Karelounge

Thought about suicide on November 2nd

For years i told him the things that he was doing that were making me unhappy. I gave him time and plenty of heads up about how I was feeling in the relationship. For years he made me feel like a piece of furniture in his life. He used and abused me, thank God we were never violent towards one another.

It has been a while since I’ve written an update. Life keeps on going and isn’t stopping. We only live one life, might as well enjoy it than to be miserable.

Since my past update I was still processing my separation from my husband. Now we have filed our divorce and just pending to get our final decree signed by the court. Its still bitter sweet to me but it was for the best. I am a strong soul and need to be loved the way I want, the way I feel I need to be loved. I struggled to stay in that relationship for roughly 3 years it was already over for me, I wasn’t getting the love and attention, we fell into our routines and became comfortable... today would of been our 5th wedding anniversary but today I will celebrate me and how happy I am alone.

Mejor sola que mal acompañada

Better alone than with bad company

My goals and dreams had to be rewritten. I am hoping to reach my career goals and fitness goals. Eventually get out of the debt I got in that relationship.