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Ravi: How'd you know his password?
Eddie: I know my own son's birthday, Ravi.
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Eddie: *unlocks Bucks phone*
Ravi: How'd you know his password?
Eddie: I know my own son's birthday, Ravi.

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Buddie 513 meta
As if 512 (among other eps) didnât make the Madney and Buddie parallels obvious enough, then this ep really drove the point home. For example, just like Albert calls Maddie because sheâs Chimâs partner and those two are raising Jee Yun together, so we also get Christopher calling Buck, because thatâs Eddieâs partner and his co-parent in raising Chris. Theyâre a family, your honor! (as demonstrated in this gifset) We discover in this ep that Madney have broken up, mentioning the distance between them for all these months. Except we see in this ep that even when romantically apart, they still hover around each other, and their most significant, intimate moments are shared with one another. Does that remind you of other partners we know?
But thatâs not just a comparison in general terms. The epâs very structure regarding Buddie also reflects that exact narrative progression: throughout most of it, Buck and Eddie are apart, dealing with their own issues. And yet the most important moment they each have during the ep is the one they share at the end of it. In fact for Buddie, itâs the very climax of the ep (as I mentioned in the same gifset), that pivotal moment, the one that holds the greatest emotional importance in the ep, itâs reserved for these two men and their family, their relationship, the trust and closeness that they have developed which allows them to reach a breakthrough at the very end of the ep. ~~~
If that wasnât enough, the ep did provide us with foreshadowing for this. For example, when Maddie shows up and we see her getting updates from Buck, the very first thing she hears from him is that Eddie has quit the 118. After that, she also hears an update on Taylor. Even just having Buck mentioning these two people together would have shown that Eddie is no less emotionally important to him than his actual gf⌠But then Buck actually mentioned Eddie first. Iâm at a loss for words. Another hint is the scene with Frank telling Eddie that he needs to talk to someone who understands his trauma, which then transitions into a scene with Buck. And in case it wasnât evident enough, Frank also mentioned to Eddie âanyone else around youâ and this ep made it very clear that while Eddie referred to the whole team as his chosen family back in 311, the people he actually surrounds himself with in his daily life, the ones so close he might unintentionally drag down with him, are Chris and Buck.
Lastly, we get Eddie listening on the radio to Pauline speaking, and he clearly identifies with her (just think about how she says she feels empty, much like Eddie mentions to Frank in 309 that there are moments which he knows should fill him with joy, but they donât), then who pulls her off the ledge, before sheâll self-destruct completely? Buck does. Just like heâs going to do for Eddie before the end of the ep. ~~~
On the job, Buck and Lucy started off getting in each otherâs way, which although the context is very different, made me think their âchemistryâ is more like Eddie and Hen getting in each otherâs way in 505 than like Buck and Eddie always working seamlessly together, even before they became proper friends. Iâm just saying, this canât hold a candle to our battlefield boyfriends. I canât wait until Buddie are officially back to that! ~~~
With Buck and Taylor, this ep demonstrated, even before bringing the kiss into the mix, that these two donât belong together romantically. Taylor moves in and doesnât communicate with Buck at all about what to bring and what to do when they have potential clashes (like two couches), instead she simply overrides Buck. That is not what a good partnership looks like. Then, it takes Maddie no time to figure out that thereâs something wrong with this moving in together, but Taylor, who actually lives with Buck, canât tell somethingâs up, showing very low levels of communication and familiarity (just think in comparison of how well Buddie know each other, for example Buck realizing within two seconds that Eddie isnât okay during their dinner in 511).
I was proud of Buck for finally being honest (and clearly, he needed one of his loved ones to return to him so heâd have the strength to overcome his abandonment issues to do that). And not just about the kiss, I think it was really important that he didnât stubbornly insist the moving in suggestion was detached from those issues. Taylor was fully within her rights to be upset with him. At the same time, after thinking about it, I have to say she was also a bit unfair to him. Sheâs in the same city she has lived in for years, itâs not like he uprooted her to move in together in a place where she has no one other than him, so it would stand to reason that she has friends she can stay with. She also has enough money to afford a hotel room for a couple of nights if she has no friends, even to buy extra clothes if she doesnât feel like returning to the loft to get some. Itâs not great, but itâs a possibility. So while I think she has every right to be upset, her being unfair still ended up feeling like another time when she was right, but still took things one step too far for me by putting too much blame on Buck, meaning when she told him off after the double date in 408. And then this arc concludes for this ep with the âno more liesâ line, which is TV code reminding us there is still a lie hanging over a couple and that it WILL come out and they WILL break up. I just continue to hope 911 handles it in a way that allows Buck to grow. At least in terms of how he coped with most of the romantic entanglement in this ep, it does feel like his approach was more mature than it might have been in the past. ~~~
(The rest under a cut. Thank you so much for reading! Huge thank you to the incredible @judsonryderâ and @whosoldheroutâ for the gorgeous gifs!)
