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References to contemporary films & actors in
THE PACIFIC (2010)
HISTORICAL CONTEXT/SOURCES â
For Whom the Bell Tolls is a 1943 American war film starring Gary Cooper and Ingrid Bergman. Based on the 1940 novel of the same name by Ernest Hemingway, the film is about an American International Brigades volunteer who is fighting in the Spanish Civil War against the fascists (Wikipedia).
Virginia Grey was an American actress who appeared in over 100 films and several radio and television shows from the 1930s to the early 1980s (Wikipedia). Grey was one of the celebrities who joined John Basilone on his war bond tour in 1943 (Wikipedia). She is portrayed by Anna Torv in The Pacific.
Betty Hutton was an American stage, film, and television actress, comedian, dancer, and singer. She was one of Paramount Pictures' most valuable stars, appearing primarily in musicals. She was noted for her energetic performance style (Wikipedia). In late 1944 and early 1945, Hutton toured with the United Service Organization to the Western Pacific, visiting Guam, Saipan, Tinian, the Marshall Islands, the Gilbert Islands, and Iwo Jima. She said of the tour, "Nothing else, no other feeling in the world, could possibly compare with how I felt inside bringing joy to those young men. Everyone would gather close as we exchanged hugs and kisses. Most often, I would sing a few bars from one of my songs, or one they might request. It was difficult for those boys to believe a popular movie entertainer would crawl down into a hole to perform just for them. It wasn't crazy to me at all. I wouldn't have exchanged the precious minutes I had with those guys for anything. I did it as much for me as I did for them, but who actually received the most from the exchange is anyone's guess" (Betty Hutton Estate).
The Andrews Sisters were an American singing group of the swing and boogie-woogie eras. The group consisted of three sisters: LaVerne, Maxene, and Patricia (Patty). The sisters appeared in 17 Hollywood films (Wikipedia, The Great American Songbook). In the years just before and during World War II, the Andrews Sisters were at the height of their popularity, and the group still tends to be associated in the public's mind with the war years. They had numerous hit records during these years, some of which had service or military-related themes, including "Boogie Woogie Bugle Boy", "Three Little Sisters", and "Don't Sit Under the Apple Tree (with Anyone Else but Me)" (Wikipedia). The song Chuckler is singing in the brig, "Don't Sit Under the Apple Tree", is about two young lovers who pledge their fidelity while one of them is away serving in the war.
The Hollywood Canteen operated at 1451 North Cahuenga Boulevard in the Los Angeles, California, neighborhood of Hollywood between October 3, 1942, and November 22, 1945, as a club offering food, dancing, and entertainment for enlisted men and women, who were usually on their way overseas during World War II. Even though the majority of visitors were US servicemen, the canteen was open to allied countries as well as women in all branches of service. Their tickets for admission were just their uniforms, and everything at the canteen was free of charge. The canteen was co-founded by actors Bette Davis and John Garfield (Wikipedia). Side note: John Garfield was also one of the celebrities who joined John Basilone on his war bond tour (Wikipedia, Raritan Online).
(You can view some photographs taken during the club's operation here [via Historic Hollywood Photographs])
Rita Hayworth was an American actress and dancer. She is one of the most renowned actresses of the Golden Age of Hollywood, and was the second top pin-up girl for GIs during World War II, after Betty Grable (Wikipedia).
Side note: While her most famous film, Gilda (1946), was in release, it was widely reported that an atomic bomb that was scheduled to be tested at Bikini Atoll in the Pacific Ocean's Marshall Islands would bear an image of Hayworth, a reference to her "bombshell" status (Wikimedia Commons). Although the gesture was intended as a compliment, Hayworth was reportedly deeply offended at the sentiment.
Betty Grable was an American actress, dancer, model, and singer. Throughout her career, Grable was a celebrated sex symbol. Her bathing-suit poster made her the top pin-up girl of World War II. The photo was later included in Life magazine's project "100 Photographs That Changed the World" (Wikipedia).
Below are Rita Hayworth's most famous pin-up and Betty Grable's famous pin-up:
The photo of Betty Grable in H Company's tent appeared in the August 1942 issue of Esquire magazine:
(You can take a look at the magazine here [via the Internet Archive])
Jim Blakely, the son of Everett Blakely, wrote an article for the March 2023 edition of the 8th AF Newsletter titled âThirteen Empty Bunks.â Attached with the article are several pictures, but one in particular stands outâa diagram of a Nissen hut with harrowing annotations.
