Love Me
Heyyy... How y'all doing? I know it's been 50 11 years since I last posted (trust me, it's been almost just as long since I last played Choices), but I'm still here! With a new story too! Might be a little controversial since it's Choices' newer books, At Your Royal Command. But I surprisingly didn't hate it. Now, did I tweak the MC a bit more to suit my tastes? Absolutely. But not too much to take away from the main story (this could be a two-parter, mainly because I think they gloss over what happens between the royal heir and MC too quickly). I was angst and proper longing (and an actual apology). So yeah, I hope you enjoy!
Book: At Your Royal Command
Pairing: Judith Bain x Prince Alaric (Black F!MCxBlack M!LI)
Rating: Explicit (E)
Tag(s): Mutual Pining, Suggestive Themes, Mentions of Assassination Attempts
Word Count: 3,424
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(Prince Alaric)
When I went to the dungeons in search of a new personal servant, I was expecting some poor, feeble, nerve-wrecked souls searching for a hope in a hopeless situation. Someone who may or may not last longer than a month due to an assassination attempt gone awry or by their own foolishness of an unbridled tongue. I wasn't expecting to come across her.
A nimble-fingered woman who supposedly got abandoned by her so-called "friends". Sent to meet the executioner's blade like a sacrificial lamb.
Judith Bain.
Despite the dirt and grime covering her small frame, she stood out like a torch in never-ending darkness. A thick, dark, curly mane that flowed past her shoulders and down her back. Dark, sun-kissed skin clothed her curvy frame. When I finally got a glimpse of her face...
By the gods... Dark, perfectly arched brows framed her almond-shaped eyes. A slightly broad nose, delicately chiseled cheekbones, a sharp jawline, full, soft lips that looked to give kisses sweeter than our finest wines...
And those eyes... Bright goldish-brown eyes that come alive with one of the few rays of sunshine make through that dank hell. They could put any gold coin in the royal treasury to shame. But more than that, they weren't easily readable.
She was gorgeous, intriguing... and I immediately knew the beauty had to be mine.
Judith proved to be more than just a lovely face and a naturally submissive woman, despite her efforts of trying to make it seem so. She was always thinking. Those golden brown eyes never seemed to stay still for long, something I noticed that became apparent after her first brush with poison. The only time those eyes seemed to focus on a single thing was when they were trained on me.
At first, those eyes were more cautious. More distant. Seeing me as nothing more than a shield from the chopping block. An unknown irritation she was unfortunate enough to be chained to.
But it wasn't until after she stole my mother's signet ring... after my lips finally came off of hers from our first kiss, I noticed the shift in her gaze.
There was a warmth that was slowly creeping in, softening the steely, unforgiving gold to warm golden honey brown. A spark of fondness that grew into a beckon of affection. Little by little, the impenetrable mask of a dutiful but indifferent servant lowered to show the true face of the woman underneath.
Witty, sarcastic, sassy, and unintentionally funny. Her childlike wonder for the simple pleasures, such as being in the presence of animals, books, art, and nature. The sweet and attentive nature as she tenderly wiped the boar's blood from my face. The adorable, shy demeanor that takes over whenever I shamelessly flirt, touch, and tease her.
Her beauty went beyond just her physical appearancem and I couldn't help but feel captivated by her...
When she finally gave in to the undeniable attraction brewing between us and allowed me to show her pleasure she's never known, I realized how I had never felt closer to someone in my life. According to the court's titillating gossip, I was a notorious rake with an insatiable appetite. While those things aren't false, I never felt anything towards anyone outside of a one-time desire. With Judith, however...
It was more than that. More than mapping the goosebumps that dotted her soft skin like mini hills. More than just learning the secrets of her body that she refused to give to another, until she found herself under the royal covers. More than finally discovering her unique, sweet taste as I ravish the most intimate part of her body. More than feeling the perfection of her inner heat, drawing me in to the cusp of completion and marking her from within.
She became more than a servant at my command—more than a body to add as a notch onto my bedpost.
She saw me as a man, not just a mannequin whose crown was to adorn his head. She was someone who looked up to me and spoke to me with unwavering certainty of my abilities to rule that my own parents criticized and doubted for years. She's someone who stayed by my side when I was at my weakest, delirious with fever, with a slim chance of seeing tomorrow's first light. She was the first face I saw upon waking from what felt like an endless nightmare; dark circles marred her undereyes, but it didn't take away from her beauty. She's someone who offered her presence at night and dealt with my increasing moodiness during the day as my personal nurse. She's someone who made her opinions known, not caring for my ire and stubbornness when I was endangering my health for the sake of the realm.