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you ever think abt how like. dean probably thought all his little crushes on celebrity men and fictional characters were âsafeâ bc they were completely unattainable and then cas comes along and ok this crush feels a little less safe but itâs still ok bc cas is this big scary celestial being so heâs definitely still unattainable so dean feels safe to flirt with him esp since cas doesnât seem to get it so itâs fine but then. then cas starts to fall and he starts becoming more human and suddenly this doesnât feel safe anymore, suddenly deanâs heart beats too fast and his palms are always sweating and now cas is his best friend and cas says ridiculously earnest things to him and looks at him and itâs not safe anymore itâs not safe anymore itâs not safe anymâ

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Buddie 511 meta
I was always sure we were going to see Buck still being a part of the Diaz boysâ life in 5b, but honestly, the whole dinner scene was more fantastic than I could have imagined. Taylor was right there, but the whole time, everything plays out more like Buck is Eddieâs bf than hers. When sheâs not touching her food, Eddie asks her about it and quickly guesses correctly that Buck told her to eat beforehand. It shows how well Eddie knows him. Meanwhile, Buck is completely unconcerned about her not eating, heâs just happily stuffing his face with Eddieâs food (letâs not get into how emotional it makes me that Eddie has been trying to get better at cooking, and of all the ways we find out about it, itâs when he goes all out and cooks for a dinner with Buck). Then we get the mirror image reminder that Buck also knows Eddie really well, correctly guessing that heâs not okay ever since he quit, and then telling him he doesnât need to pretend with Buck.
Eddie shows concern over whether Taylorâs eating not because she matters to him personally, but because sheâs Buckâs gf, while Buck? Heâs showing concern for Eddie. Their care is mutual. Theyâre so married! Itâs honestly unreal. I also had to do a gifset to stress the romantic language Buck and Eddie both use when talking to and about each other in this ep, in this scene (âBuck, you need to move on. I haveâ is the kind of thing we usually see on TV being said to a romantic ex, not to a best friend), as well as during Buck and Henâs talk to Bobby (âI had dinner with Eddie last nightâ when by all means it should have been âTaylor and I had dinner at Eddieâsâ or âWe had dinner with Eddie and ChrisâŚâ). As if that wasnât enough, that convo with Bobby is when we also find out that the reason why Buckâs been okay during the time jump between 5a and 5b is because he has not, in fact, moved on, heâs been under the illusion that Eddie is going to come back to the team any second now. From the way Buck spoke, it could have been that he accepted Eddie leaving until he saw his best friend suffering, but Eddie correctly guessed Buck never moved on. It again demonstrates how well they know each other. ~~~
That montage of Eddie after heâs started his new job at the dispatch center is a clear callback to a similar one back in ep 204 (down to a shirtless shot of him), showing how he gets through the morning getting ready for the day after he just joined the 118. But look at the many contrasts! To start, the one back then showed him being cheerful and smiling a lot whereas the new one lets us know just how tired he is (we even see the change from Eddie waking up and rubbing his face from his sleep to the shots of him rubbing his face while trying to sleep and going crazy âcoz heâs failing at it).
Ep 204 showed him connected to Chris, doing things together, while now heâs shown still doing his best, but being more separate from his son (for example, in the first montage, we had them âtrainingâ together, while in the new one, we see Eddie exercising on the treadmill alone. You can tell how things have shifted even more in the breakfast scenes: back then, they were both sitting at the table eating together, while in the new montage Chris is at the table eating, while Eddie either has to get up while his son is still eating or is already up at the counter, putting things away, implying heâs more rushed than he was as a firefighter in the field, that without having shifts which give him 48 hours off, this is taking a toll on the quality of his time with Chris).
