Your fear of losing will make you lose

Hey there! My name is Kash and I'm 18+, my pronouns are she/her and I'm a writer here on Tumblr except I literally have no motivation and all my writing kinda sucks ngl. this is a new account and this is still the same person from @k4steria!!!

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all readers are welcome!

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FANDOM'S I WILL WRITE FOR:

Final fantasy

Red Dead Redemption II

Assassin's Creed (all games)

DC (comics/movies)

Mortal Kombat (most games)

Lies of P

Devil May Cry

Metal gear (Most games)

Elden Ring

Death Stranding

Marvel (comics/movies)

Sekiro, shadows die twice

Jojos Bizzare Adventure

Onimusha

Twisted Wonderland

Obey me!

Bungo Stray Dogs

Gachiakuta

Death Stranding

Persona

Prince of Persia

Vagabond

Street Fighter

Haikyuu

Bluelock

Kuroko no Basket

Tekken

Overwatch

Castlevania

Naruto

Ghost of Tsushima

Uncharted

there's probably more but I'm lazy so have these for now

you can also ask me if ill write for a fandom, im in so many I lowk forget which ones im in ٩(ˊᗜˋ*)و ♡

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WHAT I WILL WRITE:

character x reader

headcannons

oneshots (IM SO BAD AT ONESHOTS SO IM SO SORRY IF THESE SUCK)

smut (it’s gonna suck tho)

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WHAT I WONT WRITE:

male readers (I did it once, did not feel good about it but i will write for gender neutral readers)

incest

and anything else morally wrong

Hinata:

✮Hinata is the definition of clingy, whenever he gets his hands on you he rarely let’s go. It’s like you’re his salvation and he can’t bare the thought of letting you out of grasp.

✮That being said, when you two first got together he was very hesitant, he would get all ready and skittish, but what was he meant to do! He totally thought you were out of league, anyone else would definitely be as nervous as he was.

✮After letting go of his hesitation he couldn’t let go of you. In public he was obviously a little more restrained and only really held your hand, but he would always be by your side. no matter if you were outside or behind closed doors, he always found you.

✮He loves laying on you, his head on your chest or on your stomach, it didn’t matter to him. As long as he was draped over you in some way you would see that soft smile grace his features even when he was sleeping.

✮He also doesn’t mind holding you, although he won’t let you go. He’ll whine and hold you tighter whenever you try to get up. He does it unconsciously too, he could be deep in sleep and still hold you down right where you are if you try and leave.

✮If you sleep on top of him he’ll admire you. He tries not to wake you as his fingers trace your features, his eyes admiring the masterpiece before him as his lips give you feather light kisses in admiration.

Kageyama:

✮Kageyama is so insanely embarrassed to even be in the same room as you, let alone hold your hand in public. It’s not that he’s scared of you but rather scared of if you’ll even let him.

✮When you two first got together Kageyama would go red at the slightest touch between you two, he didn’t want to make you uncomfortable in any way. Eventually he came around to touching you but only behind closed doors, when you two are outside he’ll have his hand on the small of your back or he’ll hold your hand, with very shaky hands that is, he might just put his hands in his pockets, so he doesn’t embarrass himself.

✮Kageyama would rather hold you than be held, not to say he won’t lay on you but most of the time you’ll find yourself in his arms. He enjoys the feeling of your weight on your weight on top of him.

✮Like Hinata, he doesn’t enjoy letting you go; unlike Hinata, he wont whine and hold you down. Kageyama will just pout and ask you if you’re coming back, or he’ll just tag along with you, especially if its to the kitchen (mmm food)

✮Kageyama goes to sleep relatively fast, primarily with you. Your touch and weight are like a lullaby to him, he feels as if nothing in that moment matters, that everything that worries him and everything that bothered him was gone. You were the only thing he thought about before sleep took him from you, you would also probably be the first thing he thought about when he woke up.

Daichi:

✮Daichi knows which lines have been drawn and which lines you haven’t drawn yet. He’s the epitome of respectful and he wouldn’t even dream of doing something you wouldn’t be ok with.

✮He isn’t too big into PDA, he won’t reject it, but he won’t initiate it either. It took a while for him to even hold your hand, but you got there eventually.