She's someone who, before admittedly but unintentionally, told me she cares about me, and showed it.
She's someone who asks me for nothing, expects nothing... and yet, in my eyes, she deserved the entire world.
Falling in love with her was so sudden, almost alarming in its intensity... but clicked in place like the final puzzle piece to my soul. My heart knew and understood the truth.
I love her.
With such knowledge residing in my heart as I held her close in a dance before everyone in this godsforsaken court, I found it difficult to keep up my stoic mask. I felt myself unraveling as I looked at her angelic face, flushed with embarrassment at my possessive touch as I pulled her closer. I felt the desperation clawing at me from the inside as those warm, honey colored eyes met my dark gaze.
'I can't hold back any longer. I have to tell her. I need to know if she feels the same...'
"Follow me," I quietly said to her. Judith gave a slight nod, allowing me to spin her across and through the throngs of couples on the floor before pulling her outside onto the balcony. Silently, I shut the doors to block the world of the court. I turned to find questioning and weary eyes looking back at me with mild disapproval.
"You have a tremendous amount of audacity for dancing with me like that in front of the entire court," she lightly chided with a sharp click of her tongue. A muscle of my jaw ticked at the mention of those fools as I stepped closer to her.
"Do you know what it felt like being in there? Having to watch those nobles flutter around you as if they possess the right to be within your vicinity?" Judith took a slight step back, clearly baffled by my question.
"Alaric--" Damn, my name never sounded so sweet before her. I can't stay away. I closed the distance between us, staring imploringly into those otherworldly eyes as I cupped my angel's face.
"From the moment I saw you, I knew I had to have you. That you were to be mine... Always at my side, always supporting me, always impossible to read. I had believed in the beginning that you were just another servant. Forgettable. Replaceable..." I allowed one of my hands to trail downwards, tracing the elegant line of her neck and feeling the prancing of her pulse beneath the sensitive skin.
"But now... everything changed. I can no longer walk into a room without my eyes immediately seeking out your signature silhouette. I find it harder to breathe knowing you're not by my side. I..." I couldn't help but trail off, trying to read the emotions in her eyes.
Surprise, uncertainty, and just something warm hidden underneath...
"I find myself needing you always. Not just needing you, but needing you and you alone. Above every advisor, every guard, every noble... I need you, Judith..." The confession hung in the air, and the only thing she allowed to slip was the slight widening of her eyes. Though her heart, still thrumming under my fingertips, told a different tale.
Judith cleared her throat and, much to my heart's dismay, pulled away.
"Alaric, certainly you can't mean that. Have you forgotten? You're a Prince--the Prince Regent! The soon-to-be King of Sybarith! I'm just--" I let out a frustrated growl and stepped into her space again.
"Judith, don't you get it? I don't care. I don't care about appropriateness. I don't care about titles. I don't care what this damned court has to say. I care about you," I stressed, feeling the desperation weighing in my chest. I wrapped my arms around her waist, pulling her back in to satisfy my need to have her near. I rested my forehead against hers, finding those honey brown eyes staring back at me.
"Will you truly make me say it," I asked her softly with a pinched brow. She bit her lip, averting her gaze.
"Say what, Your Highness," she asked instead. It was enough to break me. My hands cradled her face with a slight tremor, all the nervous energy and neediness turning to a head. Those eyes snapped back to me in an instant.
"I... I love you, Judith," I said, breathless at the weight of those three little words. I heard the soft intake of breath as Judith looked back at me, at a loss.
"You... truly..." she trailed off, as if she could bring herself to say it. I shut my eyes, stealing those plush lips in a desperate kiss. I groaned at the taste of her, allowing my fingers to scale up her spine to urge her closer.
"I love you, and it's the most maddening experience I have ever encountered. You weren't supposed to matter at all, but now... you're everything--my everything," I whispered heatedly against her mouth. I opened my eyes to find hers looking back, beautiful and yet still unreadable. I placed one of her hands over my heart.
"Do you feel the same," I implored softly. Those golden eyes darkened before she surged up to place a searing kiss on my lips. I stumbled back at the sudden force, but quickly returned the passionate kiss. I felt a brief bite to my lower lip before she pulled back.