âThose small huts could get crowded; yet by mid-October 1943, there was plenty of room in one. Thirteen of the sixteen cots were empty. Three of four B-17s had been lost in a short span of time. The other plane was damaged beyond repair. Each bed had a tale to tell. And the tale told by the empty beds was especially nerve-wracking.â
And though there were many huts at Thorpe Abbotts like it, with empty beds aplenty and similar stories to tell, this one was just a little bit more special because Blakely, Crosby, and Douglass were the last three members of the âOriginalâ 100th flight officers left on base.
The article goes on to share the stories of the men who once slept in the empty bunks of his fatherâs Nissen hut, and I highly recommend reading it for the amazing insight into the lives of these men.
Summary: Marie is at her breaking point, and she can't stand the thought of losing someone else.
A/N: Just a little something... is the muse back? Maybe! I've been rewatching BoB and MoTA and I find myself more taken with these characters than ever.
âFernandez.â Colonel Hardingâs voice cuts through the fog in Marieâs mind as she sits at her desk. She startles, looking up to find sheâs alone, her desk lamp one of the only lights left on in the room.
âYes, sir?âÂ
He frowns at her appearance - sheâs sure her hair is mussed, and the dark circles under her eyes have only gotten worse over the last few weeks.Â
âWhy havenât you gone to bed yet?â
She squirms under his stern gaze. âJust finishing up a few reports, sir.â
âThat can wait until the morning. We have a big mission tomorrow. Get to bed.â His voice is a little bit more gentle now, but she still feels the sting of his rebuke, even though she knows this is his way of looking out for her, the way he does for all the girls under his employ.
She rubs her hands over her eyes once heâs out of sight, and does a quick tidy of her desk before switching off the light. Grabbing her jacket from the back of her chair, she tugs it on and prepares to head out into the cool night.Â
Itâs raining again. Part of her hopes the weather will be too bad for them to fly tomorrow morning. She knows she should be hoping for all missions to go off as planned, but sheâs so tired. Sheâs tired of the planes coming back all beat to hell and sheâs tired of the realization that some havenât come back at all.Â
If they donât fly, theyâll all be in one piece for another day.
âMarie?â A quiet voice interrupts her musings.Â
âRosie?â She asks, squinting into the darkness.Â
âWhat are you doing out here?â
âUnder orders to go to bed.â She says wryly. âYou?âÂ
âCanât sleep.â He mutters. He smiles softly at her. âWant some company to get back?âÂ
âSure.â She says, returning his smile as he offers her his arm. Rosie is one of a kind. Sheâs never met someone who is so genial he makes friends wherever he goes, including enemy territory.Â
âYouâve been at the tower all this time?â He asks. âYou missed dinner.â
She shrugs. âOne of the girls grabbed me something. Iâm alright.â
âAs long as you donât pull a Harry Crosby on us, Marie.â
Mortifyingly, she feels close to tears. Sheâs never had people care for her in this way, not people outside of her family. She has friends, close friends even, but it doesnât compare to this. The way they so deeply care for each other is simply based on the fact that theyâre all in this together. It didnât require years of friendship, and it isnât transactional. It just is.Â
âYouâre one of the good ones, Rosie.â She says, voice thick, and his arm tightens around hers in return.Â
âYou are too, Marie.â He says as they slow to a stop outside of her hut. âTake care of yourself a little better, will you?â
âIâm just nervous for tomorrow.â She admits.Â
He nods, lips turned down. âI get it. But listenâ you canât put it all on your shoulders. Everyone will do their jobs, and do the best they can. Thatâs all you can hope for.âÂ
She looks off in the distance. Somewhere out there, are the men who didnât make it back. The ones dead and alive. She still has to hope that this war will end soon. She has to keep hoping. Thatâs all she can do.
âThanks, Major.âÂ
âGo get some sleep. Weâll see you in the morning.â He says, leaving her with that earnest smile as she heads inside.
For once, she sleeps soundly.
.
In the morning, the airfield is a hive of activity. Itâs a massive mission today, with nearly every crew flying.Â
Her chest is still tight, but her mind is blessedly clear. Sheâs kept busy in the morning, taking notes during the flight briefing and confirming weather reports. In the corridor, sheâs so busy shuffling paperwork in her hands that she collides right into someone. Her folders go flying, and the wind gets knocked out of her.
