautiful wife irl who is beyond patient with me as we both work at being healthy minded.

I post frequently about issues I’ve had in the past, my trauma, my disabilities, my mental and physical health issues, anything that crosses my mind. I might post really often for a while and go radio silent for weeks, do not worry, I will be fine.

Do not ask me about discourse of any kind, I am incapable of keeping most opinions on my own and am too easy to influence. I may support something, or not support something, and it will immediately change to reflect the people I am around. I am working on this and trying to think independently from others.

I am in specialized therapy for people who have experienced severe and unthinkable abuse such as ramcoa and tbmc. I will not speak specifics of this ever. But know I am getting help and support for the horrors I experienced in my childhood.

My asks and dms are always open. I love making friends, I love anons, I love people. I will often reach out to others too :) I get it.

Things frequently may not be tagged properly or tagged fully. I will often forget if I am spam posting or am deep in an episode (which is frequent).

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