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Jackie Jackson x Reader, two oldest siblings choosing each other. They both are their families rock,they spend all their days taking care of everything and everyone but who’s going to take care of them? Two older siblings healing, loving, and reassuring each other
𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐟𝐞𝐧𝐜𝐞𝐬 𝐰𝐞 𝐛𝐮𝐢𝐥𝐝.
𝐩𝐚𝐢𝐫𝐢𝐧𝐠: jackie jackson x black!reader
𝐬𝐲𝐧𝐨𝐩𝐬𝐢𝐬: in the quiet spaces between holding their chaotic households together, two exhausted eldest siblings find an unexpected refuge right next door. away from the non-stop demands of everyone relying on them, they discover what it feels like to finally be the ones being taken care of.
𝐭𝐚𝐠𝐬: neighbors to lovers, fluff, eldest daughter syndrome, eldest son solidarity, dynamic duo, soft black love, comfort, protective!jackie, set in the early '70's/jackson 5 era.
𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐝 𝐜𝐨𝐮𝐧𝐭: 4k
𝐝𝐚𝐢𝐬𝐲’𝐬 𝐧𝐨𝐭𝐞: another request from a lovely anon. it was honestly a delight to finally write for my pookie baby, jackie. i was cheesing from beginning to end, and hopefully, y'all will too! :) i have also decided that requests will come out over the weekend, so if you'd like to request something, my requests are still currently open!
The silence in Encino didn’t feel like normal silence. It felt borrowed, bought at a high price, and entirely temporary.
September of 1973, Hayvenhurst was never truly quiet. Even when the sun went down and the gates were locked, the house vibrated with the residual friction of nine children, endless business managers, phone lines that rang until the receivers grew warm, and the looming shadow of Joe Jackson’s ledger. But at two in the morning, if you stepped out onto the back patio where the citrus trees smelled sweet and heavy in the night air, you could almost pretend the world had stopped spinning.
Jackie Jackson leaned his forearms against the low, dark-stained wooden fence that separated his family’s property from the lot next door. He was wearing a deep navy velour tracksuit, the zipper pulled halfway down his chest, his afro freshly picked out but slightly crushed on one side from resting his head against the studio control board three hours earlier.
His shoulders were tight—a hard knot of muscle right where his neck met his trap. They’d spent six hours at Motown’s West Coast studios refining vocal tracks for Get It Together, going over the same four-bar harmony until Jermaine’s voice rasped and Michael’s eyes turned with fatigue.
As the eldest brother, the weight fell on Jackie differently. He wasn’t the lead singer, and he wasn’t the primary mouthpiece for the press, but he was the structural beam. When Michael was tired, Jackie carried the bag. When Randy got restless, Jackie smoothed it over. When Joe’s jaw set into that rigid, dangerous line that signaled a lecture on discipline, Jackie was the one who stepped into the room first so his younger brothers had a buffer.
He closed his eyes, inhaling the damp California air, trying to drain his head of the endless rhythm tracks and chord progressions.
Click.
The back screen door of the house next door creaked open, its soft yellow porch light casting a warm, rectangular beam across the grass. Jackie didn’t open his eyes right away; he just listened to the soft, rhythmic slide of leather slippers against the concrete patio.
You stepped out into the night, wrapped in a thick, oversized waffle-knit robe over your nightshirt, a steaming mug held tightly in both hands. You stopped when you saw the dark silhouette leaning over the fence, but you didn’t jump. You were too tired to jump.
“You’re going to catch a chill out here without a jacket, Sigmund,” you said, your voice a low, raspy hum that belonged exclusively to the hours past midnight.
Jackie turned his head, a slow, tired smirk breaking through the exhaustion on his face. He loved the way you called him by his real name— not Jackie Jackson of the Jackson 5, not the heartthrob on the cover of Right On! Magazine, just Sigmund.
“Girl, it’s sixty-five degrees out here. Ain’t nobody catching a chill in California,” he drawled, his Indiana accent slipping back through the polished, media-trained veneer he used during daytime interviews. He turned his body toward the fence, resting one elbow on the top rail. “What you doing up? Thought you had that early shift at the clinic.”