âFernandezââ
Itâs Blakely, because of course it is.Â
âYou all right?â He asks, steadying her with a tight grip on her upper arm.Â
âJesus,â she exhales. âYes, Iâm fine. Sorryâ youââÂ
âHere,â he interrupts whatever she was going to say, leaning down to gather the loose sheets of paper that have scattered across the glossy floor.Â
Itâs only as he shifts that she realizes heâs wearing his flight suit, leather jacket thrown on haphazardly like he did it in a hurry.
âWhat are you doing?â She asks.Â
âTrying to help you,â he replies. âHere.â
âNo,â she says, grabbing the paperwork without thinking, hands moving on autopilot. âWhy do you look like youâre about to get in the cockpit?âÂ
He frowns. âIâm a pilot, Marie.âÂ
âYouâre not on the list.â
âEleventh hour substitution. Millington is too sick to fly.âÂ
Itâs like something inside of her begins to unravel. Or, really, itâs been unraveling for weeks, and now it snaps, it breaks, and she feels like she might be sick.Â
âWoah, hang on,â Blakely says as he maneuvers her to one side, away from prying eyes and curious onlookers. âFernandez.â
She doesnât respond. What can she say? You canât go. You canât fly. You might not come back.Â
âLieutenant Fernandez.â His voice is a little harder now, the way it sounds when he talks to his crew or the many people who are now under his command. But underneath that, thereâs a tremble, an emotion she canât exactly identify but she thinks is fear. âTalk to me, Marie.â
She tries to steady herself, tries to take a huge, deep gulp of air. She canât get enough, she feels like sheâll never breathe normally again. Her ribcage canât expand, it canât take this, this never ending stress and panic and worry.Â
âYou have to come back.â She says, her voice barely a whisper.Â
He looksâ stunned. Like sheâs slapped him, really. It almost makes her laugh. She has said far worse things to him in a much worse tone than this.Â
For Blakely, itâs the plaintive way sheâs looking at him. The pleading look in her eyes. Thatâs not the Marie Fernandez he knows.Â
ââCourse I will,â he says quickly, anything to get that look off her face. Heâs still got his hands on her shoulders, he realizes, and he drops them to give her some space.Â
âYou say it like youâre so certain.â She says, her voice bitter.Â
âWhere would I go, huh?â He leans in, ducking so he can meet her eyes. âExcept right back here.âÂ
âIâm serious!â She says, some of that fire returning to her eyes. âIâm so tired ofââ she gestures helplessly, âIâm so tired of this. This damned war. Of losing everyone Iââ
âEveryone you care about.â He finishes softly. âI know.â He shifts his weight. âRosie says youâre not eating. Barely sleeping.âÂ
Her eyes flick up to his. He can see it, now that he knows what to look for. The dark circles under her eyes, the way the light has gone out of them. This isnât the same woman who was threatening his life a few weeks ago and practically vibrating with anger as she sparred with him.Â
Marie is doing her best to fight off the tears that so desperately want to come. She wonât do it, not now and certainly not in front of him.Â
She can barely believe sheâs even talking to him like this. This is Ev Blakely. She doesnât understand why sheâs having such a visceral reaction to seeing him in his flight gear.Â
Because heâs supposed to be safe. Heâs supposed to be exempt from being in danger all the damn time.Â
âMarie?âÂ
She glances up, wonders how long sheâs been staring at him. âIâm just tired.â She whispers again, like autopilot.Â
âHowâs this,â he says. âIâm going to go fly this plane, and Iâll be back in, say,â he checks his watch. As if heâs running an errand. âFour hours, give or take. That work for you?â
She gapes. âFor what?â
âDinner. My treat. When I come back.â He shuffles his feet, suddenly uncomfortable. âGotta get your energy back up, because who else am I supposed to fight with?â
Her jaw drops open. âSorry?â
âWell I canât yell at Croz. He gets that kicked puppy look too easily. And Rosieâ you see him. Heâs impossible to fight with. Too much of a good guy.â
She crosses her arms over her chest. âAnd Iâm so awful, thatâs it? Thatâs why you donât mind fighting with me?â
His expression softens and he looks at his boots like he canât quite meet her eyes. âYouâre a real firecracker, Fernandez. Donât let this thing take that from you.â
Sheâs speechless.Â
âI gotta go.â He says, checking his watch again. âYou make sure to meet me on that tarmac later, alright? Donât make me come looking for you. Youâre going to eat a full meal if I have to carry you to the mess myself.â
âThe mess?â She sputters, "You said dinner was on you!â
Heâs starting to walk backwards, away from her and her narrow eyed gaze. âIâm not made of money, Fernandez.â
âYouâre a cheap date, Blakely.â
He stops short, almost trips over his feet. âA date?â His eyes brighten.Â
âFuck off, Ev!â She says, trying and failing not to laugh.Â
Something inside him settles hard at the sound of his name coming out of her mouth like that. Itâs something about the smile on her face, the nickname that rolls off her tongue so easily, andâ he hates to admit itâ sheâs never been lovelier than when sheâs cursing like a sailor.
