Crepe

If Rebecca wants a chance to block this account like she wanted to do when she made that deleted reply(in fact she deleted almost everything she said weird), this is your chance!

This isn't my original account though it's new, so it won't stop me from seeing your posts on here unfortunately, I'll always be lurking.

But I wanna make a confession because I know I have been a liar and deceiving, maybe not the things you guys thought I'd be lying about but yeah.

Think I should start off by first saying that the account TheStrawberryShortcakeQueen that I have now deleted both the Tumblr and discord for, alongside setting the Instagram up to be deleted, was me, there's also a twitter account however I don't know if that is gone since Girlypop is the one that has access to it, being that she didn't have to deal with certain restrictions.

I think you can all already tell why I made that account but I'll say it anyway, I was trying to infiltrate the fandom to see if anything was being done behind closed doors, even though that is done a lot in investigative cases, I am glad I wasn't successful as I feel uncomfortable at deceiving people like that.

The shitty art was obviously all mine that was just to make me look more legitimate, I lied and said I was 18 on that account at the time which I think was the worst thing I did, I am 18 now as of December 1st but before that I was not as everyone knew.

Another bomb to drop is that me and Girlypop did not start talking when everyone thought we did, me and her have been talking since May 6th, before I even made the first deleted call out video on Fatal and Legs I believe, the account that was said to be my friend commenting underneath the videos Splatbox is kinda a creep, Splatbox is a creep and Here we are again as at least from what I have screenshots of(I'm sure people will recognize the profile anyways) LadyCandyKing was Girlypop.

Me and her agreed to talk on discord and at that time I had no idea who Girlypop was or that she was Girlypop, we talked for a bit and it got into the subject of her unhealthy fixation on the character Edgar, I expressed discomfort with this since the character is both a rapist and murderer and she seemed to be defending all of his actions.

I should mention that from the beginning of us speaking that Girlypop has always been aware that I was seventeen, in case that's important, we started talking again after she made me uncomfortable on June 4th, this is when we started discussing the Splatbox fandom on Tumblr and Girlypop brought up Fatal, this was after I came to an agreement with both Legs and Fatal and at that point I was still very passive about them and willing to keep up my end of the agreement, Girlypop said how Fatal was the worst out of all of the fandom and when learning I had spoken to him, wanted to know his discord so she could as well which I purposely did not give her as I didn't want him being harassed at the time.

Time passed and Fatal soon made that post saying that I was lying that alongside Girlypop's constant distain for him(we'd started to talk more and more) was when I first decided that I would not uphold my end of the agreement anymore, honestly now I think of this as really immature but yeah and technically even by just viewing his accounts I was not upholding the original deal.

Even when I began my channel I was very isolated, at the time I had no irl friends and only online ones, I lived in a very quiet place where it was only me and one of my parents who also stayed in most of the time.

It was very easy to get attached to Girlypop, to become obsessed over the internet stuff even though it made me feel bad all the time, I would start to let the Edgar thing slide, me and her would practically change his character to be a better person and different from canon, then she'd say how it was basically canon and we'd just put the pieces together, I knew it was illogical but I indulged her because if I didn't agree with her on something, she'd just bring it up again later until I did, so I learned to agree with her on everything.

She had lied to me once I started mentioning the tumblr posts about Girlypop, I knew it was her because she'd also bringed up the red room thing to me in our first conversation, though I let her lie and she eventually said to me that she lied I said it was ok.

She was my biggest support in everything I did on the channel since we started talking again in June, we constantly talked about it, she constantly talked about Splat's characters too even though, we both agreed he was a bad person, she could not let them go and even tried to make them her own, I suggested this because she suggested making a channel blatantly just using his characters, I wouldn't be surprised if the tracing stuff was true because a lot of the other stuff was and I knew that too.

I knew but I felt so alone especially when everybody went into my comment sections just shitting on me, that made me talk to her further, then again I think I knew she was harmful all along, maybe I just wanted to be hurt or maybe I was just trying to convince myself that Fatal and Legs were worse.

Because if I didn't have Girlypop I had no one and I was alone, I had nobody to support me, once I started telling my parents about what I was posting, she would discourage me from doing so, from having more support and my parents actually knowing what I was doing online.

We'd voice called multiple times and every time I was asked who I was talking to, I'd say some other online friend that I hadn't spoken to for ages, I'd lie about it, she didn't even tell me to but it was instinct practically.

I'd told my family about my first experience with her in May, the time it had happened because it had genuinely angered me and maybe that's why I didn't feel comfortable telling them about her, even though she'd turned into practically my best friend.

Maybe I knew my parents would see she was bad news and try to get me to stop talking to her, realistically that would've been for the best.

I know what Legs meant about her homicidal tendencies she's said the same to me, she's showed multiple signs of religious psychosis, uses ai a shit ton and has been extremely homophobic and transphobic.