“I do,” you sighed, walking over to the fence until only a few inches of redwood paneling separated the two of you. You leaned your hips against it, letting the steam from your chamomile tea rise into the cool night air. “My sister came home at midnight talking about how she needs fifty dollars for a dress for senior pictures, my brother left his dirty work boots right in front of the refrigerator again, and my aunt called from Chicago at one in the morning just to tell me she had a bad dream about my uncle’s gout.”
Jackie let out a soft, deep rumble of a laugh—the kind that didn’t reach his throat during the daytime, reserved only for moments like this. “Sounds like a full house.”
“It’s a circus,” you corrected gently, looking up at him. Under the dim yellow bulb of your porch light, the shadows under his dark eyes were undeniable. “And don’t look at me like that. I know what your day looked like. I saw three different station wagons parked in your driveway by noon.”
“Man,” Jackie muttered, shaking his head and looking down at his sneakers. He rubbed the back of his neck, his knuckles cracking softly in the stillness. “Berry had us in the room all afternoon talking about this new television special. Then we had to run the choreography for ‘Dancing Machine’ six times because Marlon kept turning on the wrong beat, and Joseph… well, you know how Joseph gets when the steps ain’t crisp.”
“He was giving you a hard time?”
“He gives everybody a hard time. That’s his job, I guess,” Jackie said softly, though there was a bitter edge to it that he tried hard to smooth over. “He looks at me and sees twenty-two years old, and he thinks I oughta be keeping the boys in line better. Says if they slip up on stage, it’s on my head ‘cause I’m the oldest.”
You set your tea mug down on a flat fence post and turned your body fully toward him. Without asking, you reached across the fence line. Your fingers were warm as you reached up, setting your palm gently against the side of his neck, your thumb brushing over the tight muscle along his collarbone.
Jackie stilled completely. His breath hitched in his chest, a soft, involuntary sound.
“You make it look easy, you know that?” you whispered, your thumb working a small, deliberate circle into the tension behind his ear. “Every time I see you out front, you’re laughing, taking care of Randy, carrying gear, telling folks where to be. You act like it doesn’t cost you anything.”
Jackie closed his eyes, head tilting into the pressure of your hand like a stray animal finally being petted. “It costs plenty,” he admitted, his voice dropping an octave, so low it was practically a secret between the grass and the trees. “It costs… everything I got some days. You just learn to stop asking who’s coming to help, ‘cause you are the help.”
You let out a long, quiet breath that sounded so much like his own soul speaking back to him. “Yeah. I know that feeling all too well.”
Jackie opened his eyes, looking down at you. You were twenty-one, the eldest daughter in a family that relied on your paycheck, your organizational skills, and your emotional sanity to keep their world turning. You were the one who bought the groceries, paid the electric bill when your mother’s hours were cut, and made sure your younger siblings didn't drop out of school. You were the rock of your driveway, just like he was the rock of his.
He reached up, his large, warm hand cupping over yours where it rested on his neck. His skin was smooth, his pulse steady beneath your palm.
“Look at us,” Jackie said, a faint, tender smile playing on his lips. “Two heads of the household, standing over a fence at two in the morning, looking like two lost kids.”
“We aren’t lost,” you murmured, leaning slightly closer over the wood. “We just need a break.”
“Then take one,” Jackie said softly. His thumb stroked the back of your wrist, gentle and protective. “Just for five minutes. Right here. Don’t think about your sister, don’t think about your brother’s boots. Just stand here with me.”
For five minutes, nobody called his name. Nobody asked you for money. The world stayed small, contained entirely within the three feet of space between his porch light and yours.
Four months passed in a blur of endless rehearsal schedules, late-night phone calls, and stolen moments across the low redwood fence. By January of 1974, a heavy, uncharacteristic winter storm had rolled through the San Fernando Valley. Rain lashed against the roof tiles in sheeted waves, turning the dirt flowerbeds into red mud and swelling the gutters along the street until they overflowed into the storm drains.
At seven in the evening, the power grid in Encino gave out completely.
The neighborhood went dark in an instant, the amber glow of the streetlights blinking out in unison and leaving the houses illuminated only by dramatic, jagged flashes of lightning across the sky.
In your house, the sudden dark had caused immediate, predictable chaos. Your siblings had scrambled for candles, your mother was complaining about the food in the refrigerator spoiling, and your brother had managed to knock over a hall table in the pitch black. You had spent two hours finding flashlights, lighting oil lamps, settling everyone into their rooms with board games, and reassuring your mother that the storm would pass by morning.