"You want me to say it? Then get on your knees and prove how much you deserve those three words," she whispered heatedly, her voice taking on a husky edge that almost immediately made my blood run hot. I couldn't help but stare at her, shocked at her brazenness but aroused by her authority. My hands trailed down to her hips, needing something to hold on to.
"You're really going to make me work for it? After I've bared my heart to you this way," I questioned her. Her brow quirked in answer before pushing me back with a single finger and a hardened command.
"On. Your. Knees. Your Highness." I bit my lip as I felt my pants tighten, lowering myself before her in obedience.
"I am at your command, my love. What would you have me do?" Her hand found my chin, guiding my gaze upwards. Her eyes took on a familiar heat, just barely masking that same hidden warmth that she determined to keep from me.
"Tell me what you love about me," she prompted before releasing me. I surged up to kiss her neck, my fingers seeking the ties to her dress. I spoke with a husky rasp as I allowed the sensation of her to overtake me.
"I love how you trust me. How you follow my lead so naturally, like we were made for each other..." Her dress fell with a hushed whisper, leaving her mostly bare, save for her underwear. My hands found her breasts, circling her hardening nubs with my thumbs as I trailed kisses down to her collarbone. I heard her let out a soft moan at the attention, arching her back to seek more. I lowered my mouth to her soft mounds, teasingly brushing a kiss against the hardened peaks. She moaned a little louder, arching further in a silent plea. Unable to deny her anything, I took one nipple into my mouth, sucking gently in the way I knew she liked.
"Ohhhhh..." came the rumbling purr, the sound sending a shiver up my spine.
"I love your strength. The way you fight for your beliefs and how you fight for me," I murmured breathlessly. Her breath hitched as she felt my fingers leave a burning trail down her stomach, to her inner thighs. A soft groan escaped me as I found her underwear already damp. I almost tore the fabric in my impatient eagerness, feeling along her wet slit. I turned my attention to her other breast, working my tongue around her neglected nipple to make her melt further.
"I love how your body responds to mine. How wet you get when I touch you just right..." I lightly brushed a nail against her hidden pearl, causing a whistling hiss to escape her teeth. I looked up into her molten gaze.
"Say it, my beloved. Tell me that you love me," I said in growing insistence. Those lips tilted up in a wicked smirk.
"Tsk, tsk. I will say it when you've earned it, Your Highness. And not a moment before." I groaned, lightly biting her nipple in protest. A breathless gasp left her lungs.
"You're impossible," I playfully accused, which only made her smirk grow a fraction wider.
"And you love it," she shot back. And I did. Gods, I love everything about this woman. I kissed down her body, worshipping her soft skin with utter devotion. I mouthed around her navel when I felt her fingers tangle in my hair, giving it a gentle tug.
"Your mouth. I need your mouth on me, now," she demanded. I licked my lips at the command.
"As my darling demands," I conceded. I hooked one of her legs over my shoulder, opening her up to me before leaning forward to partake in one of my favorite meals.
"Oh gods, yes-!" her hips arched against my hungry mouth, grinding her sweet pearl against my suckling mouth. I let out an answering groan, the vibrations of it making her cry out for me. I slowly moved lower, thrusting my tongue into her perfect heat.
"Mmmmm, you taste divine, my sweet. What I would give to taste you like this for the rest of my life," I mumbled against her. Her answering whimper and slow drip of her wetness into my mouth was an answer enough. I gripped her thigh in a lustful growl.
'Gods, she's perfection...'
I swapped my tongue with my fingers, determined to make my angel fall apart with a love confession on her sweet lips. I gave firm licks to her swollen pearl as my fingers curled to massage the perfect spot inside her that'll make her see stars. It didn't take long before her thighs locked around my head, and a cry of my name echoed into the night. I worked her through her orgasm until she was pushing me away from overstimulation. I rose with her lingering essence on my mouth and a frustrated glare as I was still unfulfilled.
"Still nothing? You're killing me," I huffed. She let out an amused chuckle, pressing her naked body into me.
"You're gonna have to try harder if you want to get what you want," she drawled with a teasing grin. She reached up to kiss me, tasting what was left of her release on my lips. I groaned, thrusting my tongue into her mouth so she could get a better taste, which she answered with a moan.
"Mmm... I taste good on you," she purred, tracing my lips with a finger. I squeezed her waist yearningly.
