writing my way into the impossible

New Years Short Story: Scar Heroes

Happy New Years! Here’s to an amazing 2019 for writers and everything else:)

A fallen hero becomes a human girl with her mind with one thought: to destroy the date with happiness instead of letting it crumble. Stella smiled as she played around with her sundress. This was going to be the day, she domain more than a kingdom, more than a soldier, she was gonna fall to love. She wanted to be loved…

Blogmas 2018 Short Story: Where No Love Should Lie

When I pulled him into my chest, with the desire of wanting this for forever. That feeling stain into my chest never willing to leave. Warmth flutter through every vein in the cold night. Snow fell in every directions covering up what was the High Line. I look straight ahead of the path that lead to new hopes. I hope at least. I stared at the green eyes boring into mine, as these thoughts arose.…

Announcement: Dear Readers of Jowritest

Hello fellow readers of Jowritest! I am so happy to announce that I am finally starting to write my dream novel. I want to became a teen writer and this is the year I decide to not slack off and turn my dream into reality. I will not post often on my blog, but I’ll try to write a few short stories along the way! To tell the truth, I am scared to write my voice into words yet I am dauntless. I am…

Blogmas 2018 Short Story: Faults in Love

“Do you know what love is, child?” Grace asked sitting down the ten-year-old with a gentle thump.

“Yes, Mother. I love you,” Sharon replied.

“No, Sharon. One day you will love someone more than you love me because that is the way this world works now.”

“Mother, is that why Daddy left you? Because he didn’t love you anymore?”

“No, sweetheart, he left because he shares his love with another…

Blogmas Short Story: Potion of 8 letters

I couldn’t hold my gaze at the stranger’s back any longer. I sighed then turned around back to the figure seated in front of me.

“Every time I see someone capable of love, they’re a stranger in the same cafe that I will never see again? Never know their name?” I told as I heard a slight chuckle. I drew my eyes hoping I could erase the laughter out of his glint eyes.

“What do you think, Hope?…

Blogmas Short Story: You are War

The scars were visible in the light shining down at the scarlet drops.The scream building up inside of me let go. The girl turned around to stared at me with her dark eyes, my legs froze as ice.

¨What are you looking at, Anna?¨ she asked harshly pulling down her sleeves. The cuts were gone, out of sight.

¨Nothing,¨ I murmured back as low as a whisper. In daylight, fear had taken form. The…

Blogmas Short Story : Always and Forever

“We’re done with this. Everything including us. We are through, please don’t contact me again. Ever,” I spit out making each word more hurtful than the last. I didn’t want to see his crumple face or the betrayal feeling eating inside of me. I wanted to walk away from the person that I love, the boy who bite me.

“You don’t want to do this. You won’t know the consequences of what happens next,” he…

Blogmas Short Story: Tale of an Old Lover

The wind blew carelessly against our white hair, the color of life. The wrinkles in our skin shimmer against the sunlight on the porch outside of my cottage. It was a tiny, fairytale house with red bricks and white roofs. Our shadows darkened the steps leading up to my home.

“Best friends are supposed to hold hands like friends, not lovers, Summer,” August said. I smiled at him, my oldest…

Blogmas Fairytale: Evil Royalties

It was a dark and stormy night nevertheless, the princess ran. Her tawny hair hidden by the blackness. The amber golden eyes of hers were squinting to see her way through. The owls in the night screamed in horror as she passed by. The faster she ran, the farther she was away.

The day before it all began, she sleeps a dauntless nap filled with envisioning a castle. A warm welcoming palace with a…

Short Story: Cara Rhodes

The world silence by the voice of singer for she got her heart-broken too. I close my eyes and let them come. The vivid past that open my eyes to the world. When I experience the places with someone I cherish, without him, the still world couldn’t scream more. The   haunting of him as the night swept away, yet I allow them to come in each time. I press closer to my blanket as if it was the…

The emptiness stay like we were friends

The coldness join its company

The only thing left untouched was my soul

The first thing broken was my heart

A wave off the ocean 

Short Story: Should Have Said Goodbye

Cold air with warm tears was the worst mix in the city of New York. Although the park was filled with laughter and happiness, we were in our gloomy world. I couldn’t bring myself to look up. With my eyes shut, I pray when they open, the hazel eyes of his would be filled with a tint of light. A tear on his lovely face because it meant you care, it meant I didn’t break you after this.

“You love me…

*insiders 11/25*

When the mountains come crashing down on my shoulder, I look for you. To the pieces I have, the memories I cherish, and the thoughts of me that you lost. The world is filled with distraction, I mean sure boys can be beguiling, but your love was real. Loved. There’s none of it left around anymore. Was my words said poorly that you walked out the door? Was it the things I did that cause unhappiness? I seek these answers to impossible questions from an uncaring soul. I love you more than love itself. I wonder if there is something more than love to describe my feelings for you. I hope there is.

I want to run and fly because the ground lost its touch. There’s no adventure without you. This still world has lost its beauty when you stopped loving me. Why is it pain itself comes when it’s not wanted? Unexpected? A penny as worthless as I am has lived the magical life with a lover boy. A heartbroken girl in a filled world. There is nowhere to go, no place to hide if you’re not there to find me. Travel the world with me, my boy because I don’t want to waste a breath on someone else. There’s no worth, not more than pennies itself.

This emptiness inside of me is hollow like a shell. It’s blankness screams maddening my head. My heart is the real thing that needed medicine. There’s no cure for the heartbreak just like there’s nothing I could do to make you fall in love with me again. There’s something about you, your spell that just fills the emptiness with sunshine. With life. It’s not dead when you’re gone, it’s worst. The spell is gone with you out the door. Are you waiting for me to come back? Or to apologize.

Short Story Fantasy: Tell me a Story

Part 1: Please give this fantasy short story a read and show some love! Some things may change.

Setting: A place call City Island in a New world, 2018.

Broken hearts scattered in pieces even light can’t reflect upon. Death was no exception. When a human has fallen to the defeat of demise, the dark clothing symbolizes their heroic. What if they weren’t heroes but villains instead, are we going to…

Short Story: Bloody Ever After

“When the world makes me die a little, you bring my life back. It’s sad, dangerous as well as beautiful,” he whispered like it was a secret. Something only he and I share, the rush of the adrenaline intensify because now I was apart of this threatening ride. The lovely blush warming my face as I move away from his hold.

“I am,” I stammered,” speechless. I never knew there were more powerful…