âLater.â He says, pointing at her.Â
âYeah. Whatever.â
He gives her one last wink before he turns away, and then he hears her, so quiet he thinks maybe heâs not supposed to hear her at all.Â
âBe safe.â
Itâs all he can do not to turn around and look at her one more time. He knows if he does, heâll never get in the seat.Â
Heâs coming back, and heâs going to make damn sure whatever is broken inside of her gets mended back together.Â
Finally finished my Blakely fic, and here it is! Hope you like it -- let me know (only a hint at begging)!
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Summary: Grace Linden could never be sure when she realized she couldn't stop looking at Everett Blakely. The truth was, though, once she noticed himâŚshe couldnât stop. Meanwhile, someone else is noticing her.
Words: 10,748
Rating: Mature
Tags: Everett Blakely/Original Female Character, James Douglass/Original Female Character, Everett Blakely, James Douglass, pining, caught in the act, accidental voyeurism, masturbation
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Several yards away, Captain Haldane and 1st Lieutenant Edward "Hillbilly" Jones are sitting around a campfire. Hillbilly is playing guitar and they're finishing a round of "Red River Valley," the two men harmonizing quite well.
Those of you who've been with me from the beginning will likely remember my Form & Void series. Those of you who're newer to my blog might not know it, but this series kinda explains itself as "the god-chosen AU" in which different characters are chosen by gods such as War and Wisdom. You really don't need to know more than that to be able to jump into it. đ
It's been a good while since I last visited this AU in earnest, and what I'm posting here today isn't new by any stretch. There are just some unfinished scraps from this AU that never saw publication back in the day (we're talking 2021-ish), but which honestly feel like they are too nice not to share. And though my fic projects are currently such that I know I will never write a continuation of this myself, I don't want to keep it to myself for all eternity either. So, without further ado, let me take you back...
slow ground
The forest around him comes alive with every step he takes. The world, so hushed around him after the battle fell away, seems to awaken beneath his footsteps. Thereâs a pulse beneath his feet that slows to the steady beat of his heart. Youâre alive, it seems to say, youâre still here.
He spots slivers of blue sky between the greens of the forest. High, higher than he can ever reach, the sunâs rays hit the upper branches and crown the trees in golden light. A song lilts and weaves around the branches, carried on the same wind that brings the sea back to him.
John Basilone shakes his head. Is certain heâs misheard the notes that now linger in his ears. Thereâs no reason why an old lullaby would be sung in the middle of a foreign island in the aftermath of battle. He must be hearing things â stumbling around on no sleep as he is â and thinking of home somehow. Yes, that must be it.
Except thatâs not it at all.
He comes to a halt at the edge of a clearing in the woods. His heart seizes up, claws its way toward his throat, wedges itself in the part of his brain that pleads in silent no no no with the sight before him. His hand finds his weapon seconds after. He raises it, more in warning than in any form of retaliation, and hisses out the ache that settles in the burns on his skin.
âGet away from him.â
He knows Manny is dead. Thereâs a pallor to his skin thatâs never been there before â not on Manny, whose tanned skin survives even the toughest winters â and the man is eerily silent. Mannyâs loud in the way all his friends are. Heâs never quiet for long. Heâs not the type to play a prank this fucking cruel, either, not when life is already so uncertain and so many things come to an end.
Mannyâs dead. The woman kneeling beside him certainly is not.
âI said,â he repeats, voice stronger and louder now, âget away from him.â
She raises her head and tilts it slowly. Dark, near-black eyes meet his gaze. A smile curves around her bloodied mouth a moment. It creases the dirt and white scars upon her skin fleetingly, so swiftly that he thinks he has imagined it. The set of her mouth hardens into something akin to cruelty the longer he looks at her. Her eyes burn. Her eyes donât release him.
