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f: fluff
s: smut
a: angst
h: hurt/comfort
m: mature; touches on delicate themes such as family trauma, depression and/or anxiety and grief/loss of a friend or relative
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๐ฆฆ osaki shotaro: click here for all works
โณ stay (a, f, h, m)
โ pairing: Shotaro x fem!reader
โ word count: 9.4k
โ contents: Angst, hurt/comfort, fluff. two suggestive scenes, but no smut. Strangers to friends to soon-to-be lovers. "minor" character death. descriptions of: chronic kidney disease, medical treatments, having a stomach bug, HUGE grief, depressive episodes, taking meds, going to therapy/grief therapy, wanting to be unalive. proceed with caution!
๐ชจ song eunseok: click here for all works
โณ constant (s, a, m, โจ)
โ pairing: Best friend!Eunseok x fem!reader
โ word count: 9.2k
โ contents: Best friends turned to friends with benefits turned to (awkward) best friends again turned to ?????? Angst, semi smut (as in descriptions of first time having sex + heavy make out session with grindind and feeling each other up), and more angst because I'm crazy. Eunseok has a girlfriend on the latter part of this, so there's cheating involved (trigger warning). Reader's father dies when she's very young (more trigger warning). Other riize members + random idols mentioned for worldbuilding. No happy ending (for now).
๐ฆ jung sungchan: click here for all works
โณ what comes after: no one (s, a, m, โจ)
โ pairing: College fwb!Sungchan x fem!reader
โ word count: 21.6k
โ contents: Smut, some fluff, angst, angst & angst (specially towards the end). Switch!reader and switch!Sungchan. Sex with a condom, fingering, oral (f. and m. receiving). Pet names, ass man!Sungchan. Reader has thoughts on family trauma and self-hatred. Random idols mentioned for worldbuilding. Sungchan is pretty much an asshole in the end. no happy ending!
โ part one of "what comes after" series | part two (w/ Anton)
โณ biteable (f, s)
โ pairing: Boyfriend!Sungchan x fem!reader
โ word count: 2.3K
โ contents: Established relationship. Smut and fluff. Vaginal sex. Dom!sungchan & sub!reader. Biting and marking. Thoughts and talks about possessiveness/jealousy.
๐ธ park wonbin: click here for all works
โณ wonbin shares you, his girlfriend, with seunghan (s)
โ pairing: Idol boyfriend!wonbin x fem!reader x idol!seunghan
โ word count: 475
โ contents: Cuckolding, threesome, vaginal fingering, edging, vaginal sex, oral (fem. receiving), cum eating.
๐โโฌ hong seunghan: click here for all works
โณ birthday boy (f, s)
โ pairing: Idol boyfriend!Seunghan x fem!reader
โ word count: 3.3k
โ contents: Established relationship, aged up!seunghan. Mentions of riize members. Set in the future, on seunghan's 25th birthday. He is active in the group and riize has been in the scene for a few years. Smut and fluff. Seunghan wants to have his cake and eat it too, lol. Vaginal fingering, sex in the shower. sex without protection, cumming inside.
โณ seunghan gets to fuck you, wonbin's girlfriend (s)
โ pairing: Idol!Seunghan x fem!reader x idol boyfriend!Wonbin
โ word count: 475
โ contents: Cuckolding, threesome, vaginal fingering, edging, vaginal sex, oral (fem. receiving), cum eating.
๐ lee sohee: click here for all works
โณ study break (f, s, โจ)
โ pairing: High school best friend!Sohee x fem!reader
โ word count: 4.7k
โ contents: Best friends to fwb to lovers. Smut and some fluff. Sohee is a teasing little shit. cheating, reader has a boyfriend, mentions of said boyfriend during sex (so trigger warning for all of that). Switch!reader and Switch!sohee. They are both on the last year of high school. Fingering, sex without a condom, cumming inside.
๐ฆ lee anton: click here for all works
โณ what comes after: (im)perfect for you (s, f, h, m, โจ)
โ word count: 19.6k
โ pairing: Boyfriend!Anton x fem!reader
โ contents: Smut, fluff, a bit of hurt/comfort. 10 years time jump, ex-fwb!Sungchan cameo, regretful!Sungchan. Descriptions about messed up family dynamics, depression, anxiety attacks, taking meds and going to therapy. Insecure!Anton, mention of a safe word, possessive/jealous sex turned soft in the end, Anton talks about Sungchan during sex. Vaginal fingering, oral (f. receiving), squirting, vaginal penetration, petnames, reader sucks Anton's fingers like 3 times. Anton (lovingly) refers to reader as a "whore" once and as a "little slut" in another instance. Supreme aftercare!!! Anton and reader are so sweetly in love it gave me tooth ache โ a bunch of praise, i love you's, healthy conversations, understanding and being silly with each other. And a happy ending, YAY!
โ part two of "what comes after" series | part one (w/ Sungchan)
๐ซง series
โณ what comes after
โ no one โ w/ Sungchan (s, a, m, โจ)
โ (im)perfect for you โ w/ Anton (s, f, h, m, โจ)
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I love maysilee donner bc she knew she was probably gonna die so she just bitched at everyone that deserved bitching, had a picnic, and punched the capitol in the face. Literally. No one has ever done it like her
The Hunger Games Renaissance.
The Hunger Games: Sunrise on the Reaping (2026), dir. Francis Lawrence
- first look at the cast of sunrise on the reaping
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โI first saw the girl at The Hob when she was just a baby. Burdock was so proud of her, he toted her around everywhere. After he died in that mine explosion, she started coming alone, trading the odd squirrel or rabbit. Tough and smart, her hair in two braids then, reminding me for all the world of Louella McCoy, my sweetheart of old.โ
thinking about sejanus plinth, the first rebel snow killed
and also about clerk carmine who probably never trusted haymitch's love for leonore dove because he once met a boy that was also in love with a Covey girl and he turned out to be the fucking lunatic sociopath they call president
UNPOPULAR OPINION: A lot of "mental health issues" disappear when bills are paid, rent is secure, and the fridge is full. Peace is expensive. And pretending money doesn't affect mental health is privilege.
