Kay the Unusual

dont really like how rotteen looks here

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Forgive me, that's all i ask for.

I can't stand being looked at wrong and then pretending im much superior and i dont really care. I have a really soft heart and i try to hide it a lot by using characters or whatever my greed likes to use to control me. I have to admit that i can't stand and i dont want the people against me to win, neither they want me to win……. What if we could just agree on apologizing? Just, please, let me be free.

I am… Really sorry embletcon. I have to confess that i love your artstyle and the way you drew jackal (not emoticon) in a dark-cute way, which also made me jealous seeing you not interact with me but still post stuff like that. I was wrong getting on your space and forcing you to be a mutual of mine, i know you wont accept this apology too quick but, i need you to understand that i dont want to continue hating on you and i dont want you to continue making fun of me, i just want to interact with you nicely. I't was a choice made in anger and frustration stealing your art and insulting your mental problems, i have mental problems too, maybe im more sick than you, and i may be right. Please embletcon leave me alone and forgive me, i really want to stop seeing you as a enemy in my life. Will you forgive me?

I never meant to make fun of your family member who passed away, splen. I was never serious and it was made for fun and to joke, but since i have a soft heart i really can't make fun of someone's dead relative even if i hate them. Something i want to add is that i believe it's wrong to leak our DMs, which i never did, i treated you nicely, we did drawings to eachother, i never tried to be rude and you still stopped being my mutual friend? I cant really complain, i was VERY wrong for being racist and rude towards others in the same fandom. Forgive me, i dont want you to look at me wrong.

I cannot believe im saying this but i really think i was wrong for trying to make the owners of the telegram channel lapfox confessions apologize for a small joke they made. I really shouldn't have took it too seriously that night, i shouldn't have. All i've done against you was in anger and frustration and i really never meant to do it seriously. I'm really sorry, really. I seek forgiveness from all of the members from the channel.

sshlushpup, i shouldn't have used your voice and made fun of your re-designs, it was also in anger and frustration.. You are now thinking that i hate you because you side with them and made two videos warning people about me, but i never really hated you, i just wanted you to delete the videos and leave me alone. Forgive me, please, just forgive me and leave me alone. Keep redesigning characters.

Arddennut, sorry if i misspelled your name. Your art or artstyle isn't bad and i was wrong for relating it to fetish art. I have to admit that skinny characters drawn fat are sometimes signs of kink or fetish art, but maybe you draw tqbf fat because he looks cute like that… And i must admit too, he looks cute, i wouldn't want to hug him tho, i dont want to get papercuts. I am sorry, keep drawing just like you do, forgive me.

Mayhem rants, you should… pretty much be the one apologizing but since i am more hated than you i should apologize. Using kettu in a rant account isn't a bad idea, but, after the incident of slimetok picture, i really dont want lapfox's reputation on tik tok be fucked up again, specially with kettu. Please, you shouldn't have also made fun of me and attempt to enrage me more, everyone knows im sensitive with emoticon. Im really sorry and i seek your forgiveness… Keep making rant posts.

I really not in a good mood to continue this, so i'll just leash out what i really think i was wrong for.

I was racist, but im not anymore. Why? I used to consume content on my daily fyp on twitter and tik tok, where dark-skinned people were the ones mostly seen doing crimes and illegal stuff, but light skinned people do too, right? I really thought it was unfair for dark-skinned people to be able to hurt innocent bystanders and breaking stuff while then calling anyone racist who tried to call them out, nobody should be racist but you should also understand that depending on your views, you may be looking at people in different ways like i did. I may continue reposting content of actual news, but it's to spread awareness, not to hate. I am not racist and i am okay if you're dark-skinned or mixed and want to be my friend.

To all the people i've harassed, i am really sorry and i am under your forgiveness. All of the hate i've spitted to everyone was under anger, frustration, hatred and in attempts to finally put an end to this. I am sorry for calling anyone the hard r, i am sorry for calling you faggots, i am sorry for making fun of anything you have in your life, i am just sorry for everything. Please forgive me, please… Just, please, i can only beg, please forgive me.