By ten o’clock, everyone had finally drifted off to sleep, tired of sitting in the dark.
You were sitting alone on the living room floor, wrapped in a thick wool blanket, staring at the small, flickering yellow flame of a single pillar candle sitting on the coffee table. The house was cold, the rain beating a relentless, heavy rhythm against the windowpanes.
A low, heavy knock sounded at the back door.
You stood up, pulling your blanket tight around your shoulders, picking up a small flashlight. You walked to the kitchen and unlatched the heavy deadbolt.
Jackie stood on the covered back porch, illuminated by the flash of your light. He was wearing a dark brown corduroy jacket with a sheepskin collar, his hair slightly damp from the dash across the lawn. In his left hand, he held a dark wooden box; in his right, he held a thermos.
“Power’s out over there too, huh?” you asked, stepping back to let him inside.
“Total blackout,” he said, slipping out of his wet corduroy jacket and hanging it over the back of a kitchen chair. He looked at you in the dim beam of the flashlight, his eyes dark and warm. “Boys are all asleep. Joseph drove into town before the rain hit hard to meet with some promoters, and Mother’s got the younger ones settled. I thought… well, I thought you might be sitting over here in the dark by yourself.”
“I was,” you admitted, leading him back into the candlelit living room.
Jackie set the wooden box and the thermos down on the thick shag carpet. He unbuttoned his collar, settling down onto the floor beside you, pulling his long legs in close. He reached for the thermos, unscrewing the top and pouring a steaming cup of spiced cider, handing it to you first.
“Brought medicine,” he said with a faint smile.
You took the cup, the warmth spreading through your chilly fingers instantly. “What’s in the box, Sigmund?”
“Something to keep us from going crazy,” he replied. He opened the wooden latch of the box, revealing a battery-operated portable record player—a sleek, portable Panasonic unit he used on tour buses. Beside it were three 45rpm vinyl records.
He placed a record onto the small spindle, flipped the switch, and set the needle down gently.
The soft, scratchy, beautiful opening notes of Gladys Knight & the Pips’ “Best Thing That Ever Happened to Me” drifted into the dark living room, filling the quiet corners of the house with a warm, analog soul.
Jackie turned to you, reaching out to take your free hand, pulling your blanket down enough to lace his fingers through yours. “Sit closer,” he commanded gently. “It’s cold in here.”
You didn’t argue. You slid across the carpet until you were tucked against his side, your head resting in the hollow of his shoulder, the smell of rain and fresh cider clinging to his clothes.
“You look beat tonight, baby,” Jackie murmured, his voice sinking into the rhythm of the music. His fingers gently began to massage the base of your thumb, working out the tension built up from hours of household chores. “I am,” you whispered, closing your eyes. “My brother got into an argument with his coach today. He wants to quit the track team. I spent three hours sitting on his bed trying to convince him that he’s throwing away his future just because he doesn’t like being yelled at.”
He let out a soft, sympathetic grunt. “Kids don’t see the big picture. They just see the guy yelling at ‘em. I know how he feels, honest… but he’s lucky he’s got you to set him straight. If I didn’t have my brothers, I don’t know where they’d end up.”
“And who sets you straight, Jackie?” you asked softly, turning your head to look up at his profile in the candlelight. “When you’re mad, or tired, or feel like quitting… who sits on your bed for three hours?”
Jackie went quiet. The record continued to spin, Gladys Knight’s voice soaring over the soft hum of the rain outside.
He didn’t answer for a long time. He just stared at the flickering candle flame, his jaw working slightly.
“Nobody,” he said finally, his voice barely audible over the storm. “You don’t get that luxury when you’re the first one born. You don’t get to have a breakdown, ‘cause if you break down, the line behind you breaks down too.”
He turned his head to look at you, and for the first time since you’d known him, you saw the immense, terrifying vulnerability he kept hidden behind his handsome smile and his cool, easygoing stride. He looked like a young man carrying the weight of a multi-million-dollar family empire on shoulders that were never meant to carry it alone.
“Sometimes,” he whispered, his hand tightening on yours, “I just wanna run away. Just drive that Ferrari as far down Route 66 as the gas will take me, and not look back for a month.”