✮Daichi will rarely lay on you, he’s more adamant on you laying on him. But he isn’t completely against the idea, once in a blue moon Daichi will lay on you. He enjoys holding you more than being held, he’s like a big teddy bear.

✮Like Kageyama, he falls asleep pretty quickly. And when he falls asleep he does NOT let go, you will be trapped under the weight of his arms, and he doesn’t wake up easily either.

Sugawara:

✮Sugawara has always been responsible, and he will continue to be. When it comes to you, he gives you some leeway.

✮He has a routine, he wakes up at the same time, he goes to bed at the same time. It’s something he’s perfected over the years, but when you came into the equation he started slacking.

✮It isn’t like he’s clingy, he just doesn’t have it in him to push you away when your so warm and so sleepy. Eventually he wills himself to get up, not before admiring you a little.

✮When you two are outside his hand finds yours, its natural to him, like something his instinct is telling him to do. Sometimes he doesn’t realize he’s holding your hand, but he’ll just laugh it off.

✮He likes to be around you while you two do your own things, he’ll slide next to you while working on his own stuff. Its peaceful, the silence isn’t awkward its comforting.

Nishinoya:

✮Nishinoya is loud, he always has been. He’s loud with his words and his actions, his love for you was never a secret and never will be.

✮He will jump on you; it doesn’t matter if your outside in public or inside. Whenever he sees you he will run towards you and hug you. He will stay by your side whenever he can, he feels prideful that you’re by him and loves to show you off.

✮He enjoys laying on you, he will wordlessly fall on top of you and fall asleep if he feels like it. To him you’re like a giant teddy bear for him to hug, you’re his favorite pillow.

✮Nishinoya has a lot of energy, so sleep doesn’t take him easily. While your asleep he likes to just watch you, he wont touch you like Hinata in fear of waking you up; you look peaceful like this and he would hate to be the one to disturb that.

Cloud never trusted people easily, this was a fact everyone knew. People often came to him when they wanted something from him, giving him faux kindness in hopes of him doing them a favour; he wanted nothing more then for these fake and insincere people to leave him alone.

When Cloud had first met you he was hesitant, not that he was actively going out of his way to not talk to you, but he was hesitant to respond to you. You had always spoken to him like you would actually listen to what he had to say… were you like this to everyone? He shouldn’t feel special, you just want something from him and he’s sure of it. No matter how much he tries to ignore you, you always went out of you’re way to talk and include him, even if he was standing ominously on the side or trying to walk away from whatever was happening you would always reel him in and try to converse with him.

A part of Cloud appreciated this, he always stayed out of things and therefore felt like he wasn’t like everyone else, but with you it felt like he really did belong with everyone else. The other part of Cloud was already suspicious of you, no one was this kind to him without a price, he knew that at some point you were going to ask him for something or you were just going to leave. So to “protect” himself he started to pull away from you. Just you.

At first you thought cloud was just being himself, all reserved and aloof about everything, but he was still acting the same with everyone else, so why were you being treated differently? 

You sat at the seventh heaven bar, attempting to swallow a drink that felt like nothing compared to your distasteful thoughts at the moment, behind you sat Barret, Briggs, Aerith and… Cloud. The conversation sounded lively and light, something you yearned to be a part of but you knew that if you had joined the conversation that Cloud would’ve immediately stopped talking and found interest in literally anything else than you and what you had to say. Why was he like this? Why was he like this with you? You dont remember doing anything even bad to him, you had treated him somehow better than most people just to gain any semblance of trust with him and he was just… indifferent?

Your thoughts were cut off by Tifa who was in the midst of making another drink for whoever it was, her face looked worried and a little concerned as she spoke to you “You’re gonna warm up your drink if you don’t drink it now, does it taste bad? I’ll remake it on the house.” She turned her back to you as she grabbed another bottle to add to the drink she was concocting, Tifa was close to Cloud, as much as you hated to admit it you were… envious? Of their relationship, you knew that they had grown up together but you couldn’t help but feel a tinge of jealousy whenever they interacted. Not that you were jealous of Tifa and resented her, but jealous of the way Cloud trusted her and spoke to her without worry.