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drunk and giggly sex with husband sunghoon after a party๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ
giggly hoon is making ME giggly
warnings: established relationship, mentions of alcohol, kissing, making out, light grinding, p in v, unprotected sex (donโt.), creampie, use of petnames, playful teasing, praise, dirty talk
you and sunghoon stumble into your apartment at almost two in the morning, still laughing from the ridiculous karaoke battle that happened at the after-party. your cheeks are flushed from the alcohol and the cold night air. sunghoonโs tie is loose, hair messy, and he canโt stop smiling as he kicks the door shut behind you both.
โi canโt believe you actually sang that song,โ you giggle, leaning against the wall for balance as you slip off your heels. โyou were so off-key, hoon.โ
โexcuse me?โ he gasps dramatically, pressing a hand to his chest like you wounded him. โi was incredible. the crowd loved me.โ he wobbles a little as he tries to take off his jacket, nearly tripping over his own feet.
you burst into another fit of giggles and reach out to steady him. the second your hands touch his chest, the mood shifts just a little โ still playful, but warmer. sunghoon looks down at you with that dazed, lovestruck smile he only ever gives when heโs drunk and completely in love.
โcome here, wife,โ he murmurs, voice low but cracking with laughter as he pulls you against him. his hands settle on your waist, thumbs rubbing circles over the fabric of your dress.
you tilt your head up and kiss him, both of you smiling too wide for it to be smooth. your teeth clack together awkwardly and that only makes you laugh harder into each otherโs mouths.
โweโre terrible at this right now,โ you snort, hiding your face in his neck.
โnooo, weโre perfect,โ sunghoon insists, swaying with you in the hallway like youโre slow dancing. โbest married couple in the world. very sexy. very coordinated.โ
he tries to kiss you again but misses your lips and lands on your cheek instead. the two of you dissolve into another round of giggles, clinging to each other so you donโt fall over.
somehow you make it to the bedroom, shedding clothes along the way. sunghoonโs shirt is half unbuttoned, your dress is unzipped but still hanging onto your shoulders. he backs you up until your knees hit the bed and you both tumble onto the mattress in a messy heap.
โowโ your elbow,โ you complain through laughter.
โsorry, baby,โ he chuckles, rolling slightly so heโs hovering over you. his hair falls into his eyes as he looks down at you, cheeks flushed pink from the alcohol and arousal. โyouโre so pretty. how did i get so lucky?โ
you reach up and cup his face, pulling him down into another giggly kiss. this one is deeper, sloppier, tongues brushing lazily as your hands roam over his bare chest. sunghoon groans softly into your mouth when your fingers trace down his abs.
โi want you,โ he mumbles against your lips, smiling like an idiot. โso bad. been thinking about you in this dress all night.โ
โthen take it off,โ you whisper, biting your lip to stop another giggle.
he struggles adorably with the zipper, cursing under his breath when it gets stuck. โwhy is this so hard? iโm usually good at this.โ
โbecause youโre drunk, hoonie,โ you tease, helping him tug the dress down your body.
the second itโs off, sunghoonโs eyes light up like heโs seeing you for the first time.
โwow,โ he breathes, hands sliding over your waist and up to your breasts. โmy wife is so hot. how is she real?โ
you laugh and pull him back down, kissing him while your legs wrap around his hips. he grinds against you slowly, still wearing his pants, and the friction makes you both moan softly between giggles.
โoff,โ you demand, tugging at his belt. โpants off. now.โ
sunghoon tries to look serious but fails miserably as he sits up and fumbles with his belt. โyes maโam. anything for my beautiful, drunk wife.โ
once heโs finally naked, he crawls back over you, skin warm and flushed. youโre both giggling again as he tries to kiss your neck but keeps missing because heโs swaying.
โstop laughing at me,โ he whines playfully, nipping at your collarbone. โiโm trying to be romantic.โ
โyouโre doing great,โ you reassure him, threading your fingers through his hair. โso sexy. very smooth.โ
he grins and finally settles between your legs properly. his hand slides down to touch you, fingers gliding through how wet you already are. his eyes widen comically.
โbabyโฆ youโre soaked,โ he whispers, awed. then he giggles. โdid i do that?โ
โyes, you idiot,โ you laugh, pulling him closer. โnow fuck me before we both pass out.โ
sunghoonโs cheeks flush even darker at your bold words. he lines himself up and pushes in slowly, both of you moaning at the feeling. he drops his forehead to your shoulder, breathing hard.
โfuckโฆ you feel so good,โ he groans, hips starting to move in shallow thrusts. โalways so perfect for me.โ
the sex is messy, uncoordinated, and full of laughter. every time he thrusts too deep and you both wobble, you crack up. when he tries to change positions and nearly falls off the bed, you have to pull him back by his shoulders, giggling the whole time.
โi love you so much,โ he keeps murmuring between thrusts, kissing your face all over โ your lips, your nose, your eyelids. โmy wife. my best friend. i love fucking you.โ
โi love you too,โ you moan, legs tightening around him. your hands roam his back, nails lightly scratching as pleasure builds despite all the giggles. โharder, hoonโ please.โ
he tries, really tries, but ends up laughing again when he loses his rhythm. โiโm sorryโ iโm so drunk but i still want you so bad.โ
you cup his face and kiss him deeply, hips rolling up to meet his. the mood shifts gradually โ still giggly and loving, but the pleasure starts taking over. sunghoonโs thrusts become deeper, more purposeful, even as soft chuckles escape between moans.
โright there,โ you whimper, eyes fluttering. โfeels so goodโฆโ
โyeah?โ he pants, pressing his forehead to yours so he can look at you. โgonna make my pretty wife cum?โ
you nod frantically, and he reaches between you to rub your clit, a little sloppy, but perfect.
your orgasm hits you first โ sudden and sweet, making you moan his name as your body tightens around him.
sunghoon follows right after, burying himself deep with a broken groan, hips stuttering as he fills you up. he collapses on top of you, both of you breathing hard and still laughing breathlessly.
โweโre a mess,โ you whisper, running your fingers through his sweaty hair.
