Js.B

It is new year. Let’s summarise the past year. 

Relationship. I always not prioritise this in my plan as i believe it will com to me one day(or not). Family are doing great, hope getting better. However, I lost someone who always care on me. Hope you are doing well in heaven.

Health. Hope to have a better health. Maybe lose some weight. Determination and perseverance are the things I needed most to achieve this. 

Career. 2017 is skyrocket journey for my career. Been busy and they drained me out.  Opportunities were given, and I took them but thought could have done a better job. Thinking to take a break this year. 

Remember one quote from a movie, 

或許每天都在找尋某個人，某件事

可以是只出現在夢裡某瞬間的人事物

當你醒來，卻又忘記，努力地想卻毫無頭續

在同個世界裡會不會有那個人的存在在另一個時間軸在等待？

又或者是在同一個時間裡的平行世界？

等待你的出現，我的發現

Do not expect people always be there for you. You are the only one who can help yourself. You are the only solution provider for your own problem. 

I will think my way out without your help, and Thanks for the lesson you taught me. 

Turned 26.

Really feel the aging process as the stamina and emotion not allow you do the same thing you did at the age of 18. You will feel like you are the walking dead if you were not on the bed before 12 midnight. 

Parents used to worry about your academic. Now the are worrying about your jobs and relationship.

For career, I have a single thought -- “should I give up, or should I just keep chasing pavement , even if it leads no way”. Need to find out the source that can lit up my passion. 

For relationship, I like to take it slow. This make me think of the movie “How to Be Single”. I like the feeling of being single , without family, loved one, friends, just ME. Of course, occasionally. Friends and family do take important roles in my life. Another reason is ... still not pose the courage to tell the world. 

People said birthday boy got 3 wishes. 

1st wish - Stay healthy

2nd wish - Stay wealthy (physical and emotion)

self reflect is vital in your relationship with love one, friends or family.  this can make you do better next time. Always observe, think and act properly to handle that situation no matter how close you are to that person. People says relationship is fragile like glass, once broken, there was a scar or crack even you mended to original shape. The looks is different, so does the feeling, you can never go back to yesterday. 

When getting older, always recollect those old good time with the special one. But you are not closer to them as you were used to be. I believe there are phases, you might find him the best you have at this moment, then you find another one as time passed.