And lastly, the music back in 204 was upbeat, though still having a leisurely tinge to it, while the soundtrack to this new scene is more strung out in comparison, the lyrics even mentioning âdark nights,â plus the song back then was in Spanish, a reference to Eddieâs heritage, telling us that he was in his element! No such indications now. Even the span of the montage shows a marked change: back then, we got slices of many scenes all taking place during one morning, while the new one condenses a lot of different days (and sleepless nights) into one sequence. That in itself gives us a sense of being rushed and weary. The contrast tells us that before, each day was unique, while now, the days and nights all blur into one⌠This is Eddie at his most unhappiest he could possibly be, and more than that, if in 510 he believed he was quitting the 118 for Christopherâs sake, in reality this is hinting that this move has probably been having a detrimental effect on their quality time together⌠Eddie is sacrificing so much, heâs suffering so bad, heâs trying so hard, and heâs still not really achieving the one goal for which he quit. Heâs breaking my heart! ~~~
OMG! OK, Iâve mentioned before the parallels between Eddieâs current arc and Buckâs at the start of s3, but this ep really exceeded my expectations. Both story arcs start with Buck and Eddie quitting the firefighting profession following bad injuries on the job by a firefighters-hating psycho. Then in both cases, the team is still looking in on them (the kitchen talk in 301, Bobby asking May about Eddie in this ep), while we find out theyâre both absolutely miserable without that job and their teams (Buck even freaking explicitly makes this reference himself). In both story arcs, their misery is also shown as being expressed in their disturbed sleep patterns. Eddie is not sleeping at night in 511, while in 301, we saw Buck sleeping late (possibly a hint that he needed to because he wasnât getting his rest at night).
Despite this, they are still personally connected even after their professional paths have split up (Eddie coming in to check on Buck and drop Chris over in s3, in 5b we learn Buck is still coming over for dinners at the Diaz home). They also each end up being there for the other man in a crisis. Buck was there to save Chris in the tsunami eps, while Eddie steps in to help with the emergency Buckâs on now. But oh, it doesnât end with this! Just like Buck was there in 304 to see his team seemingly moving on without him with a new female firefighter taking his place as Eddieâs field partner, making Buck feel left behind, now Eddie is there at the pub to see his team seemingly moving on without him with a new female firefighter that takes his place at Buckâs side, making him feel like an outsider looking in, I am just watching these parallels and theyâre even more on the nose than I thought they would be? INSANITY.
And like thatâs not enough, when theyâre both ready to fight to get their jobs back, itâs Bobby who stops it from happening, insisting that they first have to fully heal before they can come back to the field, causing both men to lash out in response. In both arcs, Bobbyâs past is also mentioned (think of 305) as a way of pointing out that they felt betrayed by him, like they were supportive during his time of need, believing he isnât doing that in return. And then both men spiral when they feel truly without their partner (Eddie when he canât talk to Buck in 305, while Buck in this ep realizes Eddie is really not coming back⌠and just remember, Buckâs the guy who we repeatedly saw is terrified of being abandoned, of people leaving and never returning to him. The fact that he held on to this belief that Eddie IS coming back for as long as he did is remarkable and speaks volumes of how much trust Buddie have managed to develop, and in a sense heâs not wrong 'coz we know that if Eddie could, he would have returned to his partner in this very ep, but Buckâs belief in Eddie coming back for so long only makes his eventual spiraling worse). Thatâs when they do some stupid, self-destructive and uncharacteristic things, that happen in connection with the new female firefighter who has joined the team. Lena introduces Eddie to street fighting while Lucy stirs Buck down the path of cheating and lying to his gf (âŚI might make a separate post later about Buck and his consent). Beyond the fact that the arcs so perfectly align, they also show just how much Buck and Eddie have in common. Itâs one of the reasons why they know and get each other so well, why they fit so perfectly. ~~~
During Lucyâs introduction, Buck compliments her, while she only rates his work during that emergency call as a 7. It made me think about how almost every long term partner Buck has had in the past has belittled, dismissed or not been there for him in some way. Abby called him âboy toyâ and seemed to look down on some of his beliefs, Ali wasnât there for most of their r/s, Taylor told him off far too harshly IMO when he didnât wanna be on his own at a dinner where his ex date was hooking up with his roomie/brother-in-law, and now Lucy condescended him. The only one who didnât do that, the only one who lifted Buck up right away, who complimented him and valued being partnered with him from the very get go was Eddie. Even when they had a fight and Eddie said some harsh words in 305, they were literally his way of saying how much he needs Buck and canât handle not having him around. Iâve been saying this since my meta about s2, but the show keeps highlighting that they are the perfect match for each other.