โthe best kind of mess,โ he replies, kissing your jaw lazily. he rolls off you but immediately pulls you into his arms, spooning you from behind. his hand rests possessively on your stomach as he nuzzles into your neck.
โbest night ever,โ he mumbles, already sounding half-asleep. โi love being drunk with you. i love having giggly sex with you. i love being your husband.โ
you smile and intertwine your fingers with his. โand i love you more.โ
even as sleep starts pulling you under, soft giggles bubble up again when sunghoon sleepily tries to kiss your shoulder and misses. he eventually succeeds, pressing a warm, lazy kiss to your skin.
โround two in the morning?โ he whispers.
โonly if youโre not hungover,โ you tease.
โdeal.โ
you fall asleep tangled together, bodies warm, hearts full, and the quiet sound of shared laughter still lingering in the air long after the party ended.
You'd run but you're wearing heels. Crickets are singing and you're freaking out while cutting the line at the nightclub your now ex boyfriend bartends at to meet your fake hot dateโฆ a normal Tuesday.ย
The club is packed in a semi-calm way. Not overly rowdy with rainbow lights like other clubs. Your ex used to call it โfancy chaosโ but you figured that was a lie since he was so good at those. You're looking around as soon as you get in but try not to make it obvious. The app says he's here. He said he'd wear Gucci and you figured he was a showy assholeโthat's why you picked him.ย
You don't see him by the bar, or the tables, the dance floor is a mess andโ
โLooking for me?โ You jump, turn fast with a hand over your chest.ย
โJeezโโ there he is. Tall enough, Gucci jacket and matching pants. Perfect for the club, perfect for you.ย ย
โScared you?โ You nod, taking a slower breath. โI meant to.โ Oh, he's weird? The secret kind that sneaks up on youโฆ youโve encountered worse. He holds out his hand and you take it slowly. Very slowly.ย
โLee Minho, but you knew that.โ He doesn't smile, isn't condescending, just straight to the point. You can work with that. You tell him your name and he hums like he already had your star chart memorized.ย
You get right to it after that. โMy ex is over there, I was thinkingโโ he cuts you off, smooth, laces his fingers with yours
โFollow my lead.โย
โOhโฆ okay.โ
He starts leading you across the dance floor, hand warm and it's now that you get to take him inโฆ this man is thick. Chest and thighs and just wow.ย
When you get to the bar your ex is flirting with some girl while her boyfriend right beside her, fitting. Minho leans on the bar facing him and turns your back to him, he guides you closer, close enough to look comfortable. Close enough to look taken.ย
โIf this is going to work you have to look madly in love with me.โ He doesn't smile, he smirks, big difference. There's something dark to it. Something that's five steps ahead.ย
He's right though. You snap yourself out of staring and smile at him, a real smile. You lean a touch closer, lay your hand closer to his and laugh at nothing at all.ย
Lights, camera, action.ย
Minho smiles now, perfect and wide and says the most ridiculous thing you've ever heard.ย
"You ever think about how fucked weโd be if horses were carnivores?โ you lose it, cause he's right and also wow. That laugh is just what he needed, though it is beautifully distracting. Minho looks down the bar and your ex is looking over like heโs trying to figure something out. Good. Minho goes again.ย
"Imagine being the first person to see a cow and deciding to drink whatever came out of it.โ
You cover your mouth this time, leaning into him. โEw.โย
โExactly.โ He hums, eyes lighting up a bit. Gosh, you do have a pretty laugh, he's sure he'd recognize it too. โImagine that. Warm white stuff from under a cowโฆ let me drink it.โ
โI mean, it's not too different from other things.โ You say it before you can access the sense to stop. Minho's eyebrows raise, his head tilts a bit, and that damned smirk is back.ย
โOh, we're gonna have some fun.โ Then he raises his hand for the bartender. โBuckle up, buttercup.โ
Your ex sees him raise his hand and his reluctance tells Minho that he figured out it's you. He sends a co-worker over but Minho keeps looking at your ex. โMm mm.โ He motions towards him, smiling. โWe want him, right princess?โ Minho's hand finds your waist, sweet and warm and a little dizzying. You play along, nodding sweetly.ย
โYeah, he makes my drink perfectly every time. I think it's calledโโ
โDenial is a river?โ Minho suggests smoothly and you have to bite your lip not to laugh.ย
โThat one, yeah.โ The man behind the bar couldn't care less. He calls over your ex and tells him that he'll switch with him. Minho sees the moment your old flame tried to make himself burn bright enough to miss.ย
โWhat can I get you?โ His voice makes something happen in your chest. Not good, not anymore. It's more like anxiety. You don't know how but Minho notices, he squeezes your waist just slightly and you look up at him to find him already looking at you.ย
โWhat do you want, baby?โ He looks over at your ex. โGive her a second, yeah? She's the cute thoughtful type.โ Minho walks you through some drinks options niceeee and slow and affectionate. At one point you find yourself moving in closer. There's something about him that's magnetic, like he's making space for you to slip right into him.ย
โGive me something strong.โ You look your ex in the eyes when you say it, borrowing some of Minho's courage to throw in a smile too. โShaken and make it pretty.โ
You can see that he has something he'd like to say, maybe ask why you're here or when you moved on. It's been months and he's been with half this damn club, now it's your turn even if it's fake. Minho coos something sweet when you finally order, hand wandering a bit lower on your hip for showโฆ you think.