I'm queer and she knew that she never really discussed it with me afterwards but on the call we were on idk she sounded pissed about it, she believes it's a sin and refused to even acknowledge Kai being trans.

Girlypop would always vent to me and I would share personal things back to her to show that I related so yk it was equal? She asked me multiple times for help with running away, among other things despite her being 20 and me being 17, eventually it got so bad she asked me if I knew any painless methods of suicide out of the blue.

I spent hours trying to make her reconsider, telling her I would do it if she did and genuinely considering it because my mental health was completely fucked at the time.

Eventually she calmed down to my relief on call maybe a few days later, she told me that we should totally die together referencing what I'd said that day, I'm going to say this next part since I don't want it coming out of her mouth, honestly she knows a lot of personal stuff about me and I think part of that despite the unhealthy attachment was why I kept talking to her and let her be, since I was scared she'd reveal that all online if I turned on her, now I don't care.

I was hospitalized around October due to a suicide attempt by overdose, I told Girlypop that it was because of Fatal and Legs, she brought up me dying for her and honestly I don't think it's fair to blame it on anything, I was suffering and am in therapy now.

I simply wasn't allowed to have space or disappear for a while when it came to Girlypop, even when she knew I was fine she would flip out on me when I would finally respond, often times saying delusional shit like how she thought I'd been tracked down by Fatal or Legs and murdered.

When I finally came to the conclusion that all of this needed to stop for my own well-being among others, she couldn't let it go, when I finally said that I was leaving all the accounts behind on TheStrawberryShortcakeQueen Instagram account(where we often talked for stuff, I just kinda abandoned the whole infiltration plan after a while, felt wrong) and logged out.

Out of curiosity I would log back in to find her still talking to my accounts, I said that I wasn't going to post anything else due to a promise I made but that I would stick around for her sake, after making the confession that I am trans masc myself(because fuck you Girlypop you're not outing me), she got distant, Crepe is a persona for my own protection, I don't think anybody has to be honest about anything but their age.

She would start to guilt trip me really badly, saying how I treated her like a monster and that I'd abandoned her, she kept me up for hours until it was morning comforting her as she said self depricating things about herself, saying how I should just leave her despite clearly not actually wanting me to leave, I tried so hard to communicate, to sort things but eventually all of the pent up anger I felt at her, the knowing it was all wrong spilt out of me, it was only then she started talking to me respectfully and without passive aggressiveness.

Only when I got angry not when I was kind and agreeable, I hate being angry, if that's how I have to be to get you to speak normally then I'm better off not speaking to that person at all, she's trying to sort things now but it's too late, I've blocked her and am obviously done with all this, I've already stated it privately, now it's being stated publicly.

There was also this one time when we were making up a backstory for Sean, that she randomly decided to add that Sean's mother(who we agreed would be Jasper's listener), tried to coerce him into having sex with her while she was drunk, I was weirded out by that and clearly she knew it was wrong to an extent, since she completely removed it for genderbent Sean and his dad, kept it for the original story though so I suppose pedophilia and incest is fine when it's a woman and a boy-

I never roleplayed that with her, I didn't even want it to be part of the story, that's how I also know she was likely doing similar shit.

This has been complete and total utter hell for me, I can see why the last person calling out Splat dipped, Crepe out.

Hello! I'm extremely sorry to hear about something so horrible happening to you, the post I made was not meant to be disingenuous, I am not trying to say all fandoms are cults, in fact I tried to do a lot of research before I made that rant and a lot of the behaviors that this group of people in the fandom, have specifically shown are in cults, you also do not have to apologize to me, we all have our own thoughts on things.

Trust bro you aren't alone in this opinion

Ok so this may be a long rant but I'll try to explain this comprehensively.

This is more so about a lot of the community here on Tumblr being ran by Fatalmorning, the group's execessive dedication to supporting Splat and his work paired with the same community being used to further Doodlepuke and Fatal's goal, of having a similar channel and popularity to Splat(When Splat was still posting he groomed a large audience of children, inviting his kid fans into the discord server he had while posting adult content).

Was the start of me seeing that something was wrong, why I say that Doodlepuke and Fatal want a similar channel is because recently they've posted similar content to him and even in an old Twitter post by Doodlepuke she implied she wanted to do similar videos to Splat, just with a female voice.

I also say that Fatal runs the community despite nowadays essentially being shadow banned on here because in the early days when I first spoke to Fatal he said in reference to the Splatbox fandom that it was his fandom, that he was protective over it and that he was building it up.

Splat in the sense of a cult is not the leader here, he doesn't interact with the actual fanbase enough to be something like that, Fatal does, a lot, Splat would more so in a sense be the god and I know that sounds crazy and I don't really like referring to him as such, though it comes with the point I'm trying to make.