(to save peopleâs dash, the rest goes under a cut. HUGE thank you to @judsonryder and @whosoldherout who are legends for stepping up and helping with the gifs!) ~~~
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Gwaine trying to flirt with Merlin and with Gwen only to realize both of them are in love with the prince
Why do you think people ship merthur? What is it about them that makes them so ⨠(I'm asking this as a merthur shipper myself just because I'm interested in your opinion coz I love your merthur posts)
first off anon, thank you!!! that means a lot:D secondly, i think you should 200% check out this post (if u hvent seen it already) because it sums up everything i could ever hope to say better than i could ever hope to say it, lol. (ALSO THANK YOU @bellamyblakru FOR FINDING IT FOR ME!!!)
as for my opinion from my own brain (yikes) ive been think abt this question for the WHOLE DAY and still hve no idea how to answer it.
honestly? i think itâs the potential of their story, more than anything. i donât know how to explain this very well, but ill try.
you have these two boys who grew up lonely, and then found a home within each other. these two people that, at first, wanted nothing to do with the other, and then got to know each other and decided that actually. i misjudged him. i do like him. i do want him as my friend. and just the fact that they became so important to each other so quickly, too. they compliment and contrast each other well - one is the best swordsman, while the other is the most powerful sorcerer ever. theyâre both, fundamentally, good people. they could rule the kingdom together or they could run away and say screw it all, and either story would be fascinating. either story could be possible. they have that forbidden love possibility. they have the soulmate trope. they have the screw destiny, i would still choose you trope. they have the yearning and antagonistic-but-interested strangers to (potential?) lovers trope. they have they id do anything for you trope. they love each other in that very overwhelming and heart wrenching sort of way thats always been romanticized. across hundreds of lifetimes. like theyre made from the same star. so different but not really all that much. they have an equal chance for one of the happiest endings or one of the saddest ones.
its also just. its also interesting, you know? like all that potential for their story aside, theyâre funny together. they have good chemistry. thereâs something about bantering couples that makes people just like them, and merthur fits into it. they have sweet moments but theyâre also lightly teasing each other bc thats just. idk. them. they are comfortable around each other to be playful and tease. they both enjoy it. theyre compatible and a good match for each other so it doesnât get boring. merlin usually has the last laugh and arthurs either trying to hide a smirk or endures it with an eye roll bc they just!!! understand each other!!! idk!!!
i also think theres a lot to be said about how so many song lyrics or poems or excerpts flawlessly fit them (and how they parallel canon couples). all these things about romantic love, so separate from each other, not written about merthur at all, all about the same thing, being so applicable to merthur, anyway. you know, everyone has their own experiences w romance and all but there are just some fundamental similarities and!! they apply to merthur a lot of the time!! ive made like 3 web weaves about this. ive seen a lot more web weaves about this. all different and still just showcasing that, you know. all these lines written about romance and tragedy and undying love from however long ago (maybe not that long ago at all)⌠they apply to them, too.
He is angered to discover that his knights let him win to avoid hurting him.I completly agree with that. I think that the they fit so well because Arthur is accustumed that everybody treat him with respect and do all he want because he is the prince. And them one day appers a boy that doesnât seems strong at all and said to him what he have to do. Say to him that he have to stop bulling his servant. And a few minutes later he undestand that this is because that boy doenât know he is a prince. But after in that day he find the boy again and he treat him like he was a normal person and he challenges him knowing that he doenât have any posibility to win. And Arthur at this moment doesnt undestand Merlin because is the first time that someone treat him like that.
And Merlin knows Arthur and he thinks is only and arrogant prince. But when he became his servant he start to realize that is not like he thinks it is. He cares about the people of camelot so much more than his father. He hates the magic but help a little boy to scape because he doenât think that this boy deserves to be kill only for his magic. Merline realize that Arthur is a better lider than Uther and someday he can became a great king and start to admire him. Start to belive in his destiny. But he didnâr change and continue saying to Arthur what he thinks and when he thinks Arthur is wrong without caring if he is just a servant and Arthur is the king.
And they start to have this special frendship that slowly is becoming something more.