โI'll make mine simple.โ the smile that he gives your ex belongs to an anime villain.ย โI'll have a gin martini. Hendrick's if you have it. Stirred for exactly thirty seconds, not shaken. Extra cold. Lemon twist, no olives. In a chilled Nick and Nora glass if possible. If not, a coupe is fine. And could I get a sidecar of sparkling water with a lemon wedge? No seeds with the lemon, please.โ
Your throat burns from trying not to laugh. Your ex looks at him and just stares for a second before asking โare you serious?โ Minho's smile drops clean off his face, he stares, then asks, โdo I look like I'm kidding?โ
You're left alone in an instant. He starts making your drinks while you laugh into Minho's chest.ย
โWhat the hell is that order?โ
โMy usual.โ He teases. His hand smooths up your back now and you stand straighter at the feeling โHm?โ
He looks at you like he's actually trying to memorize something. His fingers tickle down your spine and you squirm a bit. โSensitive?โ
You hum a pathetic sound then try to hide it. Minho presses his fingertips a bit firmer, โCute.โ then his hand is gone. You almost protest the absence, almost grab his wrist, but then your drinks arrive.ย
Your's first, then his. Neither of you look at your ex anymore. You still feel the ghost of his fingers tickling your spine and Minho's suddenly very interested to see where else makes a pretty girl squirm.ย
โYaโll got a bathroom?โ Minho asks, still looking at you for a lingering second before tilting his head expectantly at your ex.ย
โYeah.โ He doesn't say anything else and Minho scoffs.ย
โFinish the job, you look like you're quick. C'mon.โ You laugh this time. Hard. So hard that you snort. Your hand comes up to cover your mouth and the corner of Minho's mouth turns up just a touch. He likes that more than he expected.ย
Your ex hates this, his face says it all. โThey're to the right down the hall.โ
โSingle stalls? One room?โ
โStalls.โ he answers, fed up.ย
โAm I bothering you?โ Minho asks, voice a little meaner now. โCause I can take my pretty girl to the bathroom and leave you to your lonesome.โ
He glares between you and Minho, then again. โNo sex allowed in the bathrooms.โ
Minho hums, standing straighter with his hand nearly on your ass. โWho said anything about sex?โ You're just impressed by how well he's showing off. This is money well spent. Minho fixes his jacket, flashing the Gucci stripes a bit and enjoying your exes glare. โBut don't worry, she'll be quick.โ You look up at Minho at that one. You'll be quick? Not him? You don't miss that distinction.ย
Minho slaps some bills onto the counter and waves your boyfriend off. Once heโs gone he turns back to you, he doesnโt get to say a thing before you bring it up. โI'll be quick?โ You turn into him, standing impossibly close now. Minho looks at you, eyes on yours.ย
โIf you're as sensitive there as you are on your spine, yeah, you will be.โ You're sure your neck is starting to flush, ears too. It's hot, maybe it's your drink that you haven't even tried yet. You just need an excuse.ย
โWhat's your plan here?โ You bite your lip and Minho's eyes drop to it. He takes a second, just a quick quiet second before cupping your chin and tilting it up a bit. Just a bit.ย
โThe plan's to make you come.โ Yeah. You're definitely flushed. โIf that's what you want. I think I can make it worth your money.โ
You finally lay a hand on his chest, messing with the buttons on his jacket. โYou think you can?โ
Minho raises an eyebrow, hums an amused laugh then looks out to the dance floor for a second, just a second. โDon't challenge me, I'll get carried away.ย
Your hand slips inside his jacket, so close to the warm skin beneath his shirt. Teasingly close. โMaybe I want you to.โย
That does it. โWe're going. Now.โ He doesn't have to tell you twice. You let him take your hand again and lead you towards the hall opposite the bathrooms. You look back, confused.
โWhere are we going?โ He doesn't slow, just calls back an answer.ย
โI'm not fucking you in a bathroom.โ Aw, he's considerate.ย
Minho leads you towards an empty VIP booth with a half cleared table. There's barely a curtain and it's busy enough that none of the drunk partygoers around you would be able to tell that you're ruining your panties. Minho slides in first, guiding you behind him and shifts you onto his lap. There's more than enough room and you're more than comfortable taking up space like this.ย
โBe honest.โ Minho looks up at you with eyes that shine unfairly bright. โDoes this cost extra?โ He scoffs, hands smoothing up your waist. He watches his fingers brush over the curves of your dress.ย
โI'm not guacamole.โ You laugh again, hard just like before. Minho smiles, actually smiles. โThat damn laugh.โ Then he's kissing you. His mouth seals over yours in a hot wet kiss that makes you moan into him. His hands slot on your waist and yours on his chest. Your hips move in small rocking motions with every kiss. You can't help it.ย
Minho breaks the kiss first, laying his forehead against yours while guiding your rocking into full on riding. โPretty girl.โ He situated you so that you're straddling one thigh, hips rocking over the rough denim. Your panties are growing stickier by the second. The pressure feels like sex itself. โPretty laugh makes me wanna hear her moan.โ
โWanna hear you too.โ Minho smiles, kisses you harder just cause that was so damn cute of you.
โWe're gonna take care of you tonight, kitten.โ Then his hands start guiding firmer. Your sopping core is dragged forward, back, forward. Your panties roll to the side themselves and Minho presses up for perfect pressure.ย
You swallow a sound and he squeezes your hip. โNuh uh.โ he starts bouncing his leg a bit, making himself vibrate against you. โLet me hear it, right in my ear, c'mere.โย
You lean close enough for your lips to brush the shell of his ear, close enough to smell his shampoo and cologneโand you moan. Sweet and a little deep and Minho swears it's perfect.ย
โOh, baby.โ He guides you faster, your grinding turns into dry humping and moans turn into whines. There's a wet spot on Minho's jeans from his cock leaking through layers of fabric, then another from your flooding cunt.ย
โMinhoโโ that gets a groan from him. His hands cupping your ass now, kneading and squeezing while you whisper and babble against his neck. โI'm gonna cum.โย
He keeps pace, doesn't change it, something your ex could never seem to do. That alone makes you wet his jeans. It's a gush, not squirting but just as messy. Minho fucking loves it.ย
โShe's so messy.โ You pull back and look at him with dazed eyes and wet lips. โLet's seeโ
His hand finds wet flesh under your dress, swiping his fingers over your clit, then small circles. Your spine bows, hips bare down, still sensitive from your high. You whimper, he hums.ย
โPretty kitty is sensitive, huh?โ The tips of his fingers press inside then back. โCan you take two?โ You nod before sense can catch up.ย
Minho likes that. โGood girl.โ Then he's pressing in. His fingers sink deep into gooey flesh and your mouth parts with no sound. It's sensitive. It's tight and burns so good.ย
โMinho, mโ gonna make a mess.โ He looks at you like he's waiting to be told when he asked. His fingers move once, pull back and sink.ย
โGive me something to clean up.โ It's over after that. He moves like he wants to see you split in two.ย
You're straddling both his thighs now, spread open by him. The squelch your cunt cries out is obscene, so much so, that someone at a neighboring booth looks up to the ceiling like they heard it. You can't help but chuckle, and Minho stops completely.ย
โDo that again.โ You tilt your head, mutter a small โhuh?โ But he's already tickling your spine. You yelp and chuckle, nails digging into his shoulder.
