Merc, 30+, she/her. Writer, Time Travel Enthusiast, Preacher of the Period Drama Gospel. OFC Fairy Godmother. PBS Nerd. Bespoke Historical AUs a Specialty, 18th - 20th centuries preferred. Anons are OFF until the current bot problem subsides.
Hi there! I’m Merc. I love period dramas, strong female leads and women’s history. Placements in 18th through 20th century preferred but not required. Historical Alternate Universes and Original Female Characters are a big part of my fandom practice.
Read more of my writing on Archive of Our Own or on Tumblr at mercurygraypresents
A full list of my original characters is available here.
Current Fandoms:
A Knight of the Seven Kingdoms, House of Guinness, Andor, Masters of the Air, SAS: Rogue Heroes, Band of Brothers, The Pacific, House of the Dragon
Current projects:
Wing and Cloud (Maekar x OC)
I regularly ask for prompts on Thursdays and Saturdays for these characters and others. (see: thirsty thursday.)
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I had an idea for another character I was going to throw at Ormund although the way he's going I don't think that's going to work and maybe she's for Gwayne, but regardless - I set myself a goal today to just - root around a little bit to find a bit more of her core, and this is what I've come up with so far.
I don't usually go with sad backstories, but she needed one.
First she'd lost Alun, who'd sickened after he'd been out swimming with his brothers. Then Halla, her oldest, who'd asked to hold her mother's axe and swore she could be brave even as she was burning up with the spring sickness, which rose up when the rains came. Then too soon after it was Rosey and Robb, who'd met death wrapped in each other's arms, twins to the last, and finally Olly, her last and littlest, who'd tried so hard when the fever came, who'd been so quiet while the others were abed she hardly knew that he was sick until it was too late to do much except go to the godswood and pray.
She might have managed - might have had more, if her heart could bear it. But then the gods had taken Donnel, too, washed over the decks in one of the autumn storms, and she found herself in the godswood again, staring with vengeance at the ancient faces, and feeling herself snarl and snap inside, the bear ready to bite.
Winter was coming - all the signs were there, in the wind and the tides and the turning of leaves, and there was war down south again - the dragonkings had lost their crown, or broken it amongst Viserys' ill-starred brood. Winter would come with dark days, and long nights, and lean bellies, and nothing to fill any of them with but memories of her dead babies and the whisper of her husband's voice. She did not want to see the spring.
tagging (I think you all have work in progress) - @nightswatchyaoi @broadwaybaggins @orlissa @nejires-hado @lesbianlyonelb
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a family move night of gosford park must include shouting out the names of famous british actors when they appear onscreen like you’re trying to win a bingo
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(this came out of a conversation in the comments on a previous post about an author threatening to stop updating a fic because of lack of engagement)
So there’s this idea that fic writers should write for themselves and not care too much about stats or engagement,
and i totally get the sentiment behind that. if writing becomes entirely about stats and external validation, something important does get lost - creative freedom and joy, conviction in your own writing
but i also think:
“i write for myself, but i post for others.”
because posting fic is not only self-expression. it’s social. ao3 is called an archive, but emotionally it often functions as a community space.
people post for connection, for participation, for others to bear witness to their pain and trauma and grief,
and i don’t think most people are asking to be admired so much as acknowledged. there’s something deeply human about wanting another person to encounter something that mattered to you and go:
“ok, yeah, I see what you were trying to say. I see you.”
especially because fanfic is often people processing very real feelings through fictional characters at a safe distance, one step removed,
and then uploading that deeply personal thing into a shared archive and hoping somebody else might connect with it.
And i think that’s why it hurts so much when you summon up the courage and post a fic into the void and you get nothing back,
this might sound stupid but.. how the hell do you tell the difference between having boundaries/squicks and being a straight up anti. because after looking through some posts of yours im starting to get worried I might be too puritanical for fandom </3
having boundaries/squicks = I personally hate this thing so I will curate my own internet experience by blocking/muting or ignoring what upsets me and minding my own business while letting others do what they want
being an anti = I personally hate this thing so I will shame and harass anyone who likes this thing that I hate, and I think that this thing should not exist because I hate it
To elaborate on my prev post bc it 1 like, here is my explanation on my Baela kissing Alyn is racist writing.
Historically and today interracial relationships are vilified by racists and this view has affected media extremely heavily, these relationships even being banned from being shown by the Hays Code. This ban has unofficially continued in many pieces of media such as doctor who (the YouTuber zerowoolfe made a really good vid on this example) and many others. Baela and Jace are obviously an interracial relationships, and a relationship that has been established since near the end of season 1 and yet there are very few romantic scenes between the two of them despite having and entire season of being betrothed. In contrast Baela and Alyn, despite having very no previously established relationship, kiss within only a few episodes of Jace dying. In my opinion this shows a continuation of the racist trend of interracial relationships being side lined/disposed of in media, and shows the increasingly obvious racism of the writers of HOTD.
This is far from the only example of racism in hotd and I might make more posts discussing some of the other stuff at some point such as the removal of Nettles and the treatment of Rhaena this entire season.
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my favorite sequence in gosford park is the one where ivor novello is playing the piano and singing and it shows all of the different places in the house where the servants are listening in and pretending to be working if anyone comes by while the upper-class people mostly ignore him, but the most relatable scene is the one where tom hollander's character is sitting sadly in the basement eating jam straight out of the jar with a spoon while lamenting the state of his life
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