Fatalmorning and most of his group have absolutely no tolerance for criticism or in some cases questions, now you may say that was because I was being aggressive but during our first conversation, Fatal was still extremely angry despite me being fairly reasonable and not at all rude to him at the time, in old asks Fatal has also been aggressive when misunderstanding and coming to conclusions about a simple question, even when it came to one of my friends agreeing with me underneath my video titled Here we are again, Lostcat(in a now deleted comment) would respond to them freaking out.

I'll be honest there's definitely been some criticism about me that's been completely right, though I did not go out of my way to try get that criticism removed in anyway shape or form, I also took it into account even if I don't respond to things sometimes.

[This is off topic to say but I also just kinda think you're shitty friends to each other in general, not that I give any bit of a fuck about Fatal but Doodle being his friend should've been the one to point out that slip up on his spam account, not me, he also shouldn't have been asking me for fucking help, he should've been asking YOU and when it comes to the highly emotional rants that Lostcats constantly goes on if you're their friend, you should really be discussing with them on whether or not they're a good idea, I'm none of your friends and I don't like you, so that responsibility does not fall on me.]

When it comes to Fatal and plenty of other people I have criticized, there is always some sort of excuse, though I won't criticize them on the minors do not interact thing anymore, since there's much bigger problems now.

Something that solidified everything for me was when I talked about Fatal being an adult speaking to a child, while having porn on his account and being a mutual with that same child in a community where people would actually harm themselves and show it off.

His group or his friends were in my comment section defending him, saying I didn't have enough evidence and taking advantage of the fact that a lot of the stuff I got would not show Fatal's response since it's now a private account because of course the leader is always right, even when shit is damning, you won't even question what his actual replies were but I tried to.

There is a sense of othering themselves that I feel the need to mention too, that they got extremely mad about me mentioning before, where they talk about how the people in their real lives would despise them for proshipping, as if it was some crime and then at the same length would berate me for criticizing them and say they were doing nothing wrong.

Their anger doesn't just extend to me either, even though I do not speak to this individual anymore, Girlypop was friends with them before but because she started to criticize them, she was ostracized.

Fatal overall has a habit of acting like I've been persecuting him at any criticism and after the video where I revealed his involvement with a thirteen year old, privately called me homophobic when nothing of that theme was ever brought up.

A lot of the things that have been said to me by these people as well, are essentially the same exact things sometimes that have been said to me by Fatal himself or just other members, this is all important because a lot of the stuff I mentioned is behavior that is seen in cults.

Anything harmful that has been done Fatal or just by the group themselves, is always defended in some way, to bring up Girlypop again if we consider her a former member of sorts, she has very much been painted out to me and others by them as unreliable and evil in a sense even.

To prove my point further cults do not have to be religious, they can be a misplaced or an excessive admiration for a person, this person being Splat who they also defend with their lives despite his own wrongdoings, Fatal being the most delusional about this, even going so far as to believe it his place to dictate whether or not I deleted my previous videos on Splat.

A big thing I noticed is how Fatal and Splat both like to try withold and distort information if they can, this is a big reason why in a lot of asks on here Splat will lie about his reasons for doing certain things, because they circle back to what happened when the two documents were made on him and with how Fatal does it he both tries to silence me and obviously withold certain tweets, despite him apparently being innocent.

Forgive me if I'm assuming but am I wrong to also believe that Girlypop is somebody that people in your group are forbidden from speaking to? Considering like it was said she wasn't to speak to me or interact with any of you by Doodle, another thing was using something she said thinking you were her friend, against her.

I think a way of the us versus the world mentality showing up here aswell, was Fatal and proshipping as I've said before Fatal on multiple accounts when he still wasn't shadow banned or private on his twitter, would act like being a proshipper was a marginalized identity and this also further fits with how they say that people in their real lives would despise them for it(which if they aren't doing anything wrong they wouldn't).

Fatal also said some stuff to me about being cautious and careful about who was on his side whatever that means.

They try to instill fear into anybody that questions them with blackmail or maybe even anybody that tries to leave them since I learned from the same person who was trying to save themselves that some of you know where eachother live.(Seriously dude what did you think you'd achieve by doing that? I won't reveal your identity because that's probably better off honestly, just wanted you to know you are not my friend or somebody I would ever team up with.).

That's probably all my reasoning despite it being kinda secretive and closed off on just how many there are involved, the people that are pubicly posting and involved in the fandom are definitely not the only people, involved with Fatal specifically.

So yeah, you're a cult and I believe you have bad intentions with running a platform.

Which one of you is this lol?

I don't know man, I think that would be kinda weird with how he considers me a kid.

This appears to be some sort of mental break. Please take a break off the Internet, delete social media and have a life outside of this. These people don't deserve this kind of attention and you should be doing something healthier with your life.

Take care

They've interacted with me multiple times despite me being seventeen, Rebecca or Doodlepuke/Lilladylegs, reblogged one of my posts before deleting said reblog.