"Please, my love. I need to hear it," I pleaded, which she silenced with a torturous kiss.
"Not yet, Your Highness. Show me more." Before I could protest, those small hands peeled away at my clothes. Soft lips making contact with each new inch of skin made available. Her hands ran over my bare arms, letting out a soft noise of appreciation.
"Gods... you're perfection, Alaric," she whispered into my neck, punctuating the praise with a kiss. That sinful mouth made its way down, a kiss above my heart, a playful nibble at a nipple, a slow outline of my abs with her tongue...
She slowed her journey as she studied my recent scars, her kisses tender.
"These will forever remind me of how close I was to losing you. That I should cherish every kiss, every touch, every word, every breath with you," she whispered. I screwed my eyes shut at the admission, grasping at the railing behind me. Her hands moved further south, making quick work of my breeches and undergarments to reveal my hard, thick length. Oh, how I ached...
She leaned in, pressing a soft kiss to the tip.
"And this... this is mine tonight..."
"Gods-- please--" I hissed before letting out a guttural moan. The minx licked the slit as she slowly pumped me, twisting her wrist as she reached the crown. I looked down to watch her give the head another kiss.
"All this... for me," she asked. I groaned aloud, jerking my hips forward.
"Stop teasing. I need you--please!" She gracefully rose with give me a soft kiss.
"I want to look you in your eyes as you take me, Alaric," she said. Without a delay, I lifted her onto the wide stone railing, holding her securely as I stepped into her beautifully spread thighs. I stole another kiss, lining my hard length to her entrance.
"I got you, my love," I whispered against her lips as I began to enter her slowly. She never looked away from me as I sank into her, rolling my hips for the last bit to hit that perfect angle. She gasped.
"Gods, I love how perfect you are for me," I said reverently. I set a slow yet steady pace, enough for her to ease into it and enough for her to take the pleasure she needs. Soon enough, she was rolling her hips down to meet me, bringing me in deeper.
"Oh, yes, Alaric. Almost... you're almost there, don't stop..." I growled, tightening my grip on her waist as I drove into her harder, still chasing the one thing I desired most.
"Say it, my love. I need to hear it," I growled in her ear. Judith shook her head.
"I-I can't... I need-" I kissed her before pulling back to look into her eyes.
"Do you want to know when I knew? When I first realized I loved you," I asked heatedly against her moaning mouth. Her eyes lit up with curiosity, allowing me to press forward.
"It was when you stayed by my side in my feverish delirium. I remember your tentative touch with a cool cloth, your quiet company as you held my hand, your blessed kiss when the fever burned through my blood--" I moaned as I felt her walls flutter around me.
"When everyone else gave up on my life, you stayed. You fought for me..." Judith's arms wound around my neck to pull me closer, keeping her eyes locked on mine.
"More, my Prince. Tell me more," she pleaded, eyes burning with the same emotion brewing inside me.
"I knew that I would never want anyone else. You became my everything. You were the one I could ever love," I admitted, letting her see the vulnerability in me.
"Gods-- I'm going to--" she let out a broken gasp as she ground down on me harder, chasing her high. I growled, stilling her hips as I continued to thrust into her.
"Not until you say it. Say it!" She cradled my face as she finally let her guard down, letting me see what she had tried to hide for some time. The unbridled warmth, the unbashed adoration, the overflowing emotion of-
"I love you. Gods above, how much I love you, Alaric," she quietly confessed, sealing it with a sweet kiss. It was enough to shatter both of us. With one more final thrust, I felt her walls tighten around me, milking me for everything I was worth.
"Judith...!"
"Mmm, Alaric!"
I collapsed against her before bringing her down to the ground, still buried inside her. I nuzzled her cheek as we sought to catch our breath.
"Say it one more time, my angel. Please... I need to hear it again," I begged. Judith gifted me with a gentle smile, the warm honey eyes soft on my face.
"I love you, Alaric. I'm completely, utterly yours..." I sighed dreamily.
'Sweeter words have never been spoken.' I pulled her closer, nuzzling her neck as I wrapped my arms around her with no intention of letting her leave me.
"You have no idea how much this means to me. I love you, Judith. You are my heart," I whispered. She kissed me once more, sinking into me in sweet surrender.
"I love you too, my Prince. You have me..."





