I think for Arthur to love someone this person needs to treat him like he was only a normal person. He needs to say always what he thinks to him and when he thinks he is wrong. That is very important to him and that is shown in the episode the once and the future queen when he is angered to discover that his knights let him win to avoid hurting him. And in this episode Gwen treat him like a prince but at one moment he was sincere and say what really think abourt him being selfish and it was and this moment that Arthur start to fall in love with Gwen. But after that Gwen realize that she can stay with Arthur because she is only a servant and start to treat him only like a prince even if they are alone. Although he knows that Arthur hates him and asks him not to. But Merlin never do that. And that was the motive that I ship more Methur than Arwen.
And there are this moments when Merlin say to Arthur what he thinks about him. That he thinks he will become a great king and say all the faith he have to him. Because Arthur knows that Merlin always say the truth to him and he thinks this of him. And he was so surprised of that.
And Merlin always knows when Arthur needs him. Moments like when Uther dies. Merlin hate Uther because a lot of reasons. And doenât really matter about his dead. But he knows that Uther is important to Arthur and when Arthur he is watching over his dead father Merlin wait for him all the night because he knows that Arthur needs him.
And Arthur always knows when Merlin is not ok. And cares about him.
I think that Arthur really doesnât understand his own feelings. He doesnât understand that he can feel this type of things for a man. But Merlin know he love Arthur. But he knows he never be together so he makes sure that Arthur fall in love with Gwen and stay with she because he wants that at least, Arthur be happy. He settle for their happiness. And maybe Arthur realize about his feelings when Merlin at the end tells the truth and he understand all the things Merlin has do for him adn for Camelot. And he realize that, although he hates magic is incapable to hate Merlin. And at the end he wants to say I love you to Merlin but he thinks that if he does, Merlin will not be able to move on and does not tell him.
But still Merlin never move on and he waits for him all the time. And at the ned, when Arthur rise again they can be happy together at last.
Pls fix this. I'm begging you

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I did this fanfic for the day one stadment and I forgot to publish it. Iâm late but here it is. I want to write a fanfic of Deanâs first male crush. Enjoy it.
My perdition
The first time Dean saw Castiel crossing the barn with all this sparks around it an old memory come to his mind. Something he hasn't thought about in a long time and definitely not the best time to think. But he just remembered.
The memory was when he was 16 years old and Sam was 12. This year his father went on a longer hunt than usual and for the first time they had stayed in the school to go to the end of year dance. Normally the school has this dance for the people of 6 grade but in that school they prepared dances from the age of 12 in a very big party for all the students. Sam had gotten a partner for the dance and he was excited about the idea. As for Dean, he had several requests from girls but did not accept any. He did not want to be accompanied to the dance. Just being there to make sure everything was going well with Sam and it was a perfect night for him. It had been too long since they had done something normal outside of hunting and he knew how important it was to his brother. The night before, he had gone to an arcade and bet money with elders. He had gotten enough to rent a nice suit for his brother. And the two of them headed to the dance. Dean hadn't bothered to dress differently. He was wearing his usual jeans and a simple shirt. He left Sam with his date and went to lie down next to the punch, watching from afar. And then he saw it. Mark. He was a boy who went to his class. And Dean was never going to admit it out loud but he had been attracted to him from the first moment. Or maybe more specifically since that day when he saw him shirtless and he could see that tattoo on his back that got lost under his pants and that Dean had wondered how far it went. The following days he had found himself looking at him more than he should. Or thinking about him. It's not that he won't expect him to show up at that dance. But he definitely didn't expect him to be as lonely as he was and not come dressed in one of those ridiculous outfits. Instead he was wearing tight pants that looked great on him and a T-shirt with a leather jacket over it. Dean quickly looked away to focus on Sam again. He was dancing and seemed to have a great time. He had some punch but as he tasted it he wrinkled his nose. No alcohol. Just a boring fruit punch that didn't taste good at all. He looked back at where Mark had been only to find that they were no longer there. Better. He didn't feel like having unwanted temptations tonight.
Are you looking for someone?
Dean turned startled when he heard a voice behind him. Turning around he found Mark looking at him with amusement.
I'm not looking for anyone.
Well, I do. Someone to accompany me.
Sure there are miles of people who are interested in doing it. I am busy watching over my brother.
Dean was shaking his head towards Sam and Mark looked at him.
He seems to be having a good time alone. I don't think he need his older brother. Plus, I have something better than that disgusting punch.
He pushed his leather jacket off a bit and Dean could see that he was hiding a couple of beers. He smiled.