He gasps out a breath. Coughs as his lungs constrict in warning. His weapon shakes as his hand begins to tremble.
âDonât make me,â he rasps out between one breath and the next, desperate for air as much as he is for this fight, âput a bullet between your eyes.â
Her laughter rings out in the clearing. He hears the rustle of feathers overhead, though the rest of the forest seems to go utterly silent at the sound of her voice. Thereâs something of honey and molasses in the sound of her amusement, thick and syrupy in a way that clings to skin and throat, but thereâs something darker in the lower notes that makes him shudder.
âBrave, arenât you?â
He takes a step back at that. Thereâs too much approval in her voice. Too much warmth, heat, fire in her gaze. He almost thinks to turn away altogether, but Mannyâs still at her feet as she rises to face him. Mannyâs body lies on the ground between them. He will not leave his friend to a god so cruel. To one so capricious, which this one seems to be.
Her laughter dies abruptly. Thereâs a chill in the air.
âIf youâre going to shoot me, caro,â she says, caressing the Italian pet name in a way that makes him shiver, âyouâd better be quick about it. Do you think yourself faster than me?â
The shadows in the forest blur. Her form blurs a moment, too, and the dark wraps around her as the golden light fades from the trees. He snarls out what could be a warning â would be a warning, again, because he was raised to not raise a hand against a woman like that at all â and then finds his back against the tree and her body pressed up against his.
He lowers his weapon. Drops it to the floor. Thinks he sees disappointment in her eyes, those dark cruel hard searing burning eyes, and almost laughs a challenge into her ear to tell her you didnât get to me just yet.
âAre all gods like you? So quick to show off?â
âSome.â
She smiles a hunterâs smile. Gazes at him as though heâs a mouse sheâs going to catch and release half a dozen times before she eats him. He bares his teeth at the thought. He will not comply. He will not be taken, not like this, not by any god and least of all by her, and he doesnât need a weapon to get that point across.
His hand wraps around her throat. Squeezes. Squeezes tighter than he would if she were human, if she were anything but the destructive god who caused the world to bend to her whims and wants. His nails dig into her skin hard enough to draw blood.
âIâm not faster,â he breathes, âbut Iâll rip you apart if you pull that trick on me again.â
âYouâll try.â Her laugh, though rasping, is too delighted by far. Her voice drops into a purr even when his grip turns firmer still. âI like that about you, John.â
âLady, no offense,â he says, in a voice that says he absolutely means to offend and then some, âwhat the hell is wrong with you?â
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Watching Home Fires deal with a philandering group captain and his rather messy divorce gave me an idea for another messy divorcee I know...
Scene: To anyone on the outside, it's one of those regular little meetings between women of a certain class - a mother and daughter, perhaps. To anyone with inside knowledge, however...Marion Brennan is meeting her fiance's daughter for tea - and she knows that today's meeting will be anything but regular.
--
It was not like Marion to be nervous.
But then, today's meeting was really not like anything she'd ever done before, either.
Nervous, was not, perhaps, the correct word. Concerned, merely, or...anticipating concern. She could still hear Neil's side of the telephone conversation, the way he'd paced the front room while he tried to wheedle with the woman on the other end of the line. Marion had been deliberate, picking the venue - a hotel near downtown that was famous for its afternoon tea service, the kind of white glove, white cloth establishment that even Doris would have a hard time painting as tacky or tawdry.
There were uniforms, for meetings like these - modest hats, conservative suits in dark colors, little jewelry. Her ring was plain enough to wear - if he'd gotten her the come-hither diamond he'd wanted she wouldn't have been able to wear it, but the little demure square cut stone did not catch the light as brilliantly as some.
Marion took her seat watching the door, unwilling to be taken by the shoulder or by surprise. It was nearly one o'clock - and if she knew anything about Neil Harding, it was that his daughters were extremely unlikely to be late.
There was a young woman now with the maitre'd, and Marion sat up straighter in her chair. She looked just like him - hard to mistake the color of her eyes, and the height. And there was something, too, about the way she commanded the room. She would have been trouble, if she'd come to Europe, Marion thought to herself, tucking the smile away for another time. Her father's daughter, through and through.
She rose as the waiter brought the young woman over, hand resting on her pocketbook next to her napkin. There should have been two, but - beggars and chosers. "Thank you for meeting me, Helen. I took the liberty of ordering tea - it...it should be here, soon. It's very nice to finally meet you."