“Not at all Tifa! This drink tastes amazing, it’s just me… nothing to worry about though!” You said in a voice that would’ve convinced anyone that didn’t know you that you were fine and that your head wasn’t racing to find an answer it knew it couldn’t come up with. Unfortunately for you Tifa was far more observant than she seemed. 

“Cmon don’t be like that! I swear I won’t tell, if it’s someone I’ll deal with them!” She said with a giggle in an attempt to see a genuine smile on your face. Which she succeeded in as you let out a laugh that sounded real to her.

you took another swig of your drink as Tifa turned around to face you, finishing and placing the empty cup down on the counter. You leaned closer over the counter to whisper to Tifa, “The truth is that I don’t know if Cloud even… likes me?” You said, questioning if the word like was too generous with the way he was treating you. “I swear I’m trying to be friends with him but everything I do just… doesn’t work, it’s like he doesn’t even see me half of the time!” You said in a hushed voice, worried someone else might hear your dilemma. Tifa’s eyes seemed confused for a moment before understanding settled behind them.

“He’s like that with most people” she whispered back to you, her tone was something you couldn’t put your hand on, it was half empathetic and half curious. “I would’ve expected him to crack by now, I mean you’ve been going out of your way to try and befriend him right?” 

“uhhh… something like that!” You responded a little to quick, you swear a bead of sweat dropped down your forehead and Tifa wouldn’t be Tifa if she didn’t notice.

“ohmygoshohmygosh! No way you… like like cloud!” She said a little too loud, her hands finding yours as she held them with excitement.

“Tifa! Remember where we are, oh god… am I really that obvious?” Your voice wobbly in realization that you may have been too obvious with how you were interacting with him.

“No! I only just realized! So many things make sense now, don’t worry, I won’t tell but oh my gosh! How didn’t I notice before?” Tifa sounded genuinely puzzled, everything you had done had slipped into place, like a puzzle that Tifa didn’t even know she was making.

Tifa let go of your hands and winked at you, “Don’t worry! Your secret is safe with me… for now” 

“For now?! Tifa what does that mean?!” Your voice laced with genuine distraught.

Behind you at the table you had decided not to join, Aerith was listening in at the bar instead of what Barret had to say, and who would Aerith be if she wasn’t already planning?

You had tried again, after talking to Tifa you had decided one more shot was define try worth it. But again, Cloud treated you as if you were just a performance with nothing behind it.

“Just stop it.” Cloud said suddenly, there was no warmth in his voice, not even a hint of it. “Stop acting like you want to be around me, if you want something from me just say it.”

“Cloud that’s not it! I don’t want something from you if it’s not you, please, I just want to be friends.” You said in a voice that was sounded close to pleading, “Cloud I swear, I’m not trying to get you to do anything other than to being my friend…” 

“I’ve already heard that before, find someone else, [name]” He said walking away, tears were falling down your face but he didn’t see them. Tears he could’ve seen that were real, tears that were shed because of him, but he just walked away; the only thing in your memory was his fading figure as you tried to understand what you did wrong.

“Cmon Cloud, I know that face! You’re pouting, what’s wrong this time?” Aerith said in a teasing voice to Cloud as he was leaning against a wall with the face of someone who was frustrated with everything.

“Nothing Aerith, just drop it” Aerith frowned slightly at his response, she looked around before she whispered to him.

“Is this about [name]?” Clouds eyes widened slightly, but Aerith didn’t let it go unnoticed. “So it is about them! What did you do this time hmm?” She asked with a teasing smile that could’ve rivalled the Cheshire Cat.

“Nothing, they keep acting like they're genuinely interested in me, it’s getting annoying now.” Cloud said in a frustrated voice, Aerith just looked at him like she couldn’t believe what he was saying. Then came laughter, the light airy laughter that was distinctly Aerith.

“Cloud you have to be joking, you know they like you right?…” 

Cloud paused with a completely blank expression. As much as Cloud didn’t want to say it your kindness, even if he choose not believe in it, was charming him into feeling something he could now name as love. Through the walls he had built to protect himself he had kept that secret so close to him not even he realized it till now, and Aerith as she connected the dots from the light pink dusting his ears and cheeks.

