XV

parasocialism is bad Unless its with me. i love you. yes You. Specifically

identifying a maladaptive coping mechanism is so bitter sweet like that’s great now i know what i need to stop doing. but that’s literally my something

big men who blush when you compliment them. big men who fumble their words, who get all fidgety when you're sitting next to them because they can't focus. big men who do that little aw shucks rub on the back of their neck when you kiss them on the cheek. big men who love cuddling you. big men who pick you up like you're light as air and tuck you into their side so you can't see how big they're smiling

btw it's so fucking stupid you can be anxious physically in your body even after you've decided mentally you don't care. I'm supposed to be in charge here

i’m giving up personhood to become a full-time abstract concept

they should invent a body that feels normal to be inside of

im never serious but I always mean it

asking him if it’s all in yet only for him to take your hand in his and wrap your hand around the length that’s yet to slide into you

modern social media should stop offering "sync with your phone contacts to follow them" options and start offering "block all your phone contacts so they never see your account" options

Accidentally put my whole fucking heart into something that wasnt fucking meant for me again fucking hell