i did not draw another Infinite encore loop art wdymmmm. i wanted to draw a loop wallpaper but ngl i got lazy at the end

anyway yes i did :)

Do you, sky, know everything?

I am no longer traveling so have some isat fanart I remember getting photos of I am definitelly gatekeeping some

GO MY WIGGLYPAINTS!!! i'm finally drawing the rest of the party. i love them all lots and lots

because you can’t live in the grief forever. and that doesn’t mean you don’t feel it, it doesn’t mean you don’t carry it — it’ll always be a part of you, and it’ll always hurt. you don’t have to leave it behind! but you have to have a life outside of the grief, too. you can’t go back. and it’s awful, and it’s not fair, but it’s already happened. it’s already done. you can’t turn back time.

siffrin has spent their entire life ignoring their problems. and the issue with that is that it doesn’t make the problems go away. they just fester, and build up in you like a rot. it doesn’t solve anything. it just makes it worse.

learning to let go means looking it in the eye. it means not waiting for the universe to take you back to where you were. it isn’t going to. you can’t go back. it already happened.

but what do you have now? what do you have left? you don’t have to just. assimilate, and forget about your roots. that’s gross. letting go = accepting that it happened = acknowledging it. being honest about the truth of it. you have to let yourself move forward with your life, because life goes on — but of course that doesn’t mean this isn’t a part of your life. it always will be.

“i don’t want to think about it, because it hurts too much to accept.” this is the thing siffrin needs to let go of. the denial, the refusal to acknowledge the loss.

the home from their past is gone. it isn’t coming back. it hurts, it’s awful, and it isn’t fair! it shouldn’t have happened, it should never have happened — but it did.