Minho's teeth sink into his bottom lip and his fingers curl inside of you, deeper, perfect. โSo tight when she laughs.โ You're holding on by a thread. Your foreheads on his again, he's talking you through it with sweet names and praise.ย
โThatโs it, keep it up, baby.โ
โGonna make me cum, looking so pretty...โ
โGimme another one, kitty, c'mon.โ
Your orgasm is creeping up on you, each and every methodical curl of his fingers is bringing you closer and closer, you're close, so close.
โMinโโ you hide your face in his neck and let out a wet and long moan. Drooling a bit into the collar of his jacket. Minho's fingers keep going, helping you ride it out, but his rhythm falters. His breath catches and he groans something broken deep in his chest. โDid you justโฆโ
His breathing picks up just a touch uneven. You pull back, look down, and both wet spots are spreading. He came in his jeans. Finished untouched. Unreal. Impressive.ย
Minho looks up at you, eyelids fluttering like he's still a bit dazed when he saysโ โkiss me.โย
You do. You meet him in the middle and kiss him softly. Soft enough to hear his slight hum when your warmth settles. โPerfect.โ He murmurs then kisses you again.ย
โHe'sโ kiss โanโ kiss โidiotโย
That makes you chuckle against him, soft and sweet. Minho pulls back then, looking at you for a moment. Youโve cracked him a bit. He blames that laugh. He loves it a little too much for this to be fake.ย
โSo.โ You murmur, rubbing the tip of your nose over his. โVenmo or Zelle?โ
Minho hums, face serious, humorless. โYour number.โ You lift your brows at him, smile a bit and he gives you that damn smirk. โI'll take that instead."
a/n: I have been soooooo in my head about this series. I hope that you enjoyed!
childhood friends to lovers | high school au | fluff
โAre your parents home?โ Anton whispered in the dark. Only the vague outline of his head and the occasional glare of lightning flashing across his glasses made his presence visible. His voice melded with the distant sound of thunder looming closer with each passing minute. The constant patter of rain hitting your window, wind whistling through the tiny crack you had left open by accident. You had been too worried about letting your friendโs drenched self inside. After all these years, he was still dumb enough to use your fear of storms as an excuse to run down the street in the rain and hold you while you tremble.
โNo,โ your face pressed further into his chest, flinching at another lightning strike shortly followed by a loud rumble. Antonโs hand ran through your hair down to your upper back. He hummed in understanding, you could feel the vibration against your cheek. โDadโs still in Hong Kong and Mom took a night shift,โ you mumbled. Fingers curling around the fabric of his t-shirt sleeve. The familiar scent of his familyโs laundry detergent soothed you.
โIโll stay the night then,โ he stated as if it were a given. It was only when your parents were gone that you could spend the night together. This had been your reality since your bodies started changing and your once innocent sleepovers became a one-way ticket to teen pregnancy in your parentsโ minds. Not that you and Anton ever expressed interest in partaking in that sort of activity. Well, apart from the โexploring our bodiesโ phase you had when you were five years old. But by the time you two had entered middle school you couldnโt even bring those instances up, much less reenact them.
The only people your parents had to blame for that concern were themselves. They were the ones that decided to raise you and Anton side by side. Not close enough to consider your relationship sibling-like, although that may have been their intention. Instead you walked the fine line of infatuation between lifelong friends and passionately in love.
Confessions had already been made. Antonโs was a beautiful piece of music that wouldnโt make sense to anyone but you. Yours was you learning the piece by heart and humming it back to him whenever he got overwhelmed. Confessing your love for each other had been easy when neither of you truly understood what love was. All you knew was that you couldnโt live without the other.
Your parents seemed to understand that it was only a matter of time before youโd cross every line with each other. Make that final connection. As it was, one didnโt hurt without the other also hurting. Everything from tears to laughter were shared between the two of you. It wouldnโt be long before they wouldnโt be able to recognize where oneโs heart ended and the otherโs began.
โIs that alright with you?โ He doubled checked in that wavering tone of his. The one he got every time he didnโt want to presume what you wanted despite having known you for fifteen years. His thumb stopped its smooth caress of your ribcage, hand splayed out at the center of your torso. It was early on into those fifteen years that he discovered how skin-to-skin contact calmed you down. It had been the only way to get you to sleep from the moment you were born to the age of six. Back then his small hand would settle itself on your flat stomach. Now, his large teenage hand took up a majority of your skin. Thumb accidentally brushing the underside of your breast if he wasnโt careful.
Your timid nod reassured him enough to keep up the soothing touches. He sighed as particularly dramatic lightning and thunder combination made you gasp, hand slipping to your back to hold you closer. The storm was over your heads, winds shaking the windows, rain hitting the glass. You whimpered out his name, clutching his side as if your life depended on it. Anton cupped your face. Eyes tracing the haunting shadows on your ceiling for a way to ease your mind. You were already in the comfort of your bed in his arms.
โI made another one,โ he leaned a bit forward to whisper in your ear. โDo you want to hear it?โ For a moment you didnโt respond. Too caught up in the torrential downpour outside. Anton gently lifted your chin so he could see your face properly. Glossy eyes glancing into his own. โAnother song?โ His thumb caressed your cheek. Eyelashes fluttering, you sighed carefully. Lips pulling into an appreciative smile.
Your fingers remained curled in the fabric of his shirt as he searched his bag for his headphones. He did everything diligently. Connecting the device to his phone, checking the volume, laying you down on your back, settling the headphones carefully over your ears. โJust close your eyes and listen.โ His cold hand eased itself back over the warmth of your bare skin. Fingertips brushing your hipbone where your pajama pants had sunk low.