The younger woman looked her over like she'd been expecting something different - a cat fight, perhaps? "Are we going to be civilized about this?"
"I thought we could try," Marion said, all too aware of the barely hidden contempt in Helen's tone. "Is ....Clare not coming?"
"My sister's not ready to admit her parents are divorcing, Miss Brennan, let alone meet her father's mistress," Helen said cuttingly. "She's at home bawling her eyes out and thinking it's her fault. You'll forgive me if I don't shake hands."
They sat, Helen tucking herself into her chair with the kind of resolve that looked odd on a woman of just twenty. Marion could remember a lot of pinched faces like that, after bad mission days - girls in her command who knew that the only thing for it was to soldier on, without complaint.
A server brought the tea, pouring two cups and leaving the teapot and a plate of small cakes and tea slices, the little silver tongs perched like a little bird on the side. Marion picked up the tongs, but Helen made a short gesture, and Marion contented herself with putting one of the petit-fours on her own plate. For a moment neither spoke.
"It was very kind of you to come today."
"I'm not kind. And I'm not doing this for you - or him. I'm doing it for Clare."
"So she didn't have to come?"
Helen nodded. "You weren't at all what I pictured. When Mom had said he'd had an affair. I thought you'd be younger. That's usually how it goes, isn't it - a younger, prettier woman?" She sniffed. "But you haven't changed a bit. You look exactly the same as the photograph."
"Which photograph was that?" Marion asked, delicately, thinking of more than a few moments which, in hindsight, should not have been committed to a camera.
"Group photo, from the war. Station staff. You're sitting next to him in the front row. He had it up in his den, after he got home." She thought about this for a moment. "You know, I admired you, for a little while. Looking at that photo. He'd say "That's Captain Marion Brennan, Helen. One of the smartest women in the outfit. One of our Intelligence officers. Ran that office neat as a pin." And the way he said it, you just - you wanted him to say something like that about you." There was a quiver of betrayal in her words, and Marion got a certain sense that she was angry with her younger self. What, Helen, for not knowing? How could you? That photo was taken long before - well, but it doesn't matter. "Not smart enough to stay away from him, though, were you?" she added, bitterly. "How'd it start, then? Late night in the file room feeling lonely? Or were you always looking to bag a man with rank?"
"Nothing like that at all."
"Well?"
"We'd just lost three hundred men and the whole world felt like it was in a nosedive." Marion stared at the proud, angry woman across the table and watched as her eyes widened in horror. Yes, it really was that awful, Helen. Three hundred men, and the floor had fallen out of the world. "I'm not...proud of that, Helen. I wish I could sit here and say it was as tawdry as you wanted it to be, that there were...birds and flowers and pretty words and lace. The simple fact is that your father was in charge of the welfare and well-being of three thousand air crewmen, and to do that and do it well, he needed something solid. That night neither of us knew where the ground was. For several months we were a solid place for each other." She looked down at her teacup, the still untouched little mound of the petit-four. "Did he ever...tell you, about what the war was like?"
Helen's hackles seemed to go right up. "He knew we didn't need to know. He wanted to protect us."
"And he was right to do that," Marion affirmed. "He carried a lot of heavy things - his decisions, the boys who died because he told them to fly to a place and drop a bomb. And they were boys, Helen - not much older than you and Clare. He knew that intimately. They were his sons, each and every one of them, and he worried about them so much it made him ill. There were days he would forget to eat. There were days he would forget to sleep. And the only way I could get him to do anything, some days, was to remind him that he would not be of any use to any of them if he were also dead."
Helen was quiet for a moment. "He said that. To Mom. That you were the only reason he came home alive." A pause. "She threw a vase at him for it."
"I made sure he saw a doctor, before his condition got worse," Marion acknowledged, going as carefully as she could. "I ...saw things he did not let anyone else see - because we were intimate and he could not hide them from me. So yes - that is true - but not, perhaps, the way your mother heard it," she added, almost wryly. "I reminded him daily that he had people waiting for him at home."
"Did it help?" Helen's lip trembled, and her voice, for the first time this whole conversation, sounded small.
Marion considered this - the wounded animal look in Helen's eyes, hiding behind the anger she was wearing to make her seem larger. She nodded. "It did, I think."