“You really messed up huh” Aerith commented, already thinking of what to do to help out Cloud and his helplessness when it came to romance. After a few beats of Aerith swaying on her feet thinking, she came up with an idea, ‘completely foolproof for people like you’ she said to Cloud… whatever that means.

You found yourself sitting on the steps outside the Seventh Heaven. You were trying to understand why Cloud was like this, it had been a few hours since he had decided to dismiss you so coldly and he still hadn’t came back. You knew it was pointless to sit outside and wait for him, he would just dismiss you again but your heart was louder than your head. 

Your thoughts were suddenly cut off when you saw a familiar figure walking to the Seventh Heaven, a figure that was distinctly Cloud. He was holding something behind his back, his eyes wandering around the streets as his gaze finally landed on you.

You felt something in you telling you to leave, he had already made it clear you weren’t even a accomplice to him so what was the point of staying out here, you should’ve just listened to your head. As you got up to turn the street and leave Cloud called out your name.

It was dark, waiting for Cloud had taken a while and now it was late, and something in you told you to look back, telling you that the wait was worth it and once again you listened to your heart. 

You see Cloud standing with a flower in his hand, his face and the flower illuminated by a nearby streetlight. You walked closer to him, every step reminding you that this was real. He offered the flower to you, his face a faint pink.

“I’m… sorry.” Cloud started, his mind rushing to find the right words; he thought about what he was going to say to you but now that he’s really doing it the words he was going to say seemed to vanish. To say you looked beautiful was an understatement, the light from the streetlight only helped him fall for you a little more. 

After the awkward pause he started again, “I’m sorry about what I said earlier, I’m sorry about how I’ve treated you too…” the wind was blowing and the night was cold but Cloud’s hands felt hot, his eyes were everywhere but you. “Aerith gave me this flower, it’s uhm… it’s a flower lovers would give to each other when they felt they needed to apologize.” 

Heat rushed to your face as you looked at the flower again, its petals were soft and delicate, something you could treasure for the rest of your life. “Thank you, Cloud. This flower is beautiful.” Mentally you were thanking Aerith a million times for this, tears unknowingly falling without your permission.

Cloud finally found it in himself to make eye contact with you, his bright eyes filled with more emotion than they normally were. His eyes saw the tears and this time his hand came up to wipe them, this time he saw them, this time he wouldn’t let you go unnoticed as he did before.

“I know this Flower isn’t much compared to what I’ve done… so please, let me take you out” Cloud whispered, his hand still on your face wiping away any tears that were still falling. He said the last part quickly and quieter than the rest, as if he didn’t know if he could bring himself to say it again.

Through your tears you let out a soft laugh, one that made Cloud softly smile in return of seeing you not cry anymore. “Sure, just make sure to talk to me this time” you said with a wink. Eventually your hands found his face and seeing him look at your lips so endearingly made you get the message. You pulled him in, smiling into the kiss as his other hand found your waist.

Inside the Seventh Heaven Tifa and Aerith were watching through the window and squealing and jumping with excitement at the sudden scene playing out before them, you heard it and you’re pretty sure Cloud did too but you could care less now that everything was sorted out. You would have to take Tifa and Aerith out and tell them all about it since you knew they would ask. But for now, you were content in Clouds arms and he was more than content to hold you.

Nero:

✮When Nero first saw you randomly vomit he was genuinely scared that something happened to you, when you explained that it was just something happened sometimes because of your chronic illness he was genuinely stunned. You just… threw up sometimes? He never really had any experience with chronic illness so he tries his best to help you in any way he can.

✮Whenever you randomly tell him you’re going to throw up he just sighs, because he knows you’re about to double over and sound like you’re dying and them immediately get back up and act like nothing happened, it creeps him out, but he’ll never say that out loud.

✮He feels a little bad that he cant help you wait the pain much, but he tries to do what he can, he gets a little scared when you tell him “Wait I’m gonna vomit” in the middle of conversations but he’ll get used it… to an extent.

✮When you start flaring up and feeling worse he’ll do what he can, from holding you to getting you whatever you ask. He’s faithfully by your side like very devoted knight; he’s seen more gruesome things than this so trust that he can handle this.

✮Nero doesn’t mind waiting in the hospital whenever you’re in there, sure he might complain about the uncomfortable seats, but he just grumbles and looks away whenever you tell him he can leave.