Your heart bruised for him. You reached up, setting your cup aside, and placed both of your hands against his cheeks, forcing him to look at you directly.
“You don’t have to run away, Sigmund,” you said, your voice fierce and gentle all at once. “You just have to come over here. When you’re in this room, with me… you aren’t the leader of the Jackson 5. You aren’t Joseph’s oldest son. You’re just a twenty-two year old man who gets to sit down and test.”
Jackie looked at you, his chest rising and falling in deep, rugged breaths. A single, silent tear slipped down his cheek, catching the yellow light of the candle.
He didn’t say anything. He just leaned forward, resting his forehead against yours, his arms coming around your waist, pulling you into him so tightly it took your breath away. He buried his face in the crook of your neck, his breath warm against your collarbone, his body trembling slightly as he finally let go of the tension he’d been holding since he was twelve years old.
You wrapped your arms around his back, holding his shoulders, rocking him gently against the beat of the rain on the roof. You rubbed your hand in slow, steady circles over his spine, whispering sweet, soft nothings into his ear—reassurances that he was good enough, that he had done enough, that he didn’t have to hold the sky up tonight.
They stayed like that until the record finished, the needle clicking softly in the final groove, leaving only the sound of their shared breathing and the storm outside.
Winter melted into spring, and by May of 1974, Encino was ablaze with early summer flowers—purple bougainvillea spilling over the white stone walls, jacaranda trees dropping soft violet petals onto the driveways, and the air smelling of sweet honeysuckle and warm asphalt.
It was a Saturday morning, and for the first time in the nine months you’d known Jackie, your own house was in absolute, unmanageable crisis.
Your younger sister had been rejected from her dream college, your brother had managed to back your mother’s station wagon into a light pole, and your aunt had arrived unannounced from Chicago with three suitcases and an attitude that could sour milk. You had been up since five in the morning—mediating fights, filling out insurance forms for the car, cooking breakfast for six people, and trying to keep your mother from having an absolute nervous breakdown in the kitchen.
By eleven o’clock, you were standing on your back patio, holding an empty laundry basket, your eyes burning with unshed tears of pure, overwhelming frustration. You felt like you were drowning in a sea of other people’s needs, your lungs filling with water every time you tried to catch your breath.
The wooden gate between the yards clicked open.
Jackie walked across the grass. He wasn’t wearing his usual casual clothes—he was dressed in a sharp, tailored yellow button-down shirt, white trousers, and leather loafers, looking every bit the handsome star. But his eyes weren’t looking at the neighborhood; they were fixed entirely on you.
He’d seen the station wagon hit the pole two hours ago. He’d heard the yelling from his bedroom window. He’d watched you run up and down the stairs through the kitchen window for three straight hours.
He walked right up to you, took the heavy plastic laundry basket out of your hands, and set it down on the grass without saying a word.
“Jackie, I can’t talk right now,” you choked out, your voice tight and dangerous, threatened by the tears pressing behind your eyelids. “My mother is crying, my brother is being an idiot, and I have to go to the grocery store before—”
“No,” Jackie said.
It was a single, firm word—spoken not with anger, but with an absolute, unyielding authority that stopped you dead in your tracks.
“What?” you blinked.
Jackie didn’t answer. He stepped past you, opened your back screen door, and walked right into your chaotic kitchen.
Your mother was sitting at the table, surrounded by papers. Your brother was standing by the fridge, looking sulky. Your aunt was loudly complaining about the heat.
Jackie walked into the room, his presence instantly filling the space with a natural, commanding charisma he’d honed over years of stage work and family leadership. He put on his warmest, most charming, unshakeable big-brother smile.
“Morning, ma’am,” Jackie said smoothly, leaning down to give your mother a gentle kiss on the cheek. “Auntie, good to see you again. Look, I heard about the car—don’t you worry about that for a second. I already called my mechanic down on Ventura Boulevard. He’s sending a tow truck over in twenty minutes, and he’s gonna fix that bumper on my tab as a favor to the family.”
Your mother blinked, her mouth opening in shock. “Jackie, oh, honey, you don’t have to—”
“It’s already done,” he smiled, turning his head to look at your brother. “And you, man—grab your jacket. You’re coming over to my house to help Randy clean out the garage. You’re gonna earn the money to pay me back for that bumper, and you’re gonna do it today.”