For the first time since theyâd sat down, the silence did not seem immediately hostile, and Marion let that be for a moment while Helen took a tiny sip of her tea. Her cup rattled against the saucer.
"Helen, I'm not here to tell you what to think. You have good reasons to dislike me, and I respect those. But if you hate me because you think I have...stolen your father's love, I can only say that he has never once stopped loving you, or Clare. And I hope he never does - it is one of the things I admire about him - the love he has for his daughters. You do not for one moment have to like me, but I would ask that you try to give him a second chance. He asked for this meeting because he wants us to be friends. I think you and I both know it is rather soon for that. But it will mean the world to him knowing that you came and gave me the chance."
Helen nodded.
âNow, are you sure you wonât have some cake? Itâs quite good here.â
Helen looked glumly at the table, almost overwhelmed by all of it, and then gave a very small nod, holding up her plate in a sign of silent surrender, not trusting herself to speak. Marion nodded and picked up the tongs, expertly maneuvering a piece onto the younger womanâs plate and watching, pleased, as Helen took a few bites and swallowed with something that could have almost been a smile.Â
The waiter circled back, making his rounds through the room. âAnything else for you ladies? Another round of cake?â
âThank you, no. I think weâre nearly done,â Marion said strongly, covering for Helenâs half-drunk cup and her own nearly full one. âBut I would love if you could put some of this in a box. Someone wasnât able to join us today and Iâd hate for her to miss out on a treat.â
The waiter nodded, taking away the plate and Marion contented herself with the tea in her cup, lukewarm now after sitting for so long.Â
The cakes returned in a white pasteboard box, tastefully tied with pink string. âIs this meant to be a bribe?â Helen asked, still a little viperish, considering the box like it might have contained a bomb.
âItâs meant to be whatever you like,â Marion said equitably. âYouâre the one taking it home.â
Helen sniffed, but she still took the box, rising from the table with her purse in one hand and the box in the other. Some of the old defensiveness was back in her shoulders, but that was to be expected - there were too many new variables here, too many things that had not been as she had planned them to be.Â
âIt was very nice to meet you,â she said, finally, and set the box down for a moment, her hand held out with definitive straightness. Marion held out her own to meet it, and they shook for a brief moment before Helen picked up the box and made straight for the door.
Marion watched her go, a small relieved smile playing at her mouth, and rose to settle the bill. Neil would be waiting for her at home - it would not do to leave him in suspense. In her head she was already planning what to say, how she would be gentle with the news that it had only been Helen, strategizing about what she would share and what would remain between them. Yes, for tea at the Camilla Room⌠and she looks so much like you.
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BLACK AMERICANS IN WW II: A DIGITAL RESOURCE MASTERPOST
Technical Sergeant William E. Thomas and PFC Joseph Jackson of the 969th Artillery Battalion, which received the Distinguished Unit Citation for providing vital fire support for the 101st Airborne Division during the siege of Bastogne (source)
GENERAL
African Americans in Nazi Germany - U.S. Holocaust Memorial Museum
Every Forgotten Black Combat Unit in WW2 Explained - War Insider
'Half American' Explores How Black WWII Servicemen Were Treated Better Abroad - NPR
Honor Deferred: Black Veterans and the Medal of Honor - National WWII Museum
How Nazi Germany Weaponized the Race Card Against the US Army - U.S. Holocaust Memorial Museum
How the Nazis Were Inspired by Jim Crow - History
Patriotism Crosses the Color Line: African Americans in World War II - History Now
The Nazi Persecution of Black People in Germany - U.S. Holocaust Memorial Museum
The Red Cross and Segregation of Life-Saving Blood Donations From African Americans - Our History Now
PHOTO COLLECTIONS
Historical Image Gallery - Samuel de Korte
Pictures of African Americans During World War II - National Archives
See World War II Through the Lens of an African American Soldier - National Museum of American History
EUROPEAN THEATER
A Distant Shore: African Americans of D-Day (2007) - History Channel
African American D-Day Heroes - Warfare History Network (if you hit a paywall, try opening in a new private window in your web browser)
Black U.S. Soldiers Fought Nazis and Liberated Concentration CampsâOnly to Be Treated like Second Class Citizens Back Home - People's Dispatch