✮He says he doesn’t care about hospital drama, but he is so damn locked in whenever it happens, the doctor could be telling him that you’re about to die and he would be looking over his shoulder to see a guy with no legs breakdancing while getting yelled at by security.

✮Whenever the doctors tell him something and there isn’t hospital drama he takes it very seriously, he’s the type of guy to follow their orders to a tee. He does NOT play about ts and you can tell.

✮He’s the type of guy to be talking to you while in the chair next to your bed and then fall asleep mid sentence, he doesn’t mean to he’s just one of those people that’s always lowk sleepy. It might be because he’s always out doing something for the Devil May Cry, being with you is calming and what better way to spend time with the in pain and struggling you than to sleep.

✮Overall Nero is a pretty ok when it comes to something like this, he may be inexperienced in chronic illnesses, but he makes up for it with the pure determination to help you and make you feel better.

Dante:

✮Dante also doesn’t really know what to do when it comes to your chronic illness, he desperately wants to but has never really dealt with anything like this. He sometimes jokes about it but it never has any real bite, Dante’s seen basically everything, but this is something feels a little uneasy about sometimes; seeing someone he cares for in pain has never been an easy sight for Dante, but he’ll try to understand that it isn’t something you can’t just stop.

✮The first time you said that you were about to throw up, doubled over and sounded like you were dying and then came right back to continue the conversation he was genuinely stunned. He’s seen a lot of things, but this just wasn’t one of them. He was in distress thinking something had come over you and that you were lowk gonna drop dead in the next two minutes

✮After understanding that wasn’t gonna happen he tries to help you, whether it’s holding you to getting you stuff.

✮He honestly hates waiting in the hospital waiting room since it’s being in there is either the most boring thing ever or there’s some absolute bullshit going down, he prefers the second option because when he sees you he can tell you about the absolute buffoonery going on outside.

✮He honestly tunes out the doctors sometimes, unless they’re specifically talking to him he aint listening to a word that their saying. He’s not doing it on purpose he just doesn’t seem as focused on them as he is on you.

✮Dante isn’t the best at things like this but he tries since that’s all he can really do, hopefully he isn’t making things worse somehow.

Vergil:

✮Vergil doesn’t see you as weak for this, He finds it inconvenient at times, but he’ll never hold it against you.

✮Whenever you flare up or start to get worse you’ll find him expressing his worry a bit more than he usually does; it’s a small thing but he knows you’ll always notice so there’s no real reason to cover it up.

✮He also does not like waiting in the hospital waiting room, its far too bright and puts him off I way he can’t describe. He doesn’t mind being in your room, it’s a little more bearable when he can see you and talk to you.

✮The doctors will tell him about certain procedures and what to do and he listens like their singing a ballad of unrivaled beauty. He takes everything literally and will do everything and more, he’s very reliable in that sense and it’s comforting to know someone is willing to go this far for you so its worth it

✮ Whenever you vomit and then immediately come back up to being normal he looks at you for a moment before stopping the conversation and making sure ok, he doesn’t want to act like nothing happened, so he wont. After making sure you’re alright he’ll awkwardly continue the conversation you two were having, he doesn’t know how to act normally after what just happened so give him a moment will ya?

✮Vergil thought about the existence of angels for a while, if demons existed, then angels must exist as well, right?

✮He honestly craves to know more about you but keeps himself away from you, he feels like he’s tainting you. He’s a demon, a subhuman at best, and you’re an angel, something divine and perfect. How was he meant to stand next to you knowing this information?

✮As much as Vergil tries to stay away from you, he seems to be always observing you. How did you, an angel, walk this earth? How could you even look at Vergil? Are all angel as beautiful as you? So many things he wanted to know yet how could he bring himself to ask?

✮Vergil isn’t the best with words, he never was and never will be, but when you finally start hanging around him for a reason he doesn’t know he finds himself speaking in ways he didn’t know he could. Speaking with you seemed so easy, even though you yourself were something holy and divine you never looked down on him for being below you. He found himself near you most of the time, even he didn’t know how he gets next to you sometimes.

