Ketamine Queen

I love you more than words can explain, more than anything can explain. I don’t know the first thing about loving someone, about putting feelings into actions and words, since all previous men have been trials, trials that failed miserably; but I’m so happy they failed. Now I have you and you are better than all of them combined, times the number of miles to the moon and back, which is coincidentally, how much I love you, I think; it could be a lot more than that. You make me happy, you make me safe, you make me want to live and continue this path of life, although I only want to see whats next if you’re walking alongside me. I appreciate you more than anything in my life. You are always here for me and you put things in perspective. You might think you hurt me but I have thick skin. I may get irritated by things you do, but none of that really matters does it? I was living life in black and white before I met you, there was nothing to life and it was just dismal, dark and depressing. I didn’t want to carry on in the dark place that I was in. Now my life is teeming with colour in so many places and ways that throwing it all away is not worth it anymore. I love you so much, nothing I’ve said to you and am yet to say will ever amount to the way I really feel about you. Words and actions can only show so much emotion, the words I say and the things I do just can’t express how I feel; but that doesn’t mean I won’t try. My love, my darling, my life. You’re more than all I want, all I need and all that I could ever ask for. I am so truly, completely and utterly infatuated with you and immensely, deeply and honestly in love with you.