Genuinely struggling with my mental heath atm. Anxiety makes it super fucking difficult to talk to anyone other than my partner at the minute, and sometimes even then I struggle because I'm overthinking every little thing I say or do.
And when I say everyone I mean EVERYONE including my online friends and people irl...
I can do things, I can do phone calls now, much better than I used to. And I can go and talk to people if I need help with something specific. But when it come to just having a chat? That's when I fumble, and second guess myself.
I really, really don't want to live like this. I feel excluded from a lot of interactions because I can't say anything and that's so fucking lonely.

