✮Vergil feels this need to protect you, you don’t know how evil this world is, you don’t know how evil hell is. That is something he wants to keep the same, to save you from the malice and misery that comes with being around him. It truly was odd, he himself had shed so many blood, killed many, and done things no one should have ever done in a pursuit of power; but when he’s near you, he feels normal, like someone who belongs.

✮If you have wings he’s very curious about them, as much as he acts that he isn’t he likes to observe them, how they twitch, how they flutter and how soft they look… that that he will ever purposefully touch them. If you two are together, he comes around to being more comfortable around them, he still feels as if he is somehow tainting them and this is a privilege someone like him shouldn’t have.

✮He enjoys admiring you whenever he can, even though he denies it whenever you catch him he takes in what he can about you. He has something in him telling him he shouldn’t, but he can’t, if you leave him one day at least let him carve you memory into his mind so he can remember the angel he was once next to

✮He tries to find out what he can about angels, from reading passages and books describing them to subtly asking you questions. He needs to know the difference between you and him, is the gap between the two of you truly as big as others seem to make it be?

✮Vergil will cherish you as if you were an angel sent solely for him, you might never know the pain of being a devil, but he never puts it against you, how could he? You were the one thing he was certain he wanted to keep, the one thing he selfishly wanted for himself, and now that he knew that you too wanted him he couldn’t feel more content.

✮Vergil is your most devout follower and admirer, the day that he is not is a day that will never come. He is entirely enamoured by you and will never not be.

✮Nero didn’t really get the appeal of clinging to him, out of everyone you knew why did you choose him? Whatever, not that he’s complaining… well maybe actually a little bit. He blames you for any pain he feels in his body, what a loser.

✮He does enjoy having you around, you really felt like the sun after not knowing he was cold for so long. Don’t mind if he starts start’s smiling more around you, or do, just stay near him; he needs to feel what it’s like to have a little normalcy in his life, doesn’t he?

✮When he comes back from mission’s he enjoys having you jump on him, whether he catches you or not doesn’t matter. As long as he is with you he’ll endure the pain of being brought down to the floor. He does enjoy when he catches you and spins you around in his arms, feels like he’s living something not meant for him, but you’ll indulge him right?

✮He does prefer when you cling to him in private a bit more because he feels less embarrassed about it, not that he’ll reject you in public. Its more life it’ll be you clinging to him while he walks around getting weird stares from people who aren’t used to you clinging to him like he’s the only thing keeping you alive.

✮He honestly finds it impressive it is that you can cling to him with such strength. Sometimes he struggles himself trying to wriggle out of your grasp, eventually he just gives into this oh so cruel fate you’ve punished him too.

✮Nero finds it pathetic just how much leeway you have, even Dante doesn’t touch him or come into contact with him half as much as you do. He always somehow finds an excuse for you, he doesn’t know who’s he convincing anymore, himself or the person he’s talking too?

✮He also starts reciprocating your physical affection, you two will rarely be seen in the same room not somehow touching each other. He finds himself craving your presence and warmth, it’s like something in him wants to devour you in a way that will keep you near him.

✮And when you somehow go moments without holding each other or somehow even a few hours… or maybe even a day?! He finds himself questioning if he did something wrong, did he upset you? Did he make you hate him somehow? How did he get himself here?...

✮If Nero could he would have you next to him at all times, you’ve basically become a part of him, and he just can’t seem to let you go. Letting you leave feels like letting something precious in his chest be ripped out, good thing you’re here to stay!

✮Overall you’ve turned Nero into a smiling mess whenever you’re around, he genuinely can’t remember what it was like before you honoured him with the sun.

✮Nero won’t let you go, as long as you promise to stay by his side. When death comes to claim him, the earth herself will taste the love he holds for you, you truly were something he needed in his life and he didn’t even know it… oh how kind you are, are you sure you aren’t some kind of angel?

✮Cloud knew from the moment he felt something warm in his chest that you were different, he  was never good with words, so he always watched from a distance; didn’t want to scare you off of course! Not because he knew that he would start stuttering and the calm and collected SOLDIER façade would fall… not at all!

✮At some point he just accepts that he will always feel like this around you, like a boy finding out what love is for the first time… even if it’s been months of longing looks across the room. Eventually, in due time, he starts talking to you more.