The noise cancellation blocked the sounds coming from the storm, making the thunder seem like nothing more than a distant rumble. A soft melody began to play paired with your best friendโs breathy vocals. His voice soothing you as always. All your anxious thoughts and feelings evaporated. Breaths finally evening out. It was darker underneath your eyelids. The flashes of lightning barely appeared. You irrationally wondered if Anton had left. Lips pouty, you reached out for him. Your fingers found his collar, then his neck.
โIโm here,โ he whispered, despite knowing that you couldnโt hear him. His hand left your side to rub up and down your arm for additional reassurance. โIโm not going to let anything happen to you.โ You relaxed under his touch. Countenance turning into one of complete and utter peace. โI love you.โ
It was light at first. Maybe a slight tingle, something brushing against your lips. You thought of it as a figment of your imagination. But then it came again, this time the sensation had a little more movement. Smooth and tender. You recognized it for what it was, though believing it was a much harder task. Your eyes fluttered open and sure enough there was Anton pulling away from the kiss. Staring down at you with those brown eyes through his signature glasses. Something twitched inside you, a lightness in the center of your chest that made you feel dizzy. Your hand tangled in his hair was the only thing keeping you sane.
He blinked slowly a few times while searching your face. Fingers sliding from your shoulder to your waist. After fifteen years, you should have expected this. A time when the physical affection became too much and not enough. When you needed more from each other than you had previously given. It felt as if you had loved Anton your whole life. As a friend, as something similar to a sister, as a longing crush, as a soulmate, and now, perhaps, as a lover.
Before you could draw him closer, Anton removed his eyewear, tossing it onto your nightstand. You smiled at his recklessness, pulling him in for another kiss by his shoulders. You held onto them as your lips worked in sync. Quiet hums and moans passing through the two of you until you were left breathless. Your legs parted, allowing for him to slot his body over yours. There was something about feeling the weight of him, the heat of him on top of you. Desire, not necessarily in a sexual manner, of wanting to be as close to him as possible, to merge your entire being with his own.
You were in love with your childhood friend. There was no need to deny or work around it. You would spend the rest of your life with him, as fate has chosen.
โAnton,โ you breathed out against his lips. Eyebrows furrowed. One side of the headphones falling off. You were caught between pressing in for another kiss and pulling away in a fit of incredulous laughter.
He calmly shushed you, pecking your lips before going to your ear. โJust rest. Weโll figure it out tomorrow.โ You believed him, letting him place the headphones back over your ears right as his love confession began to play. He continued giving you lazy kisses until the two of you drifted off to sleep.
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the world comes to a halt when you place your chin on his shoulder, breath fanning over the skin of his exposed neck. well, myung jaehyuns world does, at least. time stops and he's aware (so aware) of the way your lips are curving up in amusement when you press the lightest of kisses under his jaw and he forgets to breathe the next half a minute.
the monitor in front of him is the only source of light in his otherwise dim studio. his headphones rest on their designated stand, keyboard barely visible, the LEDs turned off. you'd made yourself comfortable right by his left side, gazing at him working intently in silence until you'd grown restless. you hadn't meant to break his concentration this much (you absolutely did want his attention), but needs must.
"you're not being slick, right now." he mumbles, a pout steadily forming on his flushed face. you know he's enjoying the affection you're giving him late at night, so you roll your eyes.
"who says i'm trying to?" you press your lips over the rising pulse beneath the skin of his neck, giggling when he gulps, unintentionally tilting his head a little more to the side, giving you easier access. he's halted his movements with the mouse, willing himself to swing around to fully face you grinning mischievously at him.
"you," he sighs, failing to hide the shy lilt of his lips behind his hand. your boyfriend of two years still hasn't been able to get used to your occasional devilish advances, though no one ever catches him complaining. he's exactly where he wants to be as you stand and lean into him, hands stretching out to grab the armrests and caging him in his seat.
"yes?" you raise a knowing brow, faces inches away and jaehyun swears to all known heavenly beings that your eyes are glinting right now in a way that both scares and entices him (it's the screen he's left on reflecting in your eyes, but we let him believe whatever he desires, don't we?). he's fully into whatever game you're playing and it honestly breaks your heart just a bit to leaving him hanging.
jaehyun ends up chasing after your lips when you pull away in the last second. you plop on the edge of his bed, throwing your legs over one another, faking disinterest despite his indignation, "sorry, loverboy."
he blinks twice, letting the silence hang just a moment more before breaking into protests, "say sike right now!" jumping out of the seat he'd just melted into, he points accusingly at your innocent expression, "this is manipulation. you're manipulating me."
"who, me?" you gasp, "never!"
you yelp when he dives onto the bed as well, tackling you back with an oof. your uncontrollable laughter rings like a sweet chime in his hear while he's tickling you to high heavens and tears begin welling up on your lower lashes from exertion when he finally lets up with his attack.
you're breathless beneath him, trapped in the best way possible. you're looking up at him with the sweetest, most darling eyes and myung jaehyun's circuits shut down at the sight. he's lost in the way your grin stretches so adorably wide (in the way your chest is heaving up and down as you come back from your high and the way he wants to wipe your tears away with a kiss and, oh, a kiss โ he almost forgets this has been your plan all along, getting him on top of you and oh so obsessed).
your eyes flutter shut as he presses a chaste kiss over your brow. you chuckle, letting him take his time on all of the features on your face. "you do realize that i win," wrapping both arms around his neck, you breathe in his scent, "right?"
jaehyun hums in agreement, mind occupied by all the things he plans on doing with you next.
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Feel what you do to me - Myung Jae Hyun (๋ช ์ฌํ) x f!reader
โThink about it,โ she murmured. โYou poke the bear,โ Your stomach twisted not in fear, but anticipation. โHe wonโt be gentle after that,โ she added, standing. โHeโll make sure you learn your lesson.โ
content warning : sexting, video recording, fingering, oral (m!receiving), hair pulling, kissing, cream pie and it starting with second thoughts and finishing like youโd do it again without blinking.