Your brother looked like he wanted to argue, but one look at Jackie’s cool, resolute expression—the look of an elder brother who did not take backtalk—made him nod his head silently and reach for his shoes.
Jackie turned back to your mother, his smile warm and steady. “And as for your daughter… I’m takin’ her out for the afternoon. She’s off the clock.”
Before anyone in your family could protest, Jackie walked back out onto the patio, grabbed your hand, and led you straight through the open wooden gate, across his lawn, and into his silver Ferrari parked in the driveway.
He opened the passenger door, helped you slide onto the leather seat, slamming it shut, and walked around to the driver’s side. He got in, turned the key, and the heavy v6 engine roared to life with a satisfying, deep purr.
He backed out of the driveway before your aunt could step onto the porch to call your name.
You sat in the passenger seat, staring at him in absolute wide-eyed disbelief as the Ferrari cruised down the tree-lined streets of Encino, heading towards the open highway.
“What… what did you just do?” you breathed, your heart hammering against your ribs.
Jackie looked over at you, one hand on the steering wheel, a brilliant, proud, triumphant grim lighting up his entire face. His dark eyes were sparkling in the California sunshine.
“I just did what you’ve been doin’ for me for nine months,” He said, his voice brimming with satisfaction. “I took care of it.”
You stared at him, and suddenly, the heavy, suffocating lump in your throat dissolved—not into tears, but into a loud, bright, hysterical burst of laughter that filled the car. You leaned back against the leather headrest, laughing until your water watered, feeling the absolute, miraculous freedom of having someone else step up to fight your battles for you.
Jackie laughed with you, his hands reaching across the center console to grab yours, squeezing your fingers tight as he accelerated onto the Ventura Freeway, heading toward the coast.
An hour later, he parked the Ferrari on a high bluff overlooking the Pacific Ocean in Malibu. The sky was a brilliant, endless blue, the ocean churning below in white, foaming waves, the cool salt breeze blowing through the open car windows.
He shut off the engine, unbuckled his seatbelt, and turned in his seat to face you fully.
He reached out, gently pulling you across the console until you were sitting sideways in his lap, your back resting against his chest, his strong arms wrapped snugly around your waist.
“Better?” he whispered into your ear, his chin resting on your shoulder as you both looked out over the vast, sparkling water.
“Better,” you breathed, leaning your head back against his shoulder, letting the steady beat of his heart soothe your frayed nerves. “I didn’t think… I didn’t know you could just walk in there and do that.”
“I told you,” He said softly, his thumb rubbing gentle circles through the fabric of your shirt over your hip. “We’re a team, baby. You spend all your time being the rock for them, and I spend all my time being the rock for my boys. But when it comes to us? We take turns.”
He turned his head, pressing his lips against the soft skin of your neck, lingering there until you let out a long, contented sigh.
“I spent my whole life thinking I had to carry everything by myself,” Jackie whispered against your skin, his voice thick with emotion. “My dad taught me that a man doesn’t complain, he just works. He carries the weight until his knees give out. But then I met you… and I realized I don’t gotta carry it alone. You give me a place to lay my head down, girl. You’re my peace.”
You turned in his lap, wrapping your arms around his neck, looking into his beautiful, earnest face. You reached up, tracing the high arch of his cheekbone, the line of his jaw, the soft texture of his lips.
“And you’re mine, Sigmund,” you whispered back. “You’re my safe harbor.”
Jackie smiled—a deep, genuine, effortless smile that reached all the way to his soul. He leaned forward, closing the small distance between you, and pressed his lips against yours in a deep, slow, reverent kiss that tasted like salt air, warm sunshine, and long-awaited rest.
When he finally pulled back, he didn’t let you go. He kept you tucked close against his chest, his chin resting on your head, his hands holding you like the precious, irreplaceable gift you were.
Down below, the ocean waves crashed relentlessly against the rocks, eternal and busy. Back in Encino, two houses were waiting with their phone calls, their family drama, and their endless demands.
But up on the bluff, inside the quiet leather interior of the Ferrari, the two oldest siblings were completely off the clock.
They didn’t look at the dashboard clock. They didn’t check the time. They just held each other, anchored at last, watching the sun begin its slow, golden descent into the sea.
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