gossamer

You scare me, he said. why, she asked. Because I tell you things I can’t even tell myself.

I only want two things in this world. I want you. And I want us.

“I fell in love with you. I scraped my knee and broke my heart.”

1. Always carry earphones with you wherever you go. Nothing better than listening to music while people watching in public transport. 2. As pretentious as it sounds, a cup of tea in the afternoon is always good for you. Hell you don’t have to drink it reading some Bukowski shit or The Great Gatsby. 3. Take good polaroid pictures. Or just take good pictures of objects, strangers, your friends, or yourself. 4. Make art. Create something and give a portion of yourself to it. Show it. Or keep it in a box under you bed. It’s always nice to have something tangible that speaks about you. 5. Try going to places by yourself.Especially coffee shops. There’s just something strangely exciting with being by yourself and acting like you got it all together when deep inside your anxious as fuck on what to order at the counter. 6. Some days you’re going to ace the test but other days you wont. Whatever it is, it doesn’t measure who you are as a person. It’s just a math exam. It won’t matter in 10 years. 7. Don’t feel like going out on a weekend? Then don’t. Go waste your time on something you feel like doing and not what your friends call fun. 8. But also, do not take advantage of the company of good friends. Surround yourself with the people who love you and allow you to be yourself. And people who remind you you’re not as bad as you think you are. 9. It’s okay not to be okay. Those are your feelings and they are valid. You are allowed to be sad and be human but always remember that life is forgiving for the most part. 10. Sleep is the best temporary cure for anything. 11. Go on with whatever you have in your life right now. You are doing so well. 11. Learn. Learn to go on.

He kept stars in his pockets for every time she was sad, he would pull them out and place constellations in the sky forming promises and I love yous. “I hope you’re happy,” he said while looking at the night sky. “I am,” she replied, while looking at him.

She looked like, if you bit her, milk and honey would flow from her.