So… I am very shy talking about this but, about my sexual interests… Everyone has a secret desire, you know?

As i said many times, i ONLY like incest on furry characters, only and always on furry characters. I feel discomfort and disgust at seeing human characters be related to incest and i have even more disgust and discomfort at real life cases. Everyone has a sexual desire, maybe you do, em (creator of lapfox) has several ones and you still support their content. How can i prove this? In their furaffinity, they favorited a post of two deer-furries, both were related, incest. I have a lot of sexual desires, and they are all common and i ONLY prefer it on furries.

Sorry if this apology doesn’t make sense, formatted horrible or is just complete shit, I’m typing this on my phone with no plan or anything like that, also I don’t know how to use tumblr all that well.

My name is Ren, the person who was Jackoticon/emotykawn’s ex-boyfriend and former artist. I’m making this post to apologise for the stuff I drew and my lack of action and explain myself. If you were affected by my actions you have no obligation to forgive me.

I first met Jackoticon in June when he messaged me on my alt TikTok account about my profile picture of Jack from Cave Story. I knew of his existence prior to him contacting me but due to me being an outsider to the Lapfox community, I had no idea of what he was doing prior to this due to my lack of involvement in the fandom.

Our friendship quickly formed and then turned into a relationship within less than two weeks of meeting, it was only then that really I discovered his true nature of being extremely racist, homophobic and an all around bad person, which deeply discomforted me, but by this point I was in too deep. Like an idiot, I was completely delusional and decided to try and get him to change his ways and leave others alone, however this simply dragged me into the drama, to the point where I’d ghostwrite parts of his apologies and responses. Over time his true self reared its ugly head, with nonstop demands for me to draw all of his fantasies, and initially I went along with it however he became more demanding over time, culminating in an incident where he used his past and threatening to end his own life or self harm if I didn’t finish a commission right at that very moment because I wanted to sleep because it was midnight rather than finish his commission. This sent me the message that I HAD to draw whatever he asked me, even if it was heinous stuff like those drawings of Snakeloz’s Emoticon design and many other things I drew from that point on being done because I didn’t want him to do it again, however this still doesn’t change the fact that drawing those wasn’t okay and I still felt guilty for doing so even while drawing them.

We broke up around the end of last month when he got into an argument while withdrawing from his medication, that led to me blowing up in anger at him which was the first time I think I ever showed pure anger at him after taking so much abuse and lies, which was the closest I had gotten to leaving him, but he pleaded and begged and said that he would change, even if we weren’t boyfriends any more, where I believed him and we stayed together as friends. I believed that I had finally made him change, which was broken less than a week later when I saw him reposting racist stuff on TikTok again, which made me feel betrayed, and that was the moment I felt as if this relationship with him was on borrowed time.

Around a few days to a week ago, we argued again, about how he didn’t like playing solatorobo anymore because I finished the whole game before he did and how I had launched 5 seconds of Tail Concerto in a PS1 emulator to try and give him help on how to run it. We made an agreement about keeping distance from each other to prevent feeling fatigued around each other, which obviously didn’t last long as you’re reading this right now. Only a few hours ago I wrote a document telling him about why I was leaving him, which I sent before blocking him on as many things as possible.

I feel terrible for all of what I’ve let him do and what I’ve done myself. Some of the drawings I did make me feel incredibly guilty, especially because I would’ve never done them if I was in any other situation. I feel disgusting for enabling this for so long because of my stupid delusions of being able to “fix him” and all the harm it’s caused. It’s understandable if you don’t want to forgive me. I wouldn’t forgive myself. I just don’t want to have any more to do with this or cause any more harm than I already have caused.

ignore how he looks way younger then he is, I messed up😭 I’ll fix it in a more detailed drawing maybe

my hc lore is that he was a complete bastard and thought he was better then everyone else up until he experienced ego death, he ended up going to his best friends (jackal n renard) for help since he felt lost and confused afterwards. they started a record label together and it all went from there

also he’s transgender now in my lore

based off this song:

Rotteen design by @sslushpup

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