I think you have convinced me. Where are we going?
Outside.
Dean looked at Sam one last time and seeing that he didn't need him he followed Mark. The air hit him as soon as they stepped outside and he was glad to get away from everyone. Although the music was still being heard there. He took the beer that Mark offered him and began to drink with it. He leaned against the railing and leaned back looking up at the sky.
I was surprised that the great Dean Winchester was not accompanied to the dance.
Dean looked at Mark as he took a long drink of his beer.
The great Dean Winchester?
I heard several girls talking about who was going to be the first to try to ask you to the dance.
Wow. My reputation precedes me. I wanted tonight to be special for my brother. Make sure everything was perfect. I donât like the dancers too much. What is your excuse for not having invited a woman to the dance?
I donât like women.
Any? There are many to choose from.
Any. - He said, staring at Dean. -I prefer men.
Oh.
Dean stared into her eyes longer than he should. It took him a while to react and walk away.
I better get back to the dance.
I have seen you.
He stopped where he was without taking another step or daring to turn.
I've seen how you looked at me more than once.
That is not true. -he said, turning to face him.
Yes. It is. Do you want to know why I know? Because I was looking at you too.
Look, I don't know what you think you saw or not but it's not what you think it is. I like women.
And men.
What? No.
Grant me a dance and I'll prove it to you.
At that moment and as if he had been waiting for it, the music became a slow piece.
I'm going back inside.
Are you afraid?
I'm not afraid.
Prove it to me.
Mark reached out his hand to Dean and he looked at it like it was on fire. Then he looked at him and saw that funny smile and that challenging look on his face and he couldn't resist to hold his hand just to show him that he wasn't afraid at all. Mark attracted him by sticking their bodies together, and while Dean didn't like to admit it, it wasn't an unpleasant sensation. He let himself be guided by him without taking his eyes off him. And it was then that he realized that he was slowly approaching. He was not an idiot. He knew what he was going to do. He had time to pull away. He had time to avoid it. And he found himself standing still and waiting. Wishing to taste those lips. Mark kissed differently from the girls he had kissed. It was an intense kiss. Passionate. Dominant. And Dean loved it. It wasn't until he broke contact that he realized what he was doing and pulled away.
Quiet. It's okay. -Mark said and smiled at him.
And Dean would have stayed there if he hadn't started to hear all the commotion. He turned away from Mark to go see what was happening only to find Sam's partner making fun of him for believing she wanted to be his partner. She telling him that it had been a gamble but that he didn't want to continue the deception. Dean immediately approached his brother helping him and taking him away from the dance. He regretted leaving him alone. Just before leaving he could once again see Mark looking at him. They never spoke of that dance again and Dean never saw Mark again. The next morning John was there and they left town. After that Dean began to realize that Mark might be right. That maybe he liked men too. But that didn't matter. Being with someone of the same sex involved too many difficulties that he could not allow himself. He must be with his brother. What happened that night at the dance proved it. So he was not with any man again after that night. There was only one more thing he remembered about Mark. His eyes. Incredible blue eyes that looked at him with too much intensity.
When he came back to reality he realized that that was what the memory had evoked because that creature, whatever it was, had eyes of the same color. After enduring all his and Bobby's shots and knocking him unconscious, he went to Dean although he did not seem to have any hostile intent.
Who are you?
I am the one who gripped you tight and raised you from perdition.
Dean stabbed him with the demon slayer knife and this being took it from him nonchalantly as he stared at him. And seeing his eyes Dean knew that he had not raised him from perdition because his perdition could be him. Now in actuality he realized that he hadn't been wrong at all.
John / Kevin / Charlie / Cas / Mary
Look, Iâm not saying that every single one of these wasnât heartbreaking, but one of them is definitely not like the others
He is completly devastated with Cas. The difference is very noticeable. No one can deny it. And remember that a few episodes later he's about to give up and let Billie finish killing him because, in Billie's words, he doesn't want to live anymore. Is the only moment in the show he is so devastated. And his hapiness in Tombstone.Â
I want to write a little drabble for Dean/Cas first meet aniversary.
Dean was not ok. Not since that day. The day Cas ended up in the empty. He try it. He try every thing to save him. He search for everywhere the way of rescue him or the way to go with him into the empty. But there aren't any way. He try to move on too. Because he knows that Cas would have wanted it. He continue hunting with Sam. But he miss him to much. But when he wake up this day he fell more much worse than other days. At the begining he didn't know why. But when he saw the calendar he knows. It was his secons anniversary as he liked to call it. The anniversary of the day he reborn. The anniversary of the day he met Cas. He picked up the jacket with the handprint still on it and hugged it. And them he made a silece pray that he knows any person listen.
