Today marks 6 months of servitude as a cashfag to @kink-override . The journey has been positive overall, with minor moments of doubt and frustration. When I first started this dynamic at the start of the year, I was receptive on submitting my payment as I put myself in a careless situation months prior. I often asked myself, “why am I even doing this?” but then felt pride once my Cash Master replied, “Payment received”. I started this blog to document my journey for others to see while I also reflected on my role as a cashfag. This was to help bring a better understanding on this type of dynamic while seeing my personal growth as a cashfag.
Being called pathetic for being a finsub or paypig and opting out of social events because finances were tight were some issues that caused frustration. Having expressed this to my Cash Master, he provided me with my mantra to recite and assist with my insecurities. As soon as it was provided, I constantly thought about it throughout the day, “Thank you for taking my fagtax payment Sir. This is what I need. This is what I am. This makes me a better slave.” This mantra grounds me when I am having a rough day as it reminds me of my purpose and my gratitude for my Cash Master that allows me to be a better slave as I serve Him. This dynamic has assured me of my place in the hierarchy.
This is a lifestyle that many do not understand but this is the life I crave and deserve. With every payment made to my Cash Master, the more I realize that this IS my purpose; there is no feeling of regret or shame to serve a Superior Man by paying my fagtax every other week. Submitting my faxtax has become a habit that is now ritualized – setting an early alarm on fagtax day, getting on my knees as I submit my fagtax, reciting my manta on my knees once my Cash Master confirms payment, and writing lines to affirm my role as a cashfag. Today’s fagtax payment puts me at the grand total of €787.92 (roughly $950) submitted to my Cash Master to date, exceeding the goal of €650 that I had planned for my 6-month mark of servitude. Consistency to serve has made me accept my purpose and identity of being @kink-override's cashfag.