How a Black War Correspondent Fought to Tell the Story of the 761st Tank Battalion - History
Major Charles L. Thomas and the 614th Tank Destroyer Battalion - National WWII Museum
On the Road to Victory: The Red Ball Express - History Net
Red Ball Express: The Legendary Lifeline - Warfare History Network (if you hit a paywall, try opening in a new private window in your web browser)
Sacrifice: The 333rd Field Artillery at the Battle of the Bulge - National WW2 Museum
The 333rd Field Artillery Battalion - DetailedPedia
The 969th Field Artillery Battalion - DetailedPedia
The Black World War II Army Unit Tasked with Burying America's Fallen - History
The Tuskegee Airmen - National WWII Museum
The Tuskegee Airmen: An Interview with the Leading Authority - National WWII Museum
The Wereth 11 - American G.I. Museum
Unstoppable: The African American 784th Tank Battalion - National World War II Museum
PACIFIC THEATER
How Black Combat Engineers Did The Most Dangerous Job in the Pacific - War Insider
My War on Two Fronts: An African American Seabee Recalls His Battle with the Japaneseâand Jim Crow - Warfare History Network (if you hit a paywall, try opening in a new private window in your web browser)
The 555th Parachute Infantry Company âTriple Nicklesâ - National Museum of the United States Army
The 93rd Infantry Division: The African-American Soldiers in the Pacific - Warfare History Network (if you hit a paywall, try opening in a new private window in your web browser)
The Few, the Proud, the Black Marines in World War II - Warfare History Network (if you hit a paywall, try opening in a new private window in your web browser)
The Marines of Montford Point: Fighting for Freedom - Sabrina Miller
The Right to Fight: African-American Marines in World War II - Marine Corp Historical Center
BLACK WOMEN IN THE WAR
6888th Central Postal Directory Battalion - Veterans History Project
Personal Narratives of African American Women in World War II - Veterans History Project
Siren of the Resistance: The Artistry and Espionage of Josephine Baker - National WWII Museum
The SixTripleEight: No Mail, Low Morale - National WWII Museum
Victory at Home and Abroad: African American Army Nurses in World War II - NMAAHC
When Black Nurses Were Relegated to Care for German POWs - History
Womenâs Work: Fighting to Serve â Black Nurses in World War II - Saturday Evening Post
CIVILIAN INTERACTIONS
A Roman Holiday? African Americans and Italians in the Second World War (abstract) - Wiley
Black GIs in Britain - The Mixed Museum
Black Liberators During World War II - Europeana
Black Troops Were Welcome in Britain, but Jim Crow Wasnât: The Race Riot of One Night in June 1943 - The Conversation
(TW: SA) Second World Warâs Legacy of Racism - YaleGlobal Online
'They treated us royally'? Black Americans in Britain During the Second World War - American Archive
When Jim Crow Reigned Amid the Rubble of Nazi Germany - New York Times
Why Mixed-Race Children in Post-WWII Germany Were Deemed a âSocial Problemâ - History
ON THE HOMEFRONT
A Deadly World War II Explosion Sparked Black Soldiers to Fight for Equal Treatment - Smithsonian Magazine
Black Labor and Race Relations in East Bay Shipyards During World War II - Jim Crow Museum
âBlack Rosiesâ: The Forgotten African American Heroines of the WWII Homefront - History
Double V Campaign - Jim Crow Museum
Port Chicago: The Fight for Equality that Changed America - Port Chicago Alliance
The Double V Victory - National WWII Museum
POST-WAR
After Victory in World War II, Black Veterans Continued the Fight for Freedom at Home - Smithsonian Magazine
How War Veterans Impacted the Civil Rights Movement - Terrance Bell via Army.mil
Returning from War, Returning to Racism - New York Times Magazine
The Tragic, Forgotten History of Black Military Veterans - The New Yorker
"Being an American of dark complexion and some 26 years, these questions flash through my mind:
Should I sacrifice my life to live half American? Will things be better for the next generation in the peace to follow? Would it be demanding too much to demand full citizenship rights in exchange for the sacrificing of my life? Is the kind of America I know worth defending? Will America be a true and pure democracy after this war? Will Colored Americans suffer still the indignities that have been heaped upon them in the past?"
James G. Thompson, âShould I Sacrifice to Live âHalf-American?ââ Pittsburgh Courier, January 31, 1942
Members of the 22nd Special Naval Construction Battalion at Naval Amphibious Base, Manus, Admiralty Islands, cheering news of Japan's acceptance of peace terms. The sign reads: "War is over! Good-Bye Pacific. Hello USA." (source)
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