ā unique just means alone. ā
ā iām not afraid to die, just wish i could live a little first. ā
ā i know iām a monster, but you look at me like iām a man. ā
ā thereās nothing i wouldnāt do to keep you safe. ā
ā we all have sins to pay penance for.Ā ā
ā donāt look at me like iām a hero. youāll only disappointĀ yourself. ā
ā sometimes when you look at me itās likeā¦itās like youāre staring straight past my flesh and into my soul. ā
ā you make me want to live. ā
ā i know i donāt deserve forgiveness, but i like the idea that some people think i might.Ā ā
ā i trust you with my life.Ā ā
ā youāre more like family to me than my own blood. ā
ā iāve never had any sort of family before. ā
ā your life is far more precious than mine. ā
ā i donāt care what happens to me. as long as youāre safe. ā
ā i need you to liveā¦cause if youāre gone then, i donāt know what the point of it all is anymore. ā
ā i know iām not the person you want, but iām here. ā
ā i love you, and i know you may never feel the same. but iām okay with that. ā
ā i couldnāt say no to you even if i wanted to. ā
ā youāre worth more than this. ā
ā why do you walk around as if youāre somehow less valuable than the rest of the world?Ā ā
ā please, let me help you. ā
ā just let me do this for you. ā
ā you do have something to live for. you have me. ā
ā youāll always have me. ā
ā i see you. i know you feel so invisible all the time, but youāre not. not to me.Ā ā
ā itās okay to be angry, youāre allowed to be upset about what happened to you. ā
ā donāt you realize you deserve more than this?Ā ā
ā youāre not a machine orā or some thing. youāre a person, and iām sorry anyone ever made you feel otherwise. ā
ā please, just hold on a little longer. i canāt lose you too. ā
ā this scar..what happened?Ā ā
ā if you wonāt do it for yourself, then do it for me. ā
ā youāre bleedingā how long have you been hiding this?!Ā ā
ā sometimes i realize one day i could die, i could just disappear and the world would be none the wiser. thereād be no one to miss me and that terrifies me more than death itself. āĀ
ā iām not sure i know who iām supposed to be anymore. ā
ā my mind is so loud and iām afraid itāll never be quiet again. ā
ā when iām in a crowd i just want to melt away and yet, when iām alone itās somehow worse. ā
ā loneliness is a poison and iāve been drinking it for so long, i donāt there thereās an anecdote to save my soul. ā
ā i donāt care if the world knows my name, i just want you to remember me. ā
ā you deserve more than i could ever give you. ā
ā i love you. i know thatās not enough, but i do.Ā ā
ā youāre safe with me, you always will be. ā
ā you make me feel safe. like iām allowed to be anything i want. ā
ā iād do anything to be the person you love again. ā
ā iāve got you, youāre safe.Ā ā
ā just rest, iām here. ā
ā you can stay with me tonight. ā