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you guys know i don't have the rpf gene but i think i just randomly cracked the code scrolling my dash on this fine monday evening and i think the appeal of rpf broken down to its most basic components is just that quote from the guys who made disco elysium, about desire being stronger when left unfulfilled. unlike fictional characters those guys are either fucking or they are not fucking; there is a categorical, factual answer that exists in the material world and is known to someone, somewhere. but unless some historical levels of archeological discovery or revelations to the press happen, the rpfujoshi will never have it. the rpfujoshi can only ever wonder, she can shake the box and listen for meowing but she can never open it. she is always hovering just behind the event horizon of canonization, always getting closer but never arriving

they won't tell you this in therapy but sometimes the best way to stop catastrophizing/anxiety is to interrupt your spiraling with "girl what the hell are you talking about"

your weird obsession with moral purity is degrading your critical thinking skills and poisoning your ability to empathize with other people btw