KUGY KALUZA

Everyone talks about depression but they never talks about what happen next. Self-depreciating jokes always float on the internet, and it becomes part of your identity, the depressed bitch. Until one day, you realized youre not depressed anymore. Havent been depressed in such a long time, even your therapist told you so. Yes, life is still shitty and you can get sad sometimes yet you know youre not depressed. But they never tell you, that it will take awhile for you to fully accept that youre no longer depressed, that those memes you used to relate to will not be relatable anymore and you gotta let go the depression culture™️. Yes, life is still shitty and you can get sad sometimes but i hope one day you recover from your depression so my words could finally make sense to you. Keep on fighting.

months, it has been months and you still occupy my mind. You might never realised how much someone can like you, or you might grasp the idea already. Pretty sure im not the first person to fell head over heel for you.

All is forgiven for we have been happy, Au Revoir.

lost my phone.

Now i completely understand what you mean when you said we’re just too fucked up for each other. Maybe i misunderstood, but at least i /believe/ that this is the explanation ive been looking for weeks. Even when i still dont get your exact reason. You and i shall focus to work on ourselves first, for a better version of ourselves. We were happy, or at least i hope we were, but we also were toxic for each other. We were in our comfort zone, yet we forgot to face the actual problem. Au revoir!

You were the memories I knew I was going to miss as I was living them. The conversations I’d have to get used to not having so often when that day came. There was a time where we’d pick up right where we left off. Now, these days I struggle to even say hello or know how to. I want to ask how you’re doing. But I don’t want to know the truth. Because what if you say you’re better off without me.