"I try it Cas. I try to rescue you from perdition. I try all the things I can do. But nothing works. I can't do it. I miss you. I need you. I... I love you"
He hide his head in his arms and it was at this moment that he hear it. He hear the sound of a wings. Everybody think that the sond of all the angel's wings are equal. But Dean knows that this isn't true. He always recognice the sound of Cas's wings. Cas hug him from behind. And Dean didn't say nothing. He thinks that he fall sleep and he was dreaming. He crossed his hands with Cas'.
"After all the thinks I said, I think is better if I stay far from you. I think you can get over it and move on. You were managing to do it. But today I saw the chaquet and I listen your pray. And I know that I was wrong."
Dean raised his face and see Cas. It isn't a dream.
"Cas?"
"I'm here Dean. You don't have to save me from perdition. You do it a long time ago."
Dean turned around hugging him.
"Don't do this again, Cas. Never."
"Say my feelings to you?"
"Disappear. Leave and not return. I need you. I always need you."
"I will never leave again."
And Dean know that this is the truth and his family is complete now. Especially the last thursdays of the month. The best day. Went Jack return with his family for one day. Now is all perfect.

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like this post to give cas a hug. reblog this post to give cas a little kiss on the forehead.
Not really a theory or question but I thought it was cute how in 14x15 when Sam and Cas come back from that weird town, Dean is like so you got a cardigan and got a girl and Sam turns around and is like :) thanks to Cas. Itâs cute to imagine Cas telling Dean these lil things in a phone call and Dean being like âYou serious? He wore a cardigan?â And Cas âYes, Dean, a cardiganâ. Itâs cute to me that even though thatâs not something particularly important to the story it shows that Dean and Cas do have conversations that arenât based on life/death/apocalypse, if that makes sense. Anyways, thank you for all your posts theyâre the only things keeping me sane ily <3
BRING ME MORE THINGS LIKE THIS.
I LOVE IT. WE ALL DESERVE A LITTLE TREAT TODAY.
Sam is pissed, because now heâs always the last to find out about the important stuff. And not so important, too, heâs just the last one to find out about anything these days.
He never catches them talking on the phone, even though he knows they do, but once in a while thereâs that quiet buzz in Deanâs pocket, that makes him all jumpy and exited, and Sam just knows who the message is from.
He asks once, out of courtesy, and Dean waves him off and mutters that itâs Cas, like texting with the angle of the lord is no biggie. He totally ignores the second question, too, never reveals the subject of their conversation. Sam never asks again.
The neutral âCastielâ at some point gets replaced by shorter but also cozier âCasâ.
One day the screen of Deanâs phone lights up with another notification and thereâs a photo of Cas that Sam has never seen before, with a ridiculous white cowboy hat on, a little sheepish smile and a cute blush painting his cheeks. Sam wonders once again, but never asks.
When Sam calls to tell Cas about their recent case, the angel cuts him off and goes straigh to the point. He rarely needs to hear the whole story anymore, no matter how long heâs been gone, heâs always all caught up.
Sam wonders how the hell Dean manages to drop him a message when they literally just a minute ago were running for their life, or elbow deep in some creaturesâ blood, or mid conversation with each other, but then, after another close call in the vamp nest, he sees it.
Dean, silent for a brief moment, with eyes shut and lips moving in a silent prayer. And the penny drops.
Since he knows what to be looking for, he starts noticing it more often. Everything even in the slightest interesting or exiting is instantly passed on to the angel. The secret channel is mostly used for the good news or the funny stuff, as if Dean couldnât wait another hour to share his ridiculous stories with Cas.
One day, when itâs the other way around, Dean gone and Cas staying back at the bunker, Sam almost brings himself to ask about this little thing they have going on. He clears his throat, looking for the best words to start with.
But then the angel smiles, at the first sight as with no apparent reason, and looks up at him.
âDean got the pie,â Cas says, still smiling fondly, and grabs his phone to type a reply. âShould I tell him to get anything for you from the store?â
âNo, thatâs fine.â Sam breaks into a smile. âI have everything I need.â
And the best part is, he knows these two do too.