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โSend him a sexy picture.โ Jisoo didnโt even look up when she said it, scrolling through her phone like she hadnโt just dropped a verbal grenade onto the table. You stiffened. โExcuse me?โ She finally glanced up, unimpressed. โIโm tired of hearing about how Jaehyun is gentle like heโs afraid youโll break.โ Your hand flew over her mouth. โLower your voice,โ you snapped. The guy behind her raised an eyebrow. You smiled sweetly. He looked away immediately.ย
Jisoo pried your fingers off and leaned closer, eyes glinting. โThink about it,โ she murmured. โYou poke the bear,โ your stomach twisted not in fear, but anticipation. โHe wonโt be gentle after that,โ she added, standing. โHeโll make sure you learn your lesson.โ She walked away, heels clicking like a countdown. You sat frozen, pulse racing, already wondering what color lingerie would drive him insane.
Red. Obviously. If you were going to do this, you were going to commit. The two-piece stared back at you like it had been waiting its whole life for this moment and honestly, so had you. Youโd always been too shy to wear it around him, but alone in your room with Jisooโs encouragement haunting your conscience? Different story. You snapped pictures in the mirror, angling just right, blocking your face like a criminal protecting her identity. Sultry but mysterious. Confident but casual like this wasnโt absolutely terrifying. You changed poses, laughed at yourself, deleted half of them, then sat down on the floor with your legs up, scrolling through your favorites with a grin that felt dangerous.ย
You typed the message fast, before doubt could tackle you to the ground. I canโt wait for you to rip this off me tonight. Your finger hesitated for half a second. Then you hit send like you were jumping off a cliff. The phone went face down. Your body buzzed, excitement crawling up your spine as you lay there wondering how long it would take before he saw it. It took two minutes.
Your phone buzzed, the sound sharp and insistent in the quiet of your bedroom. You snatched it up so fast the screen glowed with his name and a simple, tantalizing opener: Oh, love. You bit down on your lip, a smile already tugging at the corners. The little text bubble pulsed, a mischievous ellipsis of promise. Here it comes, you thought, sinking back into the ground. Did you buy that for me? Your breath hitched. A warm, slick heat instantly pooled low in your belly. Damn him for knowing exactly what that question did to you.
Yes, baby. You typed back, the admission feeling like a secret passed in a crowded room. His reply was almost immediate. Now this is a surprise. You waited, holding the phone, the silence stretching just long enough for you to wonder. Then, another buzz. Touch yourself for me. You blinked. A startled, breathy laugh escaped me. What? Did he justโฆ?
What, You sent back, playing dumb, your heart doing a chaotic salsa against your ribs. The next message didnโt hesitate. You know what I mean. Touch yourself. Before you could even process the command, another text lit up the screen, the words bold and utterly shameless. Go sit in front of the mirror. Spread those pretty legs of yours and play with yourself. And make sure you send me the video.
Heat flooded your cheeks, a delicious contradiction to the throbbing ache between your thighs. โYouโre ridiculous,โ you muttered into the empty room, but you were already sitting in front of the mirror. Ridiculous. And utterly, completely perfect. With a carefree shake of your head and a thrill zipping through your veins. Well, if he wanted a show, who was you to deny your favorite audience?ย
The phone was a cold and hard in your fist, the only solid thing in a world tilting on its axis. You braced the heel of your foot against the floor, a lone point of stability, and tapped the red record button. The lens focused on the evidence the dark, damp bloom spreading against scarlet lace. Your finger, when it came, was a traitor. It traced the swollen seam of your slit through the soaked fabric, a slow, torturous drag. A full-body shiver racked you, and a moan, raw and helpless, tore from your throat as your head fell back. The lace was a flimsy barrier, a joke. You hooked a thumb into the side, pulling it away, exposing the slick, needy flesh beneath.
The first slideย of your finger inside was a revelation, a stolen gasp. Then another. your body took over, hips lifting off the groundโs cool surface to meet the thrust of your own fingers. The sound was obscene a wet, rhythmic slap that echoed in the tiled room, pornographic and perfect. You fucked yourself with a frantic, building pace, the coil in your gut winding tighter, tighter. The only words your brain could stitch together were a broken mantra. Fuck. Jaehyun. Fuck.
It shattered you. Pleasure erupted, white-hot and vicious, wringing a choked scream from your lungs. your body convulsed around your fingers, waves of sensation pulling you under. For long moments, there was only the ragged sound of your own breathing, sawing in and out of your chest. Trembling, You hit stop. The video was a raw, graphic confession. You sent it without a second thought.
The response was immediate. A photo flooded your screen. The thick, hard line of him straining against the dark wool of his suit pants, the outline unmistakable, demanding. your mouth watered. Beneath it, the text: Iโm on my way home. I want you on your knees when I get there. A fresh, dizzying rush of heat pulsed through you. You typed back, your fingers clumsy. Yes, Jaehyun. His reply was instant. Good girl.
You were on your knees, the plush carpet a faint pressure against your skin, when Jaehyun came through the bedroom door. He didnโt pause. Didnโt speak. Time seemed to bend around his entrance, the air cracking with a sudden, static charge. One second you were kneeling, the next his hand was fisted in your hair, wrenching you up to meet him halfway. His kiss wasnโt a greeting, it was a consumption. The taste of him winter mint and pure, unadulterated want flooded your senses as his mouth moved over yours with the desperation of a man starved.
When he broke away, panting, the look in his eyes was feral. All dark pupil, a hunger so profound it stripped everything else away. โTake my belt off,โ he growled against your swollen lips, the words a hot, rough command. Your hands flew to his waist, fingers trembling but efficient. You never broke eye contact, that searing tether holding you captive as you found the cold buckle. The leather slid free with a sharp, definitive hiss. Your gaze remained locked on his as you unzipped his pants, the sound obscenely loud in the quiet room. You hooked your thumbs into the waistband of his boxers and pulled them down.