✮Everyone around you always has something to say when you two done talking, something along the lines of “man he isn’t even trying to hide it!” and “the way he looks at you is something I envy”… huh wonder what that means!

✮It always makes you concerned when people talk about Cloud to you, they always say he’s more on the silent side, calm and seems indifferent to things happening around him; which is odd considering that when you speak to Cloud he always seems nervous in small ways, like the way he keeps wiping his hands and only making eye contact with you for short moments before looking away with a slight tint of pink on his ears, that’s normal right?

✮Cloud feels like he can’t think about anything other than you, even when he’s speaking to other people he’s thinking about you… what would you say? What would you do in this situation? He’s only snapped out of his lovesick trance when the person he’s talking to realizes Cloud isn’t listening to a thing that they’re saying, how rude.

✮Whenever he sees something you might like or something that reminds him of you he gets all flustered, c’mon Cloud it’s just a song! No need to be sucha’ sap… He will buy these things for you, best believe he’s gonna hold it out to you and attempt to play it off as something he just bought on a whim… Cloud this is the third trinket this week, you’re getting a bit obvious now!

✮He feels embarrassed when he thinks about you at night, even if he tries to think about anything else his mind runs back to you. When will he see you again, is it tomorrow? Just thinking about it makes him feel all giddy, which is odd considering he has a reputation for being hard to read.

✮Cloud hopes you don’t see the small slip ups he makes around you, stuttering over words he shouldn’t be. And the way he looks at you, he’s sure you can just feel the absolute restraint he has around you; his eyes seem softer around you, like you’re something he’s been looking forward to, something he doesn’t want to scare away, something he wants to cherish.

✮And when Cloud finally tells you how he feels, how you’re the one thing he can rely on, how your someone he genuinely trusts, he feels like a weight has been lifted off of him; like someone let him breath again after not knowing he was even drowning himself, seems like that person was you. Oh how grateful (and pink) he was when you told him the feeling was mutual, he’ll never forget the day you graced him with a kiss, there’s just no way you weren’t made for him!

Dante:

✮As flamboyant and flashy as Dante is I think he isn’t the biggest fan of PDA so if you want cuddle or hug him its better if you were to do it behind closed doors, not saying he won’t hold your hand outside.

✮Definitely a small spoon, will become the big spoon if he or you feels like it though. He loves being so close to you that there’s no space between the two of you, if you two are gonna cuddle you two are gonna do it the ‘right’ way (he’s just going to cling to you like a lifeline and complain and whine if you try to get up)

✮He also enjoys having you pressed against his chest or just having his arms around you, having you so close to him makes him want to believe that you’re staying. He’s never had someone he could lean on before, he’s sure this is what it feels like to have that person though.

✮He wouldn’t directly tell you he wanted to cuddle; he would most likely just pull you in saying some cheesy one liner. If you were to ask him wouldn’t respond with words, he’d just jump into your arms.

✮Totally the guy that hogs the entire blanket on purpose just so you get close to him, he was never too good with words, so this is the most direct thing you’ll get from him… for now.

✮Definitely seeks out your touch and warmth after rough days, it truly is pathetic how much he melts into your touch; but he never felt safer. It was odd, usually he was the one saving and protecting people, but when he was with you it was like he was the one who felt safe… he hasn’t felt like this in a while, so don’t leave, please?

Nero:

✮Nero is somewhat like Dante in the sense that he would rather cuddle you behind closed doors but doesn’t mind some light PDA.

✮Likes being the big spoon more than the small spoon, there’s no real reason other than the fact that he just wants to hold you. Nero wouldn’t mind being the small spoon either, whatever you want is what he wants.

✮Also like Dante, Nero wouldn’t ask you to cuddle he would just look at you hoping you get the message or just pull you in himself. If you ask him though, he’s rarely said no.

✮I like to think that Nero enjoys your weight on top of him which is why he mainly prefers to be the big spoon.

✮When he’s been gone for a long time or you two haven’t seen each other in a while he likes to just cuddle with you while you two talk about what you’ve both been up two, it’s the one peaceful outcome he likes to cherish in his moments of tranquility

✮He also loves laying down on your chest and feeling/listening to your heartbeat, he never admits that he’s doing it.