broken & naughty

What if I’m unfixable? What if I’ll have to stay this way forever?

Pull your thong to the side and sit on my face

Mm "pull your thong to the side..." 😩🥺 Fuck that is so hot

It feels so pathetic even writing this down on an app like this but I really don’t know what to. There’s this loneliness that never dries out no matter how many people I’m surrounded by, no matter how much I can remind myself that some people care about me and would hate for me to take the quick exit out…all it takes is one person…that one person telling me I deserve nothing less than to exit this world, that my disorder makes me a monster…and all of sudden every trace of support vanishes into thin air. I’m left to tend to my pain alone, when someone that claimed to love me is nowhere near. Worst of all is the shame, the shame that they might just be right and that there is no place in this world for me. That I am unredeemable, that I cannot be loved unconditionally and that my essence is that of a putrid vile animal that cannot be saved.

i think about you a lot. all the time, actually. in the morning, at night, in the middle of the day. it’s you, it’s just always you.

Me and my daddy

Its easier for me when my life is miserable.. when everything is good I start to feel uncomfortable.

sorry about my posts i get really depressed in spring and also summer and also winter and also autumn

Oh I feel so disgusting with myself.

It sucks so bad being an angry cryer. no one talks about this. makes me so mad. which makes me cry more

Lately the loneliness has been crushing. I crave touch, I crave closeness. It hurts. It hurts so much.

Just want to be "I came on your pillow because I missed you" levels of weird with someone without them getting mad at me.

I finally stopped lying to myself; I'm unlovable. I'm the reason why everyone leaves.

i wanna drive really fast and have sex with everyone and drink everything

dick from a guy who worships me and thinks i’m the prettiest girl in the world

Nothing better than waking her up with your cock rubbing against her tight holes and “accidentally” slipping it in her pretty little pussy and pounding her hard and rough and fill it with fresh cum

hey wanna see how fast i can get obsessed