His cock sprang free, heavy and already fully hard, and the flushed tip landed a deliberate, claiming tap against your parted lips. A soft gasp escaped you, your mouth falling open in instinctive invitation. That was all he needed. His grip in your hair tightened to the point of sweet, sharp pain, anchoring you. There was no gentle preamble, no soft, whispering Jaehyun. That man was gone, vanished behind this primal, demanding force. He fed himself into your mouth, not with a thrust, but with a relentless, conquering push, filling you, stretching you. A choked sound vibrated in your throat, and he swallowed it with a dark groan of his own. Then he began to move.
He fucked your mouth with a hard, rough rhythm, his hips pistoling, setting a pace that was merciless and absolute. Each deep drive brushed the back of your throat, each withdrawal a slick, lewd promise of more. Your eyes watered, tears blurring the viciously beautiful sight of him above you, jaw clenched, watching himself disappear between your lips. The sounds were filthy wet, gasping, the soft slap of skin, his ragged curses raining down on you like blessings.
One of your hands clutched at his thigh, the muscle iron-hard beneath your palm, the only anchor in the storm he was wreaking upon you. The other hand, you slipped between your own legs, finding the desperate, throbbing heat there, already soaked. You moaned around him, the vibration pulling a ragged snarl from his chest. โThatโs it,โ he gritted out, his pace never faltering. โFeel what you do to me. Take it. All of it.โ And you did, drowning in the taste of him, the feel of him, the beautiful, brutal ruin of his control as he used your mouth for his pleasure, turning you into nothing but a willing, desperate vessel for his need. And thatโs what you wanted.
You pull back, a slow, slick glide that makes his hips jerk, and wrap your fingers around the base of him. You donโt break eye contact, watching his beautiful face fracture as you stroke him slowly, a rough twist of your wrist at the top that pulls a ragged sound from his chest. โFuck, baby.โ His voice is pure gravel, a broken prayer in the dim light. โJaehyun.โ Your own voice is a desperate whine, soaked in need. โPlease fuck me.โ
Itโs the โpleaseโ that does it. You see the last thread of his control snap, his pretty eyes going dark and wild. He folds for you, utterly and completely. In one fluid motion, he pulls you to your feet, his hands burning brands on your hips. His thumb hooks into the waistband of those same red lace panties, the ones that started this whole dizzying spiral. His gaze, heavy-lidded and molten, flicks up to yours. โCan I?โ he whispers, the question a formality, a dark, sweet courtesy before the storm.
โYes, baby.โ The permission is barely out of your mouth before he obeys the unspoken violence in both of you. A sharp tear of lace, the sound obscene in the quiet room. Then his hands are under your thighs, lifting you like you weigh nothing, and you instinctively wrap your legs around his waist, locking your ankles at the small of his back.
He doesnโt fumble. He reaches between you, his fingers guiding the thick, hot crown of his cock through your drenched folds, notching himself at your entrance. He holds you there, suspended, just for a heartbeat a torturous, perfect pause where you feel every frantic beat of your own heart against his. Then he sinks in. A slow, relentless, claiming slide that steals the air from your lungs. You cry out, a shattered sound, as he fills you, stretching you so perfectly it borders on pain. The moment heโs fully in, a groan rips from him, deep and visceral.
His arm bands around your back, a steel brace, and the hand under your thigh tightens, shifting you just so. And then he moves. He fucks up into you, hard and deep, each powerful drive of his hips punching a gasping moan from your throat. Your hands fly to his neck, clinging to steady yourself against the brutal, perfect rhythm. You meet him thrust for thrust, rocking down onto him, taking him even deeper, chasing the delicious friction thatโs already coiling your insides tight. โThatโs it,โ he grunts against your ear, his breath scalding. โTake it. Fuck yourself on my cock. Just like that.โ Itโs filthy. Itโs perfect. Youโre both a mess of skin and sweat and shattered sounds, and you are so, so fucked in the best way possible.
Youโre a whimpering, trembling mess on his cock, each raw, deep thrust scraping a broken sound from your throat. โKeep fucking me, baby,โ you beg, the words a whining plea, your eyes glazed and unfocused as you look up at him. A dark, breathless laugh rumbles from his chest. โThis is what you wanted, huh, baby?โ he grunts, the muscles in his arms corded tight as he holds you, drives into you. โAll that pretty teasing. Just to get ruined.โ โYes, fuck,โ you gasp, arching to take him deeper, a delirious giggle bubbling up. โI wanted you to fuck me crazy.โ His smile is a feral, beautiful thing. โYour wish,โ he pants, snapping his hips up with a brutal new intensity, โis my fucking command.โ
The world dissolves into pure sensation. โAhh, shit, fuck!โ you cry out, the coil inside you pulled impossibly taut. Desperate, you drag yourself up his body, your mouth finding his in a sloppy, frantic kiss. Your hands tighten around his neck, nails biting into his skin, as his arms become iron bands around you, crushing you to him, owning every inch of space between you. The rhythm turns punishing, primal. You can feel the tell-tale, frantic pulse of him deep inside you, the way his control is shattering. He breaks the kiss, his forehead dropping to yours, his breaths ragged gusts against your lips.
โWhereโฆโ he pants, the shyness in the question a stark, sweet contrast to the carnal act. โWhere should I cum?โ You pull back just enough to see the desperate need in his pretty, darkened eyes. Your answer is a low whisper. โIn me.โ A guttural, shattered โFuckโ is all he manages. His thrusts become erratic, a frantic, deep pounding. โIโmโIโm cumming, babyโฆโ Itโs the trigger that snaps your own restraint. โFuck, me too, shitโโ You clench around him, a vicious, pulsing tightness, and the feeling of him surrendering, spilling hot and deep inside you, drags your own climax screaming from your core. Wave after wave of blinding pleasure whites out your vision, your cries muffled against the sweat-slick skin of his shoulder.
For long, suspended seconds, you stay like that locked together, shuddering, the only sound your ragged, mingling breaths. Slowly, gently, he pulls out, a slow glide that makes you whimper at the loss, and lowers you until your feet find the floor. Your legs nearly buckle, but he holds you steady, his hands framing your face. He kisses you, slow and deep and devastatingly tender. โI love you,โ he murmurs against your lips, the words a raw truth in the aftermath. A slow, sated smile curves your mouth. You lean into his touch. โAs you